The Modern Twilight Zone

There is a fifth dimension, beyond that which is known to man. It is a dimension as vast as space and as timeless as infinity. It is the middle ground between light and shadow, between science and superstition, and it lies between the pit of man's fears and the summit of his knowledge. This is the dimension of imagination. It is an area which we call the Twilight Zone.

— Rod Serling

This literally sums up things to a tee.

I remain in the twilight zone with my interactions with people. Not only is it because I walk alone through the valley or that I am a recluse like the Ancient One.

When they have those feelings or thoughts about me they just don't quite understand. Or when I explain my ability to express, act and see things in merely black and white. These things and more befuddle them.

As I stand here looking down the rabbit hole at most everyone else. I wonder what will be next in the chaos of it all? I am close to the select few that can accept that I am the anomaly that I am. And we can laugh, talk openly and just be. That holds a special place to me. When I can relax, laugh, share the things that bother and pain me while being my normal crazy self then you are key to me.

My alien lovers are a small group. But I wouldn't trade them for anything. I can smack an ass, grab a titty, discuss mental therapy while laughing about old cartoon rap beats. Yeah, things are just that complex and simple between us. Priceless!

So this 8th dimension I live in as the resident alien I reside in comfortably and happily.

If you got the qualities, then you can join in abnormality. It is so much better than that drone thinking.

Cue my theme music...

All Out...Stand Out

I have had to laugh at people that think they know you from one brief meeting or looking at pics in your gallery. That kind of ignorance always provides conversations of how entertainingly stupid the individuals are.

But in honesty I am not your norm. I have been that way from the beginning. I don't fit your mold of what you thought about men or how I act or think. And I don't say this just because. I have plenty of references to back this up. lol

The only thing I know is being myself. That makes me weird and stand out at all times. Whether it is the vanilla, swinger or bdsm world. I operate on my premises not others. I think for myself and refuse to be a drone like so many others.

I listen to classical, heavy metal, hardcore rap and big band.

I am a geek that loves sci fi, reading, weapons research and intellectual things.

My fundamentals remain the same. Be myself at all times. Do not follow the leader out of the majorities decisions. Shoot straight and always attack. Never surrender or go backwards.

Relationship wise:
There has been debate about how I am so direct with females about what I want, don't want, their position and where I am at.  I have been told that it is too much to give females all that information up front so they can formulate a path based on me being transparent. It thought they wanted real! My bad, my mistake. Lesson learned but I still will just be me.

It has been asked why I am not a sweet teddy bear to everyone. Basically, because that is because that is reserved for who I deem worthy of it. Just like I don't give my heart to just anyone or fuck everyone. I am picky and treat what is important to me at that level. And I know it is not the norm.  I simply treat people according to their place. The people said I should just like and love everyone and fake it if I don't. I say thee nay.

I don't want to be summed up with everyone else. I am not a carbon copy of anyone. It may be said that I strive to be different, but I honestly just be myself. That is what makes me strange, different and stand out.

It's ok when you say that you just don't fit anything I thought or experienced. It is alright that you can't grasp why I won't conform.

You can choose to get to know me and show initiative. Or just do what you do.

Now let's go hang out with the Killer Clowns from Outer Space and have some drinks while we have plenty of adult activity!