So this past week...
One of the discussions has been about how stubborn I am. And in some things I am stubborn. Ru has been on my case about asking for and accepting help for years. But hey I am me. But stubborn was brought up because of me not treating the outsiders the same as those that are supposed to be in one of the circles in my personal life.
As much as I have helped and tried to help folks this year. Both subs, slaves and others has not really been as positive as it should have been. There was a lot of super over sensitivities, facades, attempts at manipulation and more. More valuable lessons learned.
Stress has increased and the battles intensified. More and more enemies and less and less allies. But "Army of One" is what it is about.
Hard to believe that the year is almost over. It is like where the hell did time go to? I have to get ready to get on the move and disappear as much as possible next year. Time to get back to my old ways and get my travel on. The list is already kind of active. Will have to get my new passport as well. And I am going to head out of country a few times so I can chill and pay homage. Still can't believe it will have been 10 years next year.
The way the journey began years ago is nothing like what was planned, expected or wanted. It is not a journey that requires Oyabun attention and actions versus that purpose I had what seems like so long ago now. But I have adapted, overcame and gave them what they wanted.
As I listen to the music as always. DjL3xx and MilkMan got me over here jamming and remembering being in Japan.
The silence
The time
The actions
They comfort me as I Semper Fidelis.
Have a great week. And prepare for the violent changes that are coming.
*wink*
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