Chocolate Doll Poetry Moment: At Last

This is something that fell out from a culmination of discussions with folks lately, thinking and the upcoming birthday next week. Made me laugh, remember and understand more clearly current existences.

At Last

 The moment
That decimated
All previous atrocities
 A Man and a Woman
Damn we already beat
The societal, gender and race prophecies
 Womanhood
Love
Gorgeous Beauty
 Captured so vividly
Even being there
Was hard to believe
 A miracle
The ultimate anomaly
 You
The Eternity
Me
The Chaos Supreme
 Hearts pumping
Molten lava loving
through the ultimate
union
 Etta
The Sun
Crying strange females
As the waves crashed
Upon our beach
 The moment
Where the search for
The elusive woman
Partner and MVP
 Took away
The face of society
The unavoidable lack of
 Reality
Relationships
The Deeper things
 As Etta sang again
At Last
 The chains of
Thought
Feeling
About the whole relationship thing
 Laid waste
Laid bare
To the undeniable application
 If you want it
They want it
Then it will be achieved
 At Last
   From the chocolatezeus collection  8/5/17  ©

A Memory in Poetry: My Long Kiss Good Bye

My Long Kiss Good Bye

My heart died

Yet I still drew breath

My soul cried

But not a single tear dripped

My life died

Yet I still continued to live

Breath after breath

Mixed with chest compressions

Our longest kiss yet

But there you were

Beautifully naked

Beneath me

Dead

The woman

That showed me there was a woman left on the planet

That love was worth it

That everything before had been worth it

Kept me feeling great

Stood with me through all things

Embraced and loved her insane husband

Kept the humans safe

Gone

The next day’s became opaque

My flat effect when I called to tell everyone

She had passed away

I felt nothing

And felt the rawness of everything

The one thing

That made everything worthy and right

Kept happy even through the rough times

She fell that night

I lost my life

My one miracle died

Even knowing

And now having experienced

Her presence

Both sadistic and supportive

I would gladly trade me and my life

For the woman that made everyone

Better and smile

Just to end with a wish

That day she laid there on the metal table

That as her loving husband

That last kiss upon her lips

Would be my trading places

Parting gift

My very last kiss to

My Chocolate Doll

The one who made me better

The Titan I married

My Poetic Warrior Priestess

My Infinity

You still hold my heart

In awe and reverence

As we share

Our eternity

With a

Long kiss

Forever

From the chocolatezeus collection  4/9/17  ©

Poetic Reality: Chocolate Doll: Legacy

Chocolate Doll: Legacy

I hate you

No, I really, really do

As I am left to laugh at you

How could you set this precedent?

Set the bar high and leave

Now, I am only left with

Want to bee’s

Female pretenders to the throne

Things have gone from your

Fat girl fallacy to

Woman: the dead and endangered species

You marked and marched the path

Of what womanhood is and should be

Connected

There was no need for

Backlash and posturing

Or “I am female” roars

With titty beating

That team platform

Is lost on those that seek to

Only perpetuate the plague

Of the lack of women

Epidemic

Hearts that beat jointly

Even when miles apart

Love that is not

A part time

Situational

Job

Actions and words

Like bullseyes

Constantly ringing

Truth

You’re an A S S

My A S S

And it is your fault that you created this

Mission impossible standard

Damn you

Damn you

For making sure I never would be

Satisfied or enthralled with

What females presented from behind the curtain

The only thing left

This legacy

This legacy of separation

Woman from the female masses

All because you made the impossible

True

From the chocolatezeus collection  1/20/17  ©