Mothers day poetry: To Baby Momma

To Baby Momma

seems like so long ago

those words came

I am pregnant

that moment filled me

pride and joy erupted

thoughts of a future unfolded

our love

a miracle created

for both of us

in dark days and nights

love fertilized

a beating heart

that united us forever

thoughts flooded

boy or girl

no matter love would be

unreserved

love flourished

further

Impatiently waiting

ready to see our love

in your arms for the first time

my cold melted heart

fully raw

linked

etched in history

then

the result

from the chocolatezeus collection 5/11/20 (c)

Poetic Reality: Black man: The New Alamo

Black Man: The New Alamo

Each day time and the world reminds

That as a black man

I can be on borrowed

Or expired time

A life expectancy

Many times less than 23

Hunted

Disavowed

Held down

The enemy

Is not always clearly seen

Intricate plot twists and attacks

Constant state of prepared emergency

Who are the enemy?

Society

Economic and political tyranny

Black, white, brown and everything

Females

And those claim love and sympathy

Survival

Is the only thing we can focus on

Stealing ourselves against this

Come one and all

Hell in the cell living

Yet we beat the atrocities

Even though we remain victimized by

Those that are supposed to be

Our people

Our women

Our country

Our origin

We fight to the bitter end

For we know at some point it is coming

Through persecuted alleged descriptions

Like

Toxic

Pimp

Need to be tamed

Scapegoat for most things

Though we are few

Like the Spartans of old

We fight against it all

Girded in our

Strength

Honor

Resolve

With the attitude

Don’t tread on me at all

Salute to the Men

That stand against the world on their shoulders

Prisoner of circumstance

And continue

Unapologetic-ally Living

From the chocolatezeus collection  10/7/19  ©

Poetry in Motion: The Entrance of Onslaught

The Entrance of Onslaught

Let me explain if you didn’t know

Do you have any idea why I am not your

Thoughts, feelings and actions?

I watch your lips flap

As you attempt to explain to me

My thoughts

My feelings

My experiences

I heard you had something to say

Just not to me or my way

Stay in the shadows where you remain slain

Because I am over your head

Leaving your mind stalled

Do you know what this is called?

Freedom of thought and being

Pimp slapping the world in the mouth

Grounding enemies under steel boot heels

Integrity to self

Unable to kowtow to anyone else

Just commit seppuku while I remain myself

As I continue to be entertained by your sheeple self

I won’t stop my assault

Until well after you are past realizing you can’t change me

Your relevance remains erased molecules to me

I am not what you thought

Nor the project you sought

You thought you were ready

Able to conquer this Beast

You were not ready for the

Onslaught

From the chocolatezeus collection  9/11/19  ©

Poetry: My Wonder Woman

My Wonder Woman

No bracelets seen

No bustier

Not yet

Not yet

But damn I already been envisioning

Thick and delicious

A smile that is nutritious

I am just waiting for you to

Feed me carnally

Mind, body and soul

Music filled epitaphs

Cartoon reminiscent moments

We remember

We share

We sing, laugh and dance

Each shared moment

Further door opening to a future

More intimate and decadent

I finally see you

Tantalizingly busty

Your wonder woman regalia

Finally

I can appreciate

Actually want to enjoy

Wonder woman

Well only your version

Of course

From the chocolatezeus collection  5/3/18  ©

Poetry: The Final Disconnect

The Final Disconnect

From the beginning

To here

Fully connected to

Well…

Bathed in

Silence

Puffs of air

Even the noise of empty vacuum

Each connection

Laid prostrate

Not defective

Or even worn out

Merely

The current state

The hisses

The clicks

One by one

Or a bunch at once

They all

Fall away

No longer committed to

Togetherness

Merely

The full separation

There is no

Death and decay

Or

Remnants to remain

There is only

The power

Essence of

Unity

In this final

Disconnection

From the chocolatezeus collection  10/31/17  ©

Poetry: Submission Dynamically

Submission Dynamically

Can you submit?

We both quizzically

Question

Not surface type things

But

Submit at the nucleus

Atom of submitting

That soul stirring

DNA dedicated commitment

To serving submissively

Like the creation of another

Mona Lisa masterpiece

Show me

How deeply in the rabbit hole

You live

So comfortable and completely

As I choose you

You choose me

Your submission in direct correlation

To where you see I can lead

Through the struggle of life’s barbed wire moments

To the exhilaration of achievements, fun and play

United in

Wills

Purpose

Honor and strength

Steadfast

Your submission

My lead

Mind and life altering

As we ask together again

And finally

Are you ready?

