Poetic Expression: Flower Mirrored Repugnancy

Flower Mirrored Repugnancy

They say how pretty

How lovely they are

My laughter

At their lack of vision

As I take each flower

Dip them in acid

So that they make inside and out

wilted through out

Only to cryogenically freeze

All of them again

And again

Just keep the process going

Until the myriad of emptiness within

Balances with the visual you see

Now tell me

Where is that prettiness?

That beauty?

When you see the truly fucked up emptiness

Underneath

from the chocolatezeus collection  1/21/17  ©

Lip Sync Battle UK (Craig Revel-Horwood vs Danny Dyer)

I came across this a bit ago and I enjoyed it. It was different and not as deep as me watching the US version. Maybe it was the cursing and stuff in it.



Naw probably that mel b chick is a sexy little thing!

Poetry: Going the Distance

Going the Distance

When did this

Cold

Desolate

Menagerie

Appear?

When did us

Just disappear?

Looking back

At all the times

The meeting of the minds

Only to realize

There never was

A meeting of the hearts

Between you and I

When time drug out and along

I bided my time

Allowed you to meander along

So you could feel fine

Closeness became a distance equation

While our connection became

Merely a Pi type of

Relation thing

Within my heart and soul

You began

Here and now

Light years and warp speed

Are the only things that can be described?

Distance equaled indifference

Time created apathy

Connectivity left

A misfiring, non-congruent

Iceberg type mess

Sunk

Sinking

Have you thought about

What that distance is worth?

From the chocolatezeus collection   1/21/17  ©

Thoughts and Twilight

It has been ABM with no safety on this year already and in full effect!

Circumstances have made me rethink, recalculate and comparatmentalize more.

So, I took time out to go see Fred at the home where he has been getting therapy. Fred is a vietnam vet. A marine in his 80s at least. He fell and cracked his pelvis and then fell again. But, I know it has been rough for him there so i have visited him a few times to just hang out and be a familiar face. I think it has helped a bit. I understand beign couped up there. I have been in hospitals before for months.  It is still sad how the government treats patients and especially vets.

While I meandered through my ruby haze  I watched the show Six which was filmed and worked on here. It wasn't that bad. And I had to laugh at the guy that started on the shield, wore the dress in sons of anarchy and was rayland givens chief adversary in justified. He has played some roles. i mean roles that have not be the exact same thing all the time.

The return of xander cage soundtrack has some nice bdsm flavored songs on there.

The poetic ink has been spilling. And plenty of other writing has been done to formulate these plans and tactics.

It has been a weak of assimilation and extermination. So I have felt like a Borg/Dalek basically this week. And it has worked.

Everyone and everything in it's place!!!

Salud

Poetic Reality: Chocolate Doll: Legacy

Chocolate Doll: Legacy

I hate you

No, I really, really do

As I am left to laugh at you

How could you set this precedent?

Set the bar high and leave

Now, I am only left with

Want to bee’s

Female pretenders to the throne

Things have gone from your

Fat girl fallacy to

Woman: the dead and endangered species

You marked and marched the path

Of what womanhood is and should be

Connected

There was no need for

Backlash and posturing

Or “I am female” roars

With titty beating

That team platform

Is lost on those that seek to

Only perpetuate the plague

Of the lack of women

Epidemic

Hearts that beat jointly

Even when miles apart

Love that is not

A part time

Situational

Job

Actions and words

Like bullseyes

Constantly ringing

Truth

You’re an A S S

My A S S

And it is your fault that you created this

Mission impossible standard

Damn you

Damn you

For making sure I never would be

Satisfied or enthralled with

What females presented from behind the curtain

The only thing left

This legacy

This legacy of separation

Woman from the female masses

All because you made the impossible

True

From the chocolatezeus collection  1/20/17  ©

Cartoon Love: No Guts, No Glory

One of the best cartoons ever and of course one of my favorites.

Check some episodes out here:

http://www.toonova.net/the-adventures-of-the-galaxy-rangers

The Monkey Bitch List Continues

Lower class, psychotic, retarded and stupid females apparently seek to join en mass together.

So we had to add to the monkey bitch listing.

The tree hugging, fraudulent, nyc monkey bitch

The you have no listening skills monkey bitch


Damn, nyc monkey bitches are deep. They must have an epidemic there! Oh well I gladly am thankful for their demise in the worst city in the world.


Always make sure you erradicate the dumb, damaged monkey bitches immediately. If they are running around confused, lost, sensitive and mentally fucked up then do the world a favor and go Dalek on em.


This has been another ABM P.S.A

Poetry: The Abomination of Your Conformity

The Abomination of Your Conformity

Here I am

Emotionless

Unfeeling and uncaring

Is this not what you wanted

What you asked for

Showed me through your

Actions and in actions?

The caption reads

What could and use to be

Now a denied entry

Upon ripples of fallacy

Who would have thought that there would be

Such frailty in the strengths that you keep

All because

Things are not your way

You cannot see beyond your stains of fear

Ready and willing

To throw away all that

Hold you dear

Disconnected

Separated

This is where you wish to stay

When your complacency is challenged

You fight and fly away

I am not the carbon copy

Of all the things that you think

Will make you happy in your brain

I am the reality of

Love

Passion

A forever thing

Instead

Conformity to you remains

King and Queen

I am merely the

Abomination

That destroys your

Fraudulent, compartmentalized

Dreams

From the chocolatezeus collection  1/19/17  ©

These Are the Moments

I stand alone amidst the crowd
Leaving behind the episodes of this year, last year and before
Strength and perseverance reign

The darkness holds and strengthens me
The anger and love define me

Constant of existence
Unchanging and prominent

Passion
Caring and concern
Mixed with deep connectivity

Still there is nothing that will disturb this black hole
Transmute others thoughts, feelings and ideologies of me

I am defined
Fully evolved and involved
My solid purpose pure in my mind

Even without another in my corner
My circles clearly defined
Everything and everyone in it's place
Organized

Time flows
Time flies
Time has shown me the effects and ramifications of all that I have done

You see my Noh mask
Thinking that it is there to hide something
It is the fully display of my ABM side

I see clearly
Feel the things that have been found
With my open eyes

Understanding
Realization

Moments defined



from the chocolatezeus collection  1/17/17  (c)

Poetic Truth: A Denied Destiny

A Denied Destiny

I touch your face

Look into the bright, white of your eyes

I see you

I see

Feel

The chocolate decadence

That is you

Behind the walls

The fears and hesitation

I see

The loving

Passionate

Woman that I want with me

The one I saw

Through all the

Smoke screens

Posturing

And extra standoffish things

You have done

From the beginning

I saw and felt

Connected to

The real you

If only you could see

Allow yourself to be

Just be free

Then happiness

Love

And destiny

Would be true

From the chocolatezeus collection  1/17/17  ©

Expectations

People tend to have grand expectations of others. I don't.

What I expect is for people to do what they want and choose to do for themselves and that is it.  I have heard that this is a negative approach and all that. But it is a realistic approach no matter how you look at it.

The principle for me has been that I give each new female their own blank canvas to write on when we meet and starting to get to know each other. That means there are no precedence or comparison to previous or other females.

What this does not mean is that I see the exact same patterns and results occuring that I will not address and respond to it.  This is the response to what has been written on their blank slate.

What do I expect?

You to do one of the many variables that I thought you would according to how and who you are.


Oyabun