A Never Ending Journey

In life and this thing called bdsm there is always something going on. Something to Lear, adapt over come.  When you involve other people you have to deal with their past, present and future. Not to mention their personality, experiences, feelings and mentality. Sometimes it is like walking through an unexploded minefield and other times a stroll with less obstacles. Either way the adventure is worth it.

I have made plenty of mistakes in choices and understanding .   Some more lasting than others. I stick with being direct to lessen interpretation and misunderstanding. But that creates issues upon issue apparently.

I am just me and that is who I will always be. Kind and caring to those I dee worthy and distant to others.

My bdsm journey is still relevantly new so there has been a lot done in correctly. But I see now choices in who, what and how that will have to be different from this point on. Only experience has lender my understanding in this.

So I will help where and how I can. Whether it is helping pebbles begin her journey or words to a stranger.  I have been and seen the errors and will gladly steer others from that path  they choose.

In the same token helping and. Accepting help are not givens. Even when asked for my opinion or view. Like General Akbar said "it's a trap.""

So I will continue to stand tall. Carry the weight of the universe upon my being and not waiver in my duties.

Even being public enemy number one, the one you can't stand or the chauvinist to keep others from failing.

Here and Whenever You Come Back Again

Each moment
A tell tale saga
Each interaction
Revealing knowledge

Far from my original plan
Valuable lessons learned
Misalignment of wills

So I stand
Rooted in the arrangement
That was agreed upon

Knowing
Next time none of this will happen

Experience is key
Differentiating
Between what is and what is supposed to be

Eye opening


From the chocolatezeus05 collection. 7/11/17. ©