Your Kiss

Those lips bring me joy
Set my mind and soul at ease
Held almost as if I was a little boy
My mind, body and soul screaming
Joy
Joy
Joy

I beg you for just one more kiss
Just a few more moments to feel those lips
Enjoy every inch of it

Bring me to my knees
Use those juicy lips to please
They know what I need
Their stimulation is what makes me breathe

Soft and juicy
To the eye
As well as to the touch

A feeling untouched
Craving them so much
My addicted lust

Satisfy my need
Don't make me beg you
Please

Those lips are what I need

Just kiss me Please

The Unearthed Escape

Explosion of earth
Everything flying everywhere

I announce my arrival
In silence and deafening destruction
I have returned
No wasted talk, time or symbols
Merely my entrance

No concern on reactions
They don't matter anyway
My mission is all there is
There is only ME

Built to last
To bring it to these beings
Leaving my unmistakable mark upon the masses

Hatred
Fear
Jealousy
Envy
Love
The response they give me

Matters not

There is no stopping me

Ageless Relations

Youth and age
Do we remain on the same page
Are we togething in this race
Or are things just out of place

Wondering where we placed in this rat race
Or have we gone our seperate ways already
I know that this is far from steady
Episodes making us heady

We come together unexpectedly
A future that we couldn't see
Maybe we trived too hard
Too hard trying to make things be

Once a time filled with fun and free

Now just a struggle into infinity

Taken

What is left?

My anger
My disgust
My love

Life gives and takes
The things that we want, love and create
We live with the mistakes

Dreams ripped from our souls
Causing emotional earthquakes
Only to say "Damn, that was great"
How much more can I take

Has life dealt me this fate
Or is this just something that I create
These situations that I hate

I have free will
What the hell is the deal
I just want to erase how I feel

Replace all that has been taken
Let my heart and soul re-awaken
For the world and my sake

I allowed them to take
Instead of holding dear what was mine
Protecting my blessings
My designs

I am here to kick in their skulls
Retake the things that were stolen from me
No longer a care if you take this personally
You no longer have any power with me
NO longer matter to me

I reclaim what is MINE

ME

Your Ring

Sized
Picked out specifically for you

Flustered with thoughts of presentation
That giddy sensation
The solidification
Of our eternal relation

Ready to propose
Its the life I chose
your ring and a rose

The Ring
Beautiful establishment of We
My complete union to thee
Anticipating the happines that it will bring
Just to see those brown eyes gleam
Knowing that you are my everything

The Rose
Representing us
Stage to stage
As the petals raise
We blossom and open
Growing and growing
Braced against the uknowing
REady for life's unforseen

Right here
Here I have your wedding ring
Waiting for you unseen
This precious ring
A ring that means everything
Everything to me

Here in this tiny box
Yields my soul and my heart
To know that I don't want us to ever be truly apart

The symbol
Our symbol
The only meaning of US

This Ring
With you

"I DO"

A Love Bizarre

Looking for my beating heart
The one you took from the very start
Never wanting to be apart
Comfort and enjoyment from the start

Now it seems so dark
Both life and heart
When we did part

Your body
Lips
Breasts
A work of pure art

My dream woman
My superstar

Making me feel like a Czar
My guiding star
This incredible love bizarre

Nothing can completely mar
This dynamic love bizarre

Clinging to
Gripping
Holding this crushing connection
Starved for its lasting affection

Laying within your busom
Here is where I have risen
Taken my station from the beginning

It's been incredibly hard
This road so far
But its worth the experience
For it was forged in heated temperance
Removing all the blemishes
Showing the true essence

Come
Come to your Love Bizarre

Destiny

Our bright star

Affected

Why am I still affected
Why do I feel
Caught still in this snare
Over someone that don't really care

Emotions
Feelings brought to bare
Memories a ghostly prison
Not wanting to remember
Remember what was gone that cold November

Thought I was stronger than that
Then found out how my heart was cracked
The emotionless barrier I lacked
But was shown its stab wound in my back

Never thought I couldn't walk away
Affected by what my heart say
Damn why couldn't you feel the same
Why couldn't you be affeted the same way
Just needed it to be the same
For timing to have us at the same place

