Sir Bear had posted about songs that represented your dynamic as well as how you are feeling today and got me to thinking.
My song for the dynamic is...
https://youtu.be/O_1ruZWJigo
The title, actions, adventure pretty much sums things up.
But it made me think about how things are with red and babygirlprincess lately. The issues, interpretations, miscommunications. All are part of what is going on in their lives as well as mine. It has been trying. There has been very little level of comfort at all. But weathering the storms is what I do because I know the possible goals at the end.
After reaching into the abyss, allowing death to grip and comfort me I made decisions. Deciding to give both red and babygirlprincess exactly what they both want and need. They can be happy, content and live to whatever they choose to.
I embrace the journey that has began. The changes that have happened this year through experience, being around proper people, seeing slaves and submissives living and enjoying. I have been graced with eye opening things this summer especially. And I look forward to even greater things from this point on.
From the depths of Hell I sit. Comforted and understanding.
*cue the Long Kiss Goodnight*
Tuesday, August 08, 2017
Sunday, August 06, 2017
Insecurities...the Relationship Killer
People have things that they are insecure about. That is part of most of their lives.
Due to actions, activities and discussion though I had to say a few things on this.
Insecurity is an issue when it is used as a tool, weapon or defense system. Like when someone is stretching to find something to compare to a bad experience they had previously. Or I can't put any effort into being with or interested in until you make me feel comfortable is said.
And for those in the feminist, female and perpetrators of the use of their inseurities in the way I described above I am NOT saying that you can change immediately or even more than 10 percent. But damn, every bit helps and effort has true VALUE and MEANING.
It can be hard for people to address, understand and especially deal with their insecurities. Hell, even when I try to help with their insecurities there is backlash, attitude and all out combativeness. So yeah I am good.
As with most things you have to make a choice on where you will stand. What will be accepted and the next necessary action.
It's all good, without a doubt though.
Due to actions, activities and discussion though I had to say a few things on this.
Insecurity is an issue when it is used as a tool, weapon or defense system. Like when someone is stretching to find something to compare to a bad experience they had previously. Or I can't put any effort into being with or interested in until you make me feel comfortable is said.
And for those in the feminist, female and perpetrators of the use of their inseurities in the way I described above I am NOT saying that you can change immediately or even more than 10 percent. But damn, every bit helps and effort has true VALUE and MEANING.
It can be hard for people to address, understand and especially deal with their insecurities. Hell, even when I try to help with their insecurities there is backlash, attitude and all out combativeness. So yeah I am good.
As with most things you have to make a choice on where you will stand. What will be accepted and the next necessary action.
It's all good, without a doubt though.
Poetry: As the Gavel Falls Upon Related Remnants
As the Gavel Falls Upon Related Remnants
The death toll
Of my heart and soul
To infinity and
beyond
Populicide
Is all that is on my
mind
Iceberg slim cold
Remains too warm for
me anymore
Recipient
Participant
In these cryptic faux
episodes
As I cock my head
Stare into the abyss
As their words and
actions
Give way to
fraudulent hieroglyphs
Aspects of
Feelings
Caring
Alleged importance
All and more
Forever held in the
Ultimate contempt
Well court is in
session
Handing out death
sentences
Penalties of life non
existences
Removal of
United citizen ship
Court is adjourned
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/6/17 ©
Saturday, August 05, 2017
Poetic Reality: I Am Just Your Modern Day CaveMan
I Am Just Your Modern Day CaveMan
I hear the whine and
complain
How I need to
Live in the gray area
Conform and change
Evolve they say
My counter point
My evolution
Apparently not on
their
List of approval
Sticking to
Principles and the
way
Has ostracized
Lessened their so
called
Evolutional decay
So they remain
In disdain of me
Of stepping outside
of their
Emotional solitary
confinement
For not joining them
in their
Imprisonment
Importance
Survival
Protection of Me and Mine
Me against the World
The rules
That remain
Survive from
This stone age
caveman
Who evolution has
already claimed
And exceled into
Life
Living and
understanding
Still the
CaveMan
Reigns supreme!
Outlasting
The trendy and
nouveau things
The grays and changes
LoL
Still just
ME
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/5/17 ©
Poetry: The Noh Mask You See
The Noh Mask You See
You think that it is
there to hide
To obscure
You from what is
underneath
It is in place to
attempt
To get you to focus
on
Understanding and
acceptance
Expressionless
Yet speaking profound
volumes
If only you listen
instead of interpreting
Each similar
But holding different
reveals
Depending on who is
viewing
The inner sanctum
Inner circle
Know my mask
Well
The Midgard circle
And the outer circle
Still contend with
their
Inability to remove
themselves
From the understanding
For there in each
carved line
Each contour
Are the answers to
questions that you haven’t even asked yet
To solutions to your
Fears and
trepidations
Your
Loving, comfort
Closer walk with me
Deepest understanding
Lies in place
Plainly upon my face
This mask
Gives you the
entrance
The opening to
Everything
I am the
Myōga-akujō
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/5/17 ©
Chocolate Doll Poetry Moment: At Last
This is something that fell out from a culmination of discussions with folks lately, thinking and the upcoming birthday next week. Made me laugh, remember and understand more clearly current existences.
