The Cancer Experience

The Cancer Profile:
The sign Cancer is symbolized by the Crab.
It's element is Water. Cancer is also ruled by the Moon.
You are emotional, intuitive, sympathetic and moody. You enjoy shopping and visiting friends. Cancer is sentimental, sensitive and needs to have a sense of security. You tend to be over protective of what is yours. Cancer is intensely romantic and has a vivid imagination. Your home and family are extremely important to you.
Possible negative aspects of the sign Cancer.
You can be cruel, grasping, weak, possessive, domineering, timid and tend toward brooding and cynicism.


Preparation For the Complex Cancer

Nothing can equate us
Complex
Simply, aggressively devious

Soft, easy going
Until provoked

One moment loving, caring passion
To only be replaced in that next second
By the cold dark curtain of that evil temperment
The Hurrican force gather in the blink of an eye
Shocking those that we are close to

Emotionally deep
Passionate and meek
Brooding
Supa Freak

Hearts set aflame
Our minds grasping it's romantic reigns
In need of those deep contemplation things
Deep within our heart is where we burn your flames

But cross us deep
And in the darkness
We will breed
Releasing our eternal chained beast

But there are those dark secrets that we keep
Our anger
Our hatred
Boiling deep
Boldy we Transform
Before you can batt an eye
What was fun and laughter a moment ago
Now a blood curdling battle cry
Transformed like a werewolf

A quickly as the transition begins it comes to an end
Satiated with our fill
Regardless of what blood that was spilled
We return our passive calm

Whether loving you to death
Protecting you with our very last breath
Moody from lifes constant attempts
We still remain heaven sent

A Complex Cancer
Unique
A totally diffent life answer

The Unforgettable Cancer

Forbidden: The Things We Want But Can't Have

Have you ever had that thing or person that you craved but you could never have? That pit of your stomach type need. Your thoughts gravatate towards it without a second thought.


Forbidden Fruit

We are what we need to each other
Neither of us would have thought
That we could be enthralled like this
Put in a position like this

Longing for more moments
More kisses
Just to be within your presence
Soaking up all of your essence

Constantly on my mind
Loving each other even as distant lovers
A love like nothing other
Into each other
Soul caressing one another


Both of us caught
Speechless
Breathless
Releasing qualities that are the opposite of what we truly are
Wonder Twin powers activate
Two hearts beating as one

Thoughts of together flow like water
Our minds and hearts melted
Joined within our souls
Given into each other
A deep connection

Though seperated
With someone else
We long to be together somewhere else
To enjoy each others presence
To drink from each others pure essence

For in you I found something extremely rare
A Gem that I have to share
But it remains kept closely guarded
Something I will never ever be able to part with
My love for you
For what we have shared and gone through

Naturally we have come to this plane of existence
To know that our past has been enriched
Regrets of wanting more
Of the loving nature we have in store
Man, woman wanting so much more

So as you there with your man
I don't deny my need for you
My want to be yours
You to be mine
Hearts filled like a daily Valentine

For I still taste my forbidden fruit
Long after it is gone
In need for another dose
Lord please give me another taste of it

from the chocolatezeus collection (c) 5/14/06

Grandma You Are Needed Here Badly

Sometimes I wonder why you had to go
Called Home
Selfishly I know
It still doesn't make it easy though

My last moments with you
Given my last comfort it seemed
The last link to my Idea of a close family ring

Never knew how you sat at the top
Held it all together string by string
Effortlessly it seemed

I remember standing there in the rain
Alone, in the midst of the throngs
Watching what was once you, lowered into that grave
I knew it was not meant for you to stay
That finally the earthly pain was taken away
Still it wasn't easy for me when you were taken away

Maybe things wouldn't be this chatoic way
The family would act like some sense today
If only had you been able to stay

Though I know you watch as an Angel above
Guiding us as best as you can
Knowing that we need you still desperately

You were supposed to be here when I had my first baby
To make you a Great Grandma
I never made it
I apologize to you today for it
Just wanted you to be happy and proud of your grandson

The tears that fall
Are because I miss you
You made me strong
Gave me life's lessons and history in ways that could never be taught any other way.