Wanting to know
If you were affected
Have you been receptive

Because I didn't want to be the only one
The only one love spun
Affected by what has been done

Looking at the now
Seeing what you showed me now
WOW

Not worth the effort
Running away
Wishing that you had stayed

Yet still

I am affected

Felt

Blood boiling
Lost within myself
Wondering why
Why I can't help myself

Let go
Get rid of the fire
The fire that burnt myself

I felt
Only me
The only one to see
See, the future
Won't fight for what we see

Yet here is this emotional tease
A glimmer of hope to be
Torture
Harrassement of me
I yearn to be emotionally free

Instead
Trapped is where I be
Trapped with heartless SHE
The should have
Would have
Couldn't be

Someone find me a key
A key to remove my stupidity
In letting myself get emotionally
Instead of keeping my mind free

I need this thing taken away from me
No more hope
Wishes
Or dreams of what could be

Just leave me
With brutal reality

Us A Plan Divine

You will always be mine

Our passion

Connection

No one else will we find

Not a better love will come with time

Linked by

• Soul
• Body
• And Mind

Love at First Sight

A concept we fight

Fight what we know is RIGHT

What bring our hearts pure delight

But bitter, we just deny

Deny our feelings inside

Denying the gleam in each other's eye

Our hearts still tied

Destiny whipping around our sides

Knowing what was made by design

Join me in OUR plan DIVINE

I Want Her

I want her
The way her body calls me
Her breasts, full and round
Body sexy by the damn pound

Damn
I want her

Lips lethal to the kiss
Hazel eyes that pierce with innocence
Thickness that can't be missed

Damn
I want her

Moments that are heaven sent
Caught in her sexual passionate grip
Stuck in this Deep Mind Trip

Damn this
I will
I have to have this
I want you
I WILL have you

Tell me what you think of me

Chocolatezeus's Johari Window
The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingham in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness. By describing yourself from a fixed list of adjectives, then asking your friends and colleagues to describe you from the same list, a grid of overlap and difference can be built up.
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The Interactive Johari Window was installed and grouted by Kevan, on the 11th of February 2006.Questions? Check the FAQ.If you can take criticism, there's also a darker Nohari Window.

Music Makes Me Lose Control

"ooohhh!!!"
Thats what you hear
When that song comes on that puts you in gear
making your body groove to the beat
Making you twist and move your feet

Your mind glides
As you let yourself slip and slide
Bopping side to side
On that slow grind
Moving even to the electric slide

So many dances
So much movement music
Keep on playing that Funky music
Mind deep off into it
Music lifting us through it

Drop it like its hot
*or even tepid* LOL
Twerking what you got
Forget the thoughts
Music is all that we are
Our very own guide
Step, step side to side
Dancing and looking fly

Bust out do the matrix
heading back to the old school hits
In the midst of "Re-Running it"
And of course we can't forget
Those classic R & B dance hits
Choreographed to the tip
Hand movements, swaying of the hips
Dip baby, dip

The smiles
The laughter
Music brings us all back together
Somehow forgetting all that we were
Transfixed by the rhytm and beat
Caught up in our body moving with the beats

Dancing so hard
To cater to our fix
DJ keep bringing me these banging ass hits

Something...Yet What?

Feeling the ebb and flow between us
Unspoken emotions
Hidden, stifled affections

We continue on
Fighting something within us
Staying in our safety zones
Singing Biggies's "Give Me One Mo' Chance"
As we continue our anti-path
Against what we feel and know
Continuing our horor show

Like Patton's march to the Rhine
Things have been empressive in this time line
You can seek and find or not find
Yet there is nothing like if we will find
Invasions of the heart and mind

Unsolved
Unresolved
Did we give our last call
Did we say goodbye to all
Or did we need to just evolve
Give into it all
To completely fall
Covered in it all

The flowers I bring
Whether for a funeral
Or wedding ring
Remains to be seen

Take them as you see
Here inside is all you need to see
Inside is what I cleve
Unique bond yes indeed

Fancy and Free
That is where we be

But

The truth lies within me
Lies within you

Tell me...

What do we do?