Last monday was Chocolate Doll's birthday. A lot was on my mind. From the past to the present and the future. It didn't help that the male parental unit was here. That really fucking made the day horrible. That is why I stay away from the parental units during anniversary, her birthday and stuff.
It took me into thinking about how things were, have been and will be. Chocolate Doll wanted me to live after she was gone. We had that discussion before she died. That live life fully.
I care about, like and appreciate redvelvet and babygirlprincess. They have been who I have been with over these years. Our adventures, our disagreements and more. Even things with my Ru and tigger have have been transmuted into something else. But all have been what was needed.
There has been a serious influx of thinking, feeling and emotion. Things swirled around and manifested in force ghosts and more. The storms have been crushing and the eyes of them have been like a library.
So with everything changed. I have reached out and gave invite to what is now.
I finally met up with Charlie after all these months he has been gone from the cigar shop. I know there is more than he is telling that happened but I can respect that. Just was good to see him for a minute and just shoot the shit and chill. That old, white biker guy is definitely a brother to me.
Well, the next major issue to deal with has happened tonight. So it is time to deal with things.
Wish you well. Don't let experiences and life past you by.
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