There is a level that I maintain. For those elite that I keep close and I love. They hold the keys. The inner sanctum of me. That means all of me. Which is strange indeed. But that is why they are the elite. They know and see the vulnerable pieces of me.
If you are the one. I tell you up front when I feel that you are ready and worthy then the vault is open to you. I give you the trust and responsibility of the deep dark things that are me. Or the light and funny things that I also keep.
In this same factor. Who I love and I am with relationship wise is the key to a number of things. Peace, calm and being free are things that that person helps get me to and keep when need be. Hell, even when there is no need. Ru Ru will give you plenty of stories of the human race surviving. From my times with Chocolate Doll to the reprise that has happened with Lil Red. Ru will automatically ask me when will the next visit be so that she won't have to worry about another humble texas episode happening.
The key is about that connection that I have with them. The moments near and far where there is an effect of mutual dynamic. This is that love that is cherish, revered and precious. When you can make me smile out the blue. Or comfort me when all hell has broken lose.
Here is the point. If I offered you the key and told you that I am open to you. Then know how deeply I care and love you. For it is the Hall of Valhalla where no others will come to view.
You have it all. The choice is yours
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