Monday, July 21, 2014

Revelations...Dynamics in Realization

I sometimes wonder the reasoning behind the relations between beings. Especially this gender thing. Females wanting to be, think and feel like males. And males that have no clue about being a man.

Age matters not. *In my Yoda voice*
For regardless of being young or older. They remain, really fucked up!
The standard of individuality has fallen to commonality and follow the leader mentality.

The status of relationships and marriage has definitely died some decades ago.

Emerald and her life have me concerned beyond all recognition. But you can't carry a horse to water and make it drink. No matter how much I love and care for her. She is going to choose how she does and won't do things. Sad but simply the facts. I am going to have a sit down talk to her but that will be that.

I fell for Lil Red. She had the things that I am attracted to and want. The uniqueness. Ability to laugh and understand things. Enjoyment of sci fi and cartoons. Plus sex was great! I guess all I can say is *it is what it is* and move on.

The realization of these lessons learned, especially this year. I hold no hope for much other the desolation of existence.

What is love? It is that true feeling and understanding that was killed by the humans long ago.

As feelings, emotions and love become guarded like nukes. It is time to let loose with the anger and hatred that is asked for.

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