Now come with me

From the chocolatezeus collection  10/24/17  ©

Poetry: Depletion of Loving

I stood upon my ramparts

Watching every projectile come towards me

Missiles assailing to harm me

Not your normal enemy

But what I made a part of me

Another loving piece

No worries

Not about my life

My existence

Actual concern for

My assailant

My assailants

As I watch

the cuts, gashes and wounds

Blossom and explode

Upon me

I merely see

Look into the flames

Ingest what is brought against me

Silently

the soft click of

another vault door closing

preparation for another

transitioning

Compartmentalization

Complete

from the chocolatezeus collection 10/23/17 (c)

Poetry: The Theory of Relative Relativity

The Theory of Relative Relativity

Tumbleweeds blow

Across

A relationship so cold

Left with

What if then statements

A soul in the hole

Your

Silence and apathy

Finally took hold

My love holds

Even through this nuclear winter

Love chose

Connection

Love and feeling

Working on having something

These things

Have true meaning

A meaning that is not

Easy

Accommodating

Unfeeling

Painful and trying

But that meaning

This meaning

Means the world

Means more than you can

Fathom or see

Unfortunately

Or fortunately

Crimson leaks

Bleeds even

From heart and soul

That grieves

Not in what was

But for what is

What could be

Down the rabbit hole

Go

Go

Go

Until the pin is removed

And the grenade gets

Tossed down the hole

Where

The world

Revelations

The future

Implodes to explode

Marked moments

Memories

Fantasies

Left in

Reality

As we look at clandestinely

The current

Relation

Relationship

Title

Non-title

Embalm

From the chocolatezeus collection  10/20/17  ©

Poetry: Gargoyle Serenade

Gargoyle Serenade

Crimson and cream

Permanency in black

Different like atoms

Still similar like

Sisters

I am

The monument to evil

Angry and distant

Yet right there

Misunderstood

Disbelief in my choice in

Originality

Bathed in

Their blood

The blood of their enemies

My duty

My watch

To the end of the campaign

I remain

Etched in stone

Weathered and worn

Simplistically cold

Stalwart complexity

My presence

Each step a stomp to a Masta Ace beat

Even in silence my presence assaults like the 501^st

Intended and unintended intimidation

Flat line

Your heart, soul and mind

For what I represent

Like finding an alien invasion

Yet I remain

Throughout all the storms

Self-destruction and preservation

I am the buckler when you waver

The bodyguard that stands out the way

Tank that rolls through everything

The war that you never have to bring or manage

From the chocolatezeus collection  8/25/17  ©

Poetic Expression: The Struggle is Not Real

The Struggle is Not Real

I am not your knight in shining armor

I am not even your friend

I am the hypothesis that you can’t understand

The when hell freezes over answer

The ambiguity that holds you captive

As the world spins

I am the desctructo disk

Severing it in halves again and again

A heart beat

That is colder than nitrogen

That makes you wonder if

It is even there or beating

The things that you

You can’t

Won’t

And are afraid to

Accept and understand

The anomaly

In your heart, soul and loving

I just

Am

From the chocolatezeus collection  7/7/17  ©

Big Evil Poetry: My Gift to You

My Gift to You

What the Blood Clot

Watching your blood flow

Like the river at Yellowstone

Serrated steel

Making you smile for eternity

Watching your horror mirrored

On the blade’s gleam

Pulling your entrails

To choke you with them

As I squeeze the last beats from your heart

Gift wrapping you with your rib cage

Keeping rigor mortis from setting in

Killing each of your organs

Again and again

Filling up an Olympic pool with your blood

So I can throw you in

Practice life saving

Only to enjoy drowning you

Again and again

Making you drink every drop in

Letting your blood run free

Sets you free

Don’t worry

No need to thank me

My ecstasy is payment enough for me

From the Big Evil collection  12/28/16  ©

Poetic Moment: Beyond the Veil

Beyond the Veil

Standing here

Amid the dust and rubble

Blind to anything in front of me

Searching for answers

An application of destiny

Peering to see

Lonely embers

Hanging on against finality

Us

Our

Distant remnants

Of yellow brick road dreams

A supernova

Transmuted into

Lead lined

Black hole of being

I see

No, saw clearly

The possible outlook

Holy Grail to be achieved

But that was just me

The anomaly in this

Unsolved equation

Heart and soul

Laying upon jagged rocks

As jagged edge sings

What should be

I shouldn’t looked behind the curtain

I wouldn’t have seen what I wanted

Never knew this need

As I ride this dead hurricane

Left in the mundane

Catapulted into

Pristine silence

Connected dots

In an unsolved puzzle

A mix of

Irreverent

Irrelevance

Amid the desired

Context and effect

Left here

Blinking and thinking

Bewildered

As wonderment won’t cease

The distance and silence

Paved the way to my

Clabbored feelings

As a heart is sucked up in

Its own black hole

Silently

Reeling

From the chocolatezeus collection  2/12/16  ©