At Last
The moment
That decimated
All previous atrocities
A Man and a Woman
Damn we already beat
The societal, gender
and race prophecies
Womanhood
Love
Gorgeous Beauty
Captured so vividly
Even being there
Was hard to believe
A miracle
The ultimate anomaly
You
The Eternity
Me
The Chaos Supreme
Hearts pumping
Molten lava loving
through the ultimate
union
Etta
The Sun
Crying strange
females
As the waves crashed
Upon our beach
The moment
Where the search for
The elusive woman
Partner and MVP
Took away
The face of society
The unavoidable lack
of
Reality
Relationships
The Deeper things
As Etta sang again
At Last
The chains of
Thought
Feeling
About the whole relationship
thing
Laid waste
Laid bare
To the undeniable
application
If you want it
They want it
Then it will be
achieved
At Last
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/5/17 ©
Poetry of Life: Reality Prescribed
Reality Prescribed
There lies somewhere
inside
An answer
A purpose
Yet
There is no
Need
Relevance
The silence guides
Experience defines
Myth busters
Fallacies
Fantasies
Applied
The motes
Removed from
My soul
My mind
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/5/17 ©
Thursday, August 03, 2017
Space...The Final Frontier
For those of you that are not classic Star Trek fans that is a line from the opening of the movies and the shows.
In this case I will be discussing it in relation to females saying that they need space when they are in a relationship. This stems from a recent conversation with smiley but has always been one of those on going things.
So yeah, there have been times that females have said or asked for space in the adventures in dealing with them. They are going through what the fuck ever, this or that or they need a break from the relationship as they say. Those are their choices to ask for that, want it and blah, blah, blah.
My position...
You can ask and take time out to deal with things. But for me that means a few hours or maybe a day or two. It doesn't mean weeks or months or years for those people also. It actually means that you need to process something and you are not dissasembling the relationship but getting things together.
Taking a break from a relationship to me means that there wasn't a relationship in the first place and that if there was then the person taking the break really wasn't into or committed to a relationship anyway.
For example red springs monkey said that she needed a break and we would get back together in two weeks. I told her she could try that but I won't be bothered. I let her get her two weeks so she could go do whatever and when she called back afterwards I told her there was no relationship anymore. She thought I was going to change my mind or it was a joke. Ummm, no having a relationship has meaning to me. Just because it doesn't to you doesn't mean I am going to be bothered.
There is nothing wrong with taking a step back for a moment to deal with things personally. Chocolate Doll and I did that plenty of times. But in doing so doesn't mean going radio silent, no longer having interaction or running off to do other things. It means that you maintain a Real Relationship while you process your stuff. Hell, this happened with us being in the same room at the same time doing our own things.
Females whine and complain "that is so wrong. You just want only your way." No, I have standards and expectations of having a real relationship. Not some cobbled together faux pas of a relation that lazy females want to use to get by on.
So if you want space, I will give you what you ask for in this case. Disconnected, discontinued, dissassociated existence with me so you can be happy and enjoy your space. Otherwise woman up, understand how independence works in a relationship and actually be in a damn relationship.
So if there is an issue with me having standards, expectations and sticking to those then as they say these days...No Fucks Given. And like Redman said "I'll Bee Dat!"
In this case I will be discussing it in relation to females saying that they need space when they are in a relationship. This stems from a recent conversation with smiley but has always been one of those on going things.
So yeah, there have been times that females have said or asked for space in the adventures in dealing with them. They are going through what the fuck ever, this or that or they need a break from the relationship as they say. Those are their choices to ask for that, want it and blah, blah, blah.
My position...
You can ask and take time out to deal with things. But for me that means a few hours or maybe a day or two. It doesn't mean weeks or months or years for those people also. It actually means that you need to process something and you are not dissasembling the relationship but getting things together.
Taking a break from a relationship to me means that there wasn't a relationship in the first place and that if there was then the person taking the break really wasn't into or committed to a relationship anyway.
For example red springs monkey said that she needed a break and we would get back together in two weeks. I told her she could try that but I won't be bothered. I let her get her two weeks so she could go do whatever and when she called back afterwards I told her there was no relationship anymore. She thought I was going to change my mind or it was a joke. Ummm, no having a relationship has meaning to me. Just because it doesn't to you doesn't mean I am going to be bothered.
There is nothing wrong with taking a step back for a moment to deal with things personally. Chocolate Doll and I did that plenty of times. But in doing so doesn't mean going radio silent, no longer having interaction or running off to do other things. It means that you maintain a Real Relationship while you process your stuff. Hell, this happened with us being in the same room at the same time doing our own things.
Females whine and complain "that is so wrong. You just want only your way." No, I have standards and expectations of having a real relationship. Not some cobbled together faux pas of a relation that lazy females want to use to get by on.
So if you want space, I will give you what you ask for in this case. Disconnected, discontinued, dissassociated existence with me so you can be happy and enjoy your space. Otherwise woman up