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Pauperes commilitones Christi Templique Salomonici, Latin for the Poor Fellow-Soldiers of Christ and of the Temple of Solomon. Aka the Knights Templar. Warrior priests with upheld vows, who most notably fought in the Crusades for the Holy Land in history. Each dedicated to serve and protect others as well as uphold their principles.
Why do I give this history style beginning? Because I was watching the movie Ironclad. Where a templar returns from the Holy Lands to end up being denounced with the rest of his order by the pope and the church. It is a test of the templar's life, faith and reality.
Principles of the
Warrior Priest
Stoic
Doesn’t mean that I
do not feel
In truth I feel too
much
But all things must
be organized
Placed accordingly
Each conflict and
disagreement
Many times met in
silence
Others in voiced
catharsis
My purpose
To be the one you pray
to
When you need comfort
and protection
The escape from your
daily life of sublevel involvement
As you balk at my
Position, thoughts
and principles
Whisper and scream
the differences
My principles,
thoughts and feelings
Remain
Strengthened even
Against the storms
that you bring
Coated and covered in
blood
Weary from each assault
by you and them
I continue to stand
To be the chapel and
priest that you need
Even when only your
Hatred
Disconnect
Fight
Is against me
I am
Always will be
My duty
My honor
And my principles
Even when you have
chosen
To come against me
Permanently
From the
chocolatezeus collection 3/15/16 ©
So, with my analytical self I found things that spoke to me and my journey. In essence who and what I am.
When I say there is a light and dark side of the force in me. Believe me it is seriously like that. When lil red talks about I don't believe in a gray area. Personally for myself there isn't one. I understand that there is for others, but not for me. My evil combats my nice each and every second of the day.
Like the templar I do what is right and commit the attrocities that others won't and cant because it must be done.
Let's translate this to D/s and relationships.
Being Dominant is not skipping down the yellow brick road. It is constant attention to details and possible readjustment. It is accepting that everything cannot be predicted necessarily. But it is also creating a dynamic where the base is sound enough to weather the changes and chaos.
I will be your shelter, your creator of the infliction of pain and comforter. I am weird, difficult and not what you are use to.
As you challenge me about every single thing or just one or two things. Remember! Remember, what I said from the beginning. How I am and remain. What I want, need and require. Look at things currently.
HAS THAT CHANGED?
What I want.
My principles.
Who I want and their position in my life.
The answers are obvious. I remain me. My principles, goals and desires remain cemented in place.
STABILITY
Can you say the same thing? Can you accept reality?
Not to worry, I won't change. I am a constant. Chaos will continue to reign.
So just...
