Point blank on the table of fucks to give as people say. I do not even register.
See, I focus on my girls and my fellow Road Warrior. And that focus is important to me. Those outside of that either have a place according to me or they do not. And their place is reflected in my interaction, perception and their existence of them.
As a man and a Dominant. I do my duty. Those things that they get pissed off at because it is not their way. The non romantic things that do not get mentioned. At times I am the one they hate, love and can't stand. But once I have seen the potential, the connection and they have shown me their abilities then I will be their shield, their assassin, their counselor, guide and sin eater.
I am poly but it doesn't mean I am fucking or seeing everyone. I stick to the ones I have. And hell it didn't matter if I was poly or monogamous from the beginning. It basically ended up going that way because of their situations and what they wanted anyway. As long as what i needed was maintained then I would have been ok regardless.
And the commentary of the non judgmental, open minded judgmental females and girls in a black and poly group have been the usual buffoonery. Upset because i have my ways and standards and don't want to use their fucking, retarded feminist words like metamour and all that other shit. And that was when I promptly pointed out to them why they are females and not women worthy of anything. Do what you like and as long as it doesn't affect me and mine then I don't give a fuck! But when you want to tell me that i need to follow your view point and opinion then you need to kill yourself!
I am me, myself and I. Those that I have told my feelings, wants and desires to and actual want to have a true, loving and meaningful relation or dynamic with me then we can ride until the wheels fall off. That means having a relationship or dynamic through the good, bad and ugly times. Those that can't cut it run away, whine, do something to make sure they can get dismissed and join the illustrious ranks of the monkey bitches. I am happy for them.
And yes I am and do introduce myself as Evil. That way you heard it from me. Those that have the guts to get to know me, understand, accept and be with me will see the other side of the same coin. That loving, caring person that no one else will see or get. Because I classify folks and those that are not in the inner circles or been approved get the basic, you exist plan.
Does that mean that I am inflexible to mine? Nope. It means I have standards and I don't compromise unless you have meaning to me and are in the appropriate circle.
Many have tried to change me. So many different ways and things have been used. All leading to failure.
I don't see how it is so hard to do what i do with someone I choose. I accept them as who they are and try to understand them. But in the world of the "only my way is right," society this is a cardinal sin.
So if you want to know? Then ask.
If you think something is wrong? Then have a discussion.
You can interact, have a relationship with someone that has differing opinions, views and all than yours and everything will be just great. Well that is based on actually accepting and understanding people as who and what they are.
Well, I think I will end this here so I can go fix me another motherfucker. Do some serious writing of thoughts and let the ink spill poetically. Plus I need to go write on the uncensored blog now anyway.
Hope your weekend was better than mine!
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