I made it back today. Hell after this morning and having such a damn good time fellowshiping and everything that it was hard to not want to keep that going. This morning was a priceless classic. Hell it was Epic!
Havoc made his appearance last night at the Baltimore Playhouse. I didn't play but I did learn and observe It was too hot in there for me to play even if the situation was right. But damn everyone was having a good time. And the Sirs were doing their thing. The ladies were sexy and getting their kink on.
And it was priceless when slave kore comes yelling "Lord Havoc?" That and everyone saying hello and recognizing it was me. Especially considering this is the first time they have seen the weilder of the "monkey bitch moniker and name association" as well as the Evil one that is on the calls.
The whole thing made me want to go to more things and continue my involvement in the community.
This mornings hypnosis scene made me want to learn hypnosis to weild it like the Sith on everyone! You better watch out now!
I laughed so hard this morning while being entertained, intrigued and in sadistic delight it was incredible.
In a week that I have been teaching, leading, resolving, managing and put things all in their place. I have to say it has been very interesting indeed.
I had to use my monkey bitch phrase to describe some hack therapists. So that got some of the soft asses diapers in a bunch. Must be some sensitive folk from the all encompassing feminist poly groups that are so non judgemental. lmao But regardless my point was to help the young lady on the call and fuck their feelings and sensitive asses.
Through working with pebbles and cali gal it has given me other opportunities to understand, ,help and see.
This week had me being a loadmaster as well. I made some more unilateral decisions that are not liked. But in being me I do what is required to allow the ones I care about and the very few that I like where they should be for themselves. Yeah that's me public enemy number one. Even to red and little. Ru and Tigger as well. As I told pebbles and even little one and red previously. I will protect, support and everything concerning you even when you are mad at me and hate me. But there have been issues because I don't really disclose feelings or any of that anymore. It's alright. Everything has to be in it's place. And in D/s it is not about a reciprocal relation especially when it comes to this. It has had me look at life, D/s, having submissives, dating and interaction protocols.
Everyone loved the Batman and harley shirt that red had gotten me a couple years ago. Even some older people on the hotel shuttle. lol
Point blank...everything has changed. Whether it is due to what has been shown in ability and capability to handle or not to things that there was no other choice.
The kink experience was real in the last 24 hours for sure and I am thankful.
There will be more but I haven't slept in days and I need to do a few more things.
Enjoy and be yourself...
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