Here in this Emotional Time Fold

Today at 10 am marks 10 years to the moment I got married. Combined with still being deeply shocked about being gifted leather I am here in emotional as well as spiritual state.

In here lies the Caveman aspects of the otherside of Darkness.

So, here is a slight intro into the side that most do not see.

Memories of Marriage, Life and Living

I love, loved and miss my wife. So being the Evil Caveman that I am it throws people off. That the same guy that is mean and evil can be the emotional and loving person to someone outstanding. I am the anti catharsis to the norms of life.

Today like every day I celebrate my wife and all that has come because of her. It is the reason why I was open to being involved with any female again. And why I can have a successful dynamic with my two and my girlfriend now. My marriage laid a foundation for me to be more adaptable, balanced and able to do things. Well that and I promised her some things as well. lol

So, on this day on the beach at Couples Swept Away in Negril, Jamaica two Titans stood towering together to join in an alliance that would destroy time itself. Eternity and Finality were joined in the holiest of matrimonies. Just us two. No one else as the ladies on the beach that didn't know us cried at how beautiful she looked and how our ceremony glowed.

Tears well, my heart burns, my eyes are cloudy with visions as the memories flood me.

The Beginning of my Leather journey

I had no clue about being gifted my leather this past weekend. My submisive knew and pebbles along with those that saw something in me to bring this about.

For clarification purposes I will tell you this. I don't know anything about leather. I have observed those in leather and been interested but hadn't made my moves yet. So when Sir asked me "why aren't you leather yet?"  I responded with because I am not sure what that is or means. He responded with you are already living it.  It all made me think and wonder more.

So as I stood up there in my kilt and my hello bitches shirt along with a fear the reaper hat. (yes, that was the ensemble for this momentous occassion) And there is video of this as well. lol I stood there shocked and stunned. My mind analyzing as well just being overwhelmingly honored for those that decided this.

So I am still processing but I am happy and proud of all of this.

Shock, Honor, and more Life Unscripted

Whew...

It has been a ride these last few weeks. Everything seems to be going on lately. Parental unit stuff. Life stuff and so much more. 

The Bahamas was relaxing as well as interesting. Laughed a lot. Watched folk drink and dance until we cracked up laughing even now. We definitely had a memorable time. The Bahamian people were friendly and accommodating.

We flew back on silver airlines from freeport on a tiny little Saab aircraft. I hadn't been on one of those before so it was interesting. Hell, the little freeport airport was interesting lol. But leaving fort lauderdale we ended up having engine issues and had to switch planes. And I was glad, especially after smelling the jp4 all of a sudden in the cabin. So got back later than expected. Almost got hit by a car as I was being pushed in a wheelchair between terminals.  So, the craziness was definitely there. 

Spanksgiving was another great success. More newbies and people attended along with the core people. We had great fellowship, education and some dynamic plays along with demos. Knowledge was dropped all day and night. 

The first ever flogging circle was life. It was an unforgettable experience. It was some serious work though dammit. Beating ass in a circle military style is phenomenal. 

The thing that got me this weekend was being gifted leather. As babycakes said this was the first time that i was speechless. I stood up there in awe. Honored and lost in the moment. To think that people got together and decided this was completely stunning. 

So now after all this there still is so much shock and reflection. 

Another chapter in Life Unscripted adventures.