I love you Grandma
Today and forever. Everyday

Homecoming Stance

You came in
We greeted each other
You giving me that young ass smile

Grabbing your hand I stop you from your usual routine. Kissing you fully upon your lips. Letting all your bags go I slip my hands in your dress pants. Pulling you in close. I smell you. Ready to want and give you, what your body needs. You resist at first but cave in quickly. Hands exploring the fullness of your body. This is what I missed today. Just you.

Pants unzipped you begin to protest. Cut off by the movement of my finger to your lips. I just want you to watch, anticipate and enjoy. Easing your pants down revealing those lace thongs. My teeth biting the fabric and moving them down closer to my hands, before pulling them completely off. You stand there looking at me in lust stirred shock. You know I am going to please you. Give you orgasms till I stop.

"Grab your ankles," I command you. Hesitantly you bend over and grab them. My hands cupping your ass as you feel my tongue touch your budding desire. The wet and warmth graving you as if setting your insides aflame. Hands gripping your hips. Holding you in place as my tongue begins it's journey. Swirling, twirling and diving in and out. Your moans grow in strength and tempo. I begin my patented suck, lick motion as your ass and thighs quiver in lost delight. You scream my name repeatedly as your cum begins to flow down my chin. Orgasm after orgasm your legs get weaker. You have given up on grabbing your ankles to the chair arm instead. As I bring you to another orgasm, you try to stand up. Telling me no, let me catch my breath. I know that tactic. You want to regain your control. I let you think that I have stopped for now as you stand.

Holding my stiffness in my hand, I push you forward across the couch arm. "But you said you would let me catch my breath," you say raggedly. My response, "I never said such a thing." Pushing you on your back across the couch arm I enter you. Causing you to gasp and turn your head to look at me. My fullness engorged with passionate lust for you. Begin the stroke after stroke into your plushness. Gripping hips with each concentrated thrust. Feeling that spot you can't stand so much. Letting my head caress with each push. Feeling gush after gush. Muscles squeezing and thrusting up. Taking all of me in you. Your thoughts conflicted with beign off balance, out of control and in deep pleasure all at once. You take it and enjoy every sensation. The moans and breathing all you can do to this point. You have came so much that the drips hit the floor.

The veins of my shaft swollen beyond recognition. Causing you to feel every ridge. Texture to the mixture that we are making. Gripping your shoulders. Taking all of you upon me. I feel my peak about to be reached. Can hold on no longer. I feel you screaming in and outside of me. Your body writhing and back arched your muscles keep attempting to extridite me but I won't let it. I am keeping this joy ride going. Your muscles fighting my thrust, making it harder for you to stop. The sensations drivign you insane. You don't want it to stop yet you don't want it to continue.

But I am ready. My throbbing has become the beating of a bass drum. The end is clearly near. Thrusting harder than before, you feel me open up that door inside slightly. Hitting it like the hi hat. The final gush comes from within you. As my cream fills you. Floods your insides like a washed out damn. Wet, silken heat caress me as I slow my strokes mixed with throes of pleasure. Looking down at my piston coated with our delight. My breathing comes back to me as I try to slow it down.

Letting you up as you turn around holding on to the wall for support.

Welcome home baby, I say.

