Smoking JFR 770s as I tried to relax. People coming in and talking to Tim. So many come in there regularly. And today was no different. We know each other by face and me by what I smoke. lol So one of the older men came in with another guy called Don. Found out that his wife died a few days ago. My mind went out to him. He said he was trying to resusitate his wife with the 911 operator on the phone. And it all brought back memories.
Reminded me of Team Titan. My wife and I were and are Team Titan. That night I will never forget. Her riding me and orgasming so hard twice and me getting up to turn the fan on for her and turning around to watch her roll off the bed to the floor. I was stunned. Like I told the elderly man today. It is like you are in a tunnel and everything is in super slow motion. I felt numb and dead until after they took her body away. But I can always laugh at she went out in a way that only she would think of doing. She died having a seizure from a massive orgasm. I want to be fucked to death too. It is on my bucket list.
Even my evil heart goes out to the good folk that have to deal with someone they are close to dying. It is a disheartening and traumatic feeling. With HQ I wish I could be there for her. But things are what they are. All I can do is be available.
Interestingly enough my excitement died. Realizing possibilities and how things are going have been the contributing factor to that. I am ready anyway. I need to get away. Seek some comfort. See how things go this time.
Like Gears of War....I am the Coalition!
No comments:
Post a Comment