Intense Scenes and Teddy Bear Things

August has been the month of intense scenes and a varied range of my sadistic tendencies. From the physical to emotional pain infliction's the range has been wide and dynamic. From making it feel like skin is being peeled off to being surprised that too much pain was given to the one I thought would laugh at it. But there is also the situation and sub space that has to be timed properly.

So, the magnetic nipple clamp balls will have to debut at another time. The toy bag definitely has grown since it began and I am happy and thankful that it has. Thanks to little one and flower child it has brought a bigger smile to my face.

Learning has happened. To achieve and notice how deep that sub space is for each. Watching for the limits and the incoherency.  Quite an adventure.

Yeah teddy bears I said. Smh let's delve into it


I have been called a teddy bear by lil red, little one and flower child.

red-well yeah it is her so it is just a teddy bear
little one-the teddy bear with claws
flower child-grizzly bear when I am not mad

And there was a bit of shock that I am not the same to each of them or people.  But, relationships are tailor made for me, not the cookie cutter thing. If you are special to me then you are special to me specifically because of who and the way you are. There is no other way.

So this evil, sadistic teddy bear is out here. Unhinged and waiting. Don't let the quiet and for those in one of my circles, my nice demeanor to you fool you. I am the yin and the yang!