A Whisper To The Mother

A thank you is in order
For what you have done
Our child a part of you
A treasured piece of your existence

I thank you for them
For you
For the womanhood that you represent and hold down

How can I not love you
The Mother of my child
The role model that you are

The cornerstone of existence
The alpha of what we represent
For without you there is nothing

This day not nearly enough
To show you your worth
Though it is a start
Know that you are a very integral part

Nothing will equal your worth
Mothers of this earth
I kneel before you
Given unto you

My thanks
My heart
My very life

Yours
For what you have given and taught

from the chocolatezeus collection 5/13/04

Soulmate: A Path Crossed

Soul mates of another time
Met and found
In a time when it all wasn't prepared yet
A time when we just werent' ready yet

SOULMATES OF ANOTHER TIME

There just was no reason or rhyme
To answer why things didn't happen this time
Will there be anothe one
Who knows what is held in future tense

SOULMATES OF ANOTHER TIME

Each in our own relational line
Yet, there at that single moment we combined
Never to be able to let it dissapte
Our hearts and souls permanently linked through lifes frays

SOULMATES OF ANOTHER TIME

Hearts and minds cascade freely
No longer able to erase the truth of what we be
Our souls, our minds
Joined together forever
In a way that we no longer can deny

SOULMATES OF ANOTHER TIME

Moonlit Mental Lovemaking

Hand in hand we reached our beachward destination
Allowing ourselves to be transformed with the Sunset
Wrapped within each others comforting embrace

The colorized rays
Splashing across our heated hearts
This moment we are simply held in time
Silently we vibe

Quickly the kaliedoscope of lights replaced by the coolness of the night
Our souls still burning brightly there upon the deck chair
Embracing our uniqueness
Enjoying these moments at rest

Captured in the moonlight
My mind wanders anew
Causing my fingers to linger here and there
Caressing circles and more all over you

Moonglow of your chocolate skin
My mind has no clue where to begin
Cupping your face
Lips fighting there erotic embrace

Our eyes fixated on looking into each others face
Melted together like molten wax
The lovemaking began when we arrived

Our souls deep into foreplay
Not a movement displayed
The only thing seen is our moonlit embrace
Kisses increasing our heart's pace

Twisted gently into each other
Smothered by each others love
Breathes combined into one entity
Breathlessly we are blinded
Blinded by the feelings that we cannot see

Here we reach our mental orgasmic peak
Where we gently breathe into each others heart
Allowing the aura of love
To remove us from the outside world
Slowly we unfurl

Captured still within each other

from the chocolatezeus collection 5/11/06 (c)

Our Rage

Bursting from our cages
Violently we clash
Our bodies becoming one mass
Clothes ripped from one another
Everything thrown asunder

Our Lust
Our passion is all that sustains us

Lips locked in menacing embrace
Hands and bodies meshed, cascading around each other
Yielding to our basic natures

Grunts
Moans

Body movements consumed
Leading to screams of infinite pleasure
Here at this time
Not another damn thing matters

Our only goal
To satiate
The Beasts within

Our Carnal pleasures


from the chocolatezeus collection 5/9/06 (c)

Welcome To The Darkside

I brought you here
To bring you out of your shell
To release the inner demons from upon your soul

No need to be trapped within your cell
Allow your mind to delve
Deeper into this comforting swell

I come to take your inhibitions away
To allow you to be truly open this day
Nothing will be against you this way

For the Darkside is what will pave your way

Cum sit here and feel
Enjoy the caress, licks, feels
Come here let me show you a few tricks
Let your mind envelope it

Embrace the Darkness
The true passionate existence

Here follow my lead
See, how wonderful it can truly be?
Place your tongue there.
Let your body dare
Dare to go past your boundaries

Here lies all the pleasures we must seek
Let us continue to strive and reach that pinnacle, that peak
Higher levels of ecstasy
That is what we will achieve

Let your mind,
Body be free

Come join the Darkside with me


from the chocolatezeus collection 5/9/06 (c)

Given To Your Pedestal

I sat you here
Upon this throne of my heart
My soul and I your servants
At your beckon call

Yet you claim not to know
Failure to recognize
Here before me you rest
Gazing upon my heart and life

Though when called upon I come running
Giving you it all
Your wish my command
Your desire my predicament

