I have watched and observed. How little one and red have been. I leave them to whatever it is that they choose to do.
What I have learned a lot about from them and everyone else is that I can offer help, ,help and support but it is whoever I am offering to choice to be able to accept that and work with it. Doing this goes against how things are important to me but I do not control anyone else's mentality and feelings.
So when I am normally use to fighting for relationships and stuff I have come to an understanding of society today and that I cannot do that. There has to be a desire and effort from those involved. So I wait for them to choose their path.
What I want, need and require are simple. I have stated those things and I stick with them. That does not mean that the only acceptable answer is utopia but it does mean I want as much of the things that are on that list.
I just get tired of putting forth effort with people that are unable to or too scared to do the same.
If I am with you then I am with you. I will support, protect and guide. We will make it through disagreements and errors.
But all these things are choices. And there is that free will thing that tends to mess them up.
Definitely interesting experiences lately.
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Soulful Poetry: Soul Hole
Soul Hole
Tears
Drip
Drop
Puddle
Evidence of
Pain
Loneliness
Longing
Just for the mere
moments
To feel peace again
To know the
comforting
You can call it
The Beast tamed
Or handled even
But it is where
things rest
Claim the tranquilty
Among
The turmoil and rage
Emotions
Feelings
Thoughts
The future
All caged
A black hole within a
super nova
With no ending
Hidden in plain sight
As I hold it down
Wear the weight
Upon my shoulders and
soul
Holding
The cold and darkness
Fully
A lost stirring
Of a frozen soul
From the
chocolatezeus collection 7/12/17 ©
Poetic Expression: It Is What It Is
It Is What It Is
There are no words
No utterance
That will express
fully
What is thought, felt
and seen
So instead
I observe
Accept and understand
Telescopic reality
Hubble type
microscopic
Reveal
I look
I see
Clearly
Very clearly
Assimilation
Borg mentality
Welcome to
The unadulterated
It is what it is
Show
From the
chocolatezeus collection 7/12/17 ©
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
A Never Ending Journey
In life and this thing called bdsm there is always something going on. Something to Lear, adapt over come. When you involve other people you have to deal with their past, present and future. Not to mention their personality, experiences, feelings and mentality. Sometimes it is like walking through an unexploded minefield and other times a stroll with less obstacles. Either way the adventure is worth it.
I have made plenty of mistakes in choices and understanding . Some more lasting than others. I stick with being direct to lessen interpretation and misunderstanding. But that creates issues upon issue apparently.
I am just me and that is who I will always be. Kind and caring to those I dee worthy and distant to others.
My bdsm journey is still relevantly new so there has been a lot done in correctly. But I see now choices in who, what and how that will have to be different from this point on. Only experience has lender my understanding in this.
So I will help where and how I can. Whether it is helping pebbles begin her journey or words to a stranger. I have been and seen the errors and will gladly steer others from that path they choose.
In the same token helping and. Accepting help are not givens. Even when asked for my opinion or view. Like General Akbar said "it's a trap.""
So I will continue to stand tall. Carry the weight of the universe upon my being and not waiver in my duties.
Even being public enemy number one, the one you can't stand or the chauvinist to keep others from failing.
Each moment
A tell tale saga
Each interaction
Revealing knowledge
Far from my original plan
Valuable lessons learned
Misalignment of wills
So I stand
Rooted in the arrangement
That was agreed upon
Knowing
Next time none of this will happen
Experience is key
Differentiating
Between what is and what is supposed to be
Eye opening
From the chocolatezeus05 collection. 7/11/17. ©
I have made plenty of mistakes in choices and understanding . Some more lasting than others. I stick with being direct to lessen interpretation and misunderstanding. But that creates issues upon issue apparently.
I am just me and that is who I will always be. Kind and caring to those I dee worthy and distant to others.
My bdsm journey is still relevantly new so there has been a lot done in correctly. But I see now choices in who, what and how that will have to be different from this point on. Only experience has lender my understanding in this.
So I will help where and how I can. Whether it is helping pebbles begin her journey or words to a stranger. I have been and seen the errors and will gladly steer others from that path they choose.
In the same token helping and. Accepting help are not givens. Even when asked for my opinion or view. Like General Akbar said "it's a trap.""
So I will continue to stand tall. Carry the weight of the universe upon my being and not waiver in my duties.
Even being public enemy number one, the one you can't stand or the chauvinist to keep others from failing.
Here and Whenever You Come Back Again
Each moment
A tell tale saga
Each interaction
Revealing knowledge
Far from my original plan
Valuable lessons learned
Misalignment of wills
So I stand
Rooted in the arrangement
That was agreed upon
Knowing
Next time none of this will happen
Experience is key
Differentiating
Between what is and what is supposed to be
Eye opening
From the chocolatezeus05 collection. 7/11/17. ©
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