We talked about the changes. How I have managed to be in a relationship for a year this way. Honestly we are both rather shocked about things. Hell, our relationships tend to be the things of Legends. (lol...honestly)
We love and care deeply. And can be nonchalant, cold and everything.(well I am better at the evil things. after all she is sweet)
So we talked about our situations with our usual brutal honesty. We found something we wanted and needed in who we are seeing. She also brought up the past points and fallacies while reminding me not to repeat the things that further angered the Beast. She noticed the place where I have gone currently and commented on it. Giving me perspective from a valued source.
Yeah, I realize the duty and calling of a Titan. The chaos and void will continue to be and keep pace with things.
A Dream Differed
Hope
Luck and chance
Axis of enemies in
this corporal punishment
I tried
Played their game
Capitulated the drone
intensity
But I am merely
That devil dancing in
the pale moonlight
I wanted that miracle
again
This time times 10
Marriage and a D/s
dynamic
All the trappings
that would me
Happy, happy
Joy, joy
Then reason hit me
Road Warrior
conference thinking
As I heard Biggie
sing “It was all a dream”
But my dream is a
penalty
Here I sit in
congress with Reality
As this bitch laughs
at me
I wonder if this is
The culmination of
finality
Looking at the dream
Through the door’s
partial opening
No longer hoping
Dreams
My mortal enemy
From the
chocolatezeus collection 10/20/15 ©
love and relationships are a bitch that does a living autopsy on you and then you die
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