It has felt like operation rolling thunder. The odds have been seriously stacked and the fighting brutal. But hey, it is what I am created for.
The female parental unit is in the hospital again. And things have progressed even worse. But this has been ongoing like I thought when she was hospitalized last year. But dealing with heart, kidney and liver failure issues maybe she will realize not to try to keep this from folks while she is running around being nosey. I will be driving auntie and the other sister down to bama some time soon.
As "I don't give a fuck" plays now...
Strange how people have come to me or accepted my help in the lifestyle. I am after all the anti everything nice and sweet. lol But I don't have an issue with helping now that I have some knowledge and experience to offer help from.
It is entertaining when they pick at me saying that I am really nice and not mean or the shock when they realize that I am more than Evil who is on the conference calls and says what needs to be said regardless.
Honestly I do give a fuck. I give such a fuck that it pisses lil red and lil one off. Because I am overbearing. *shrug* I am not going to change being concerned about those I care about safety and well being.
Bouncing to "X" by Xzibit
My god daughter and the car adventures have continued like I unfortunately thought they would. She wants me to co sign with her father to get her a car. After her and her womb donor bought a car in Texas. smh And can't get it back to Tennessee. I knew this wasn't going to go well she told me they bought a 2013 for 500.
There have been questions of my comfort and needs. And those things use to be factors to me. But after all that has happened I put them away. Seeking comfort from those I am involved with or those I have a relation with just came to a stop. There is no need to put anything on them anyway. They have had more than enough going on. Especially lil red and lil one.
Biggie's "Hypnotize" thumps in conclusion
I have to say this fits. They always call me Biggie. And the stuff that has gone on lately has definitely qualified as some hypnotize description.
Right now I am definitely on the Bizarre Ride! lol
This transmutation of my life currently has been one of unbelievable perspectives. From the solitude and solitary refinement. To those that have stepped into the fray for different things.
Just going to continue the war until it it time to end it and make my mark.
Have a good one. I hope you had a good week and weekend. If not do something about it. There is still time.
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