Movement In Silence

After some discussion and some more entries in the unnecessary chaos department. I am still here and breathing.

Adventures in dealing with the parental units continue. No telling what is really going on or the consequences of things that were going on today.  Chalk it up to getting blind sided by something in the future as usual.

After the weekends reveal there was discussion about my dating practices and relations. Specifically my inability to have a gray area and relationship like trying to be friends with exes or those I am through with.

I have always operated on there is no need to go backwards or hold onto things that are not for or with you. That means exes, ex friends, relatives and all. I merely leave them in the past where they were. It has been suggested that I am using energy and stuff in doing this and the negative experiences that I had. But, if I am not asked about it or something doesn't happen that reminds me of those episodes then I don't think about it.

When a female has decided that this isn't want she wants or we are not seeking the same thing then I merely hit the off switch. And I am told I am missing out on opportunity in this. Plus that I should open up with the humans. lol  I never dealt with or had much of any communication with the past ones. I guess because I have gotten soft and mentally slow in my old age I might do this in this current case. It is still up in the air but it is possible. Only because the investment for me. But that investment has also been put into the fortress of solitude already. The outcome this year will be interesting.  Not what I sought or wanted but Oh Well. Just do the Zeus half a female equation protocol.

I have had some good times over the year. A lot of calm, comfort and satisfaction. More than normal. Well, with the exception of being married or with Ru Ru. I will have to do more detailed documentation of the last year so that I can have the memories. Look back and remember the that was then moments.

I watched Avengers: Age of Ultron last night. James Spader did Ultron well. I enjoyed the action and I saw the set ups during the movie for spin offs and everything. Then saw the connection with the movie and Agents of Shield in tonight's episode.   The Hawkeye twist was interesting. I definitely didn't remember that in comic universe.  The new Avengers I really not too energetic about though. It is like they are the west coast avengers basically.  Vision was interesting but I was expecting more. Vision did show his bridge between human and AI world. The action was a good clip when it was going on. But they also did have a love storyline in there for the non comic intelligent people.

I need a lot of comfort, peace and pleasure right now. I am going to have to really look at getting away and doing the Zeus thing. Because it is overdue and I have been on empty for a long time right now.

Unleash the Dogs of War!!!