Spoken Dynamic: My Bouquet Arrangement

Expression of D/s. the journey, connection and essence.

My Bouquet Arrangement

Looking upon you

I see you fully

Past, present and future

Prepared

Ready and open

As planning

Comes to fruition

Cupping you within myself

Delving into the

Hidden and obvious

Reveled beauty

Your longing to

Be shaped and molded

Submit to me

Clipped ends

Manicured evidence

Prepared with future presence

I hold reverence

Upon my altar

Transfixed and transformed

You are my masterpiece

Submitted

Submission

Given unto me

So I may create this rare beauty

Lasting effect of eternity

Dynamic

Dedication

Unveiled for all to

Witness

You

My gift

Flower petals

Now fully open

Displaying openly

Your submission

My gift and deliverance

Presented

Revered

Revealed

From the chocolatezeus collection  1/21/16  ©

Within The Terrordome

The week has been marred by the parental units and their attempt to ply their selfish montra upon me.

Sitting here listening to s types speaking on service. And I realize that service is for both s type and Dom. But I really don't think that it is productive to complain and carry on with or without the Dom about the service that they are requiring. If you are not into service then it is best not to enter into those relationship. It doesn't appear to me to be true submission if it always has to be about something that you enjoy. Things are not always what makes you happy. It is about responsibility and duties on both sides of the slash.

Submission is more than service. It is being part of the guidance, goal achievement, service, loyalty, trust and respect.   But as with all things I need the whole or as much as the whole as possible versus the tiny pieces here and there.  Submission just like Domnance is about growth. So it is a work in progress. As trust and the connection grows then things increase and evolve. Just as a sub serves, me as a Dom looks out for my sub. Making sure of health and other aspects while pushing growth and accomplishments.

I think Bruce Lee's quote best fits D/s when it comes to growth.

“Do not be tense, just be ready, not thinking but not dreaming, not being set but being flexible. It is being “wholly” and quietly alive, aware and alert, ready for whatever may come.”

–  Bruce Lee, Tao of Jeet Kune Do

This journey has it's ups and downs. And with the real life applications and injections. 

The dealing with parental units and all this stuff going on has definitely put a serious hindrance on my D/s relationship with Lil Red. Hell, just would be nice to bring the threat level down from defcon 40 for a while.

But regardless. I make it happen. I do what is necessary to do. I am still honor, duty and responsibility.