Felt

Blood boiling
Lost within myself
Wondering why
Why I can't help myself

Let go
Get rid of the fire
The fire that burnt myself

I felt
Only me
The only one to see
See, the future
Won't fight for what we see

Yet here is this emotional tease
A glimmer of hope to be
Torture
Harrassement of me
I yearn to be emotionally free

Instead
Trapped is where I be
Trapped with heartless SHE
The should have
Would have
Couldn't be

Someone find me a key
A key to remove my stupidity
In letting myself get emotionally
Instead of keeping my mind free

I need this thing taken away from me
No more hope
Wishes
Or dreams of what could be

Just leave me
With brutal reality