Though I am the King
Here in my humble home
I respect you
Love you
Server you


My Queen
My wife
Upon our Thrown

from the chocolatezeus collection 5/8/06 (c)

Caught Inside Within

We met
Didn't even know each others names
Yet our meeting will never be the same

Removed from the world that passed us by
Our souls whithered into each other's side
I questioned the feelings that krept inside

Where the hell was I going to hide
You couldn't see me this clear and open yet
There was no rush
No promise of a relationship
We just met

But here we are caught like this


from the chocolatezeus collection 5/8/06 (c)

Erotically Speaking

We met. Our meeting was simple, but comfortable. We small talked and laughed at each other. Didn't know what it was but I was comfortable with you.

My distance closed rapidly before I knew it. I thought to myself "I want to be closer to her now". Moving towards your side of the room. Drawn to you, unexplainable. What was it about me that had me like this I thought. Still no answer to it at all.

We watched television and continued our conversation. Before I knew it my hands glided over her long legs. Enjoying their contour and feeling. My hands made slow circuits up and around her legs. Looking at the round contour of the bottom of her booty up under the edge of her shorts made my mind electrify.

I worked my hand slowly up and down those legs until I felt her legs spread ever so slightly. Damn, is she feelign how I am feeling. Must be. But to be on the safe side I took it nice and slow. Letting my hands caress the insides of her legs then move inch by inch up the insides of those thighs. With each circle made her thighs parted further. I could feel her heat eminating from between her thighs now.

No longer could I hold it back. My fingers brushed gently against her crotch, hearing her moan openly now it left me excited. My attempts to not control my desire became fleeting. I let my finger caress her swollen lips through her shorts. I wanted to feel that now. Know the heat that was calling me.

I watched you grip the pillow as my fingers caressed not only your legs but your inner lips. Giving you added sensations of my mental and physical stimulation. My fingers slipping inside your shorts and panties to massage your lips directly.

Our bodies on fire as you turn to me. Our lips meeting, embracing each other deeply. Finally recieving what we both truly wanted and been thinking. Our tongues locked in passion filled embrace. Mmmm, your kisses, like your likes simply divine. Caught up in your glowing passion. I can't help but want to take you to another level of ecstasy.

Pulling your shorts and panties off. Spreadign those silken thighs. Lickign my lips before licking yours. Diving in, greeted by your deep moan and pleasure filled grin. Buried within you I can't help myself. The world stops, there is simply nothing else. Just your wetness. Your pleasure.

Time has come to a stop as all I care about is your orgasmic eruptions. The pleasure you are transcending between the two of us. Your climaxes bringing me to mine. Your juices my lifeline as I dine. Hands firmly gripping your behind to keep you planted there in the middle of my lust filled desire. I just want you to overload on these cum explosions.

You beg me to stop. I can't. I won't. I want to make you are satisfied till there is no question or doubt.

Tongue flashes.
Slow licks.
Licks sucking with their gentle erotic grip.
Seems like my face is buried deep past those lips.

Your screams and writhing my ultimate reward.
Making me swell with pride and wanting to explode.

happy I finish. Watching your breathing attempt to return to normal. Gathering my delight at my actions. Licking my lips with pure satisfaction.

All this from that comfortable erotic eminations that neither of us really gave thought to.

All I know is that you took me on a Trip. One that I want to venture on again and again


from the chocolatezeus collection (c) 5/6/06

Soothing Charged In Electrons

Standing here I watch
The light show
Charged Particles of energy
Alighting the sky
Bolt after bolt

It brings an eerie calm over me
Something about it just centers me
A pure connection with that electrified energy

A combination of destructive power
Mixed with the beauty of nature
Its call encloses me
Leaving me yearning to enjoy its raging booms and flashes

My peace
It comes with a crackle
A eye widening bright flash
The deafening boom
And from the heart of nature

LIGHTNING

from the chocolatezeus collection (c) 5/5/06