Deafening Silence

Simply put...I am just ME! And with that said it is the cause of a multitude of issues.  Not for me. But for everyone else on the planet apparently except Ru.

I have been there for and helped others from the time I started thinking. It has always been my nature to help and lead. No need to yell and scream. But merely analyze, apply and execute.

If I tell you that you are a part of me and my heart then you have a coveted place there and in my life. I don't run around giving everyone pieces of me or even allowing them to interact with me intimately. But, the problem is I am a man and that is an extreme. I talk to, flirt and show interest in people and things. I don't tell them my life story or give them emotional eulogies.

My expression is potent, impacting and straight forward. I don't claim to be mary poppins with the public. I stand behind strong beliefs and thoughts.

In talking to HQ and Ru I have witnessed the differences very brightly. Ru, said that I am always social with people as long as I get along with them. I just don't go running around making conversation with everyone like a social butterfly.  But outside of Ru it doesn't seem to be understood or recieved. Like I told HQ last year at BB when I flirted with strawberry slut cake and the babyprincess, it is not well recieved when I do it regardless.

My silence is seen as cranky, unsocial meaning. Even when I speak and talk to the people.

So, I merely listened to what HQ had to say and I am just applying the code fix for it. Retaining previous success and training.

Let the Silence Reign in all ways with me. That way the misconstrued and misunderstood will be channeled appropriately.

Deafening Silence

Carrion and crows

Pick litter bones

Remnants of

Mind and soul

Calls

Beckoning to come

Participate in the

Droned stagnation

Disgust and loathing

At

Doing and being

My way

Held the world

Upon my shoulders

Universes in each hand

Throughout it all

The devastation

Assassination of

Man

Still

I

Stand

Society’s

Words and actions

Wax poetic

Devoid of substance

As I am the enemy

For I think and act freely

Bludgeoning

Crushing

Expression

Reveal

Is what they seek

I ration

Give them what they need

According to me

Once again

Reform is not the key

Unacceptance

Deliverance

As again

Silence

Is the

Key

From the chocolatezeus collection  6/15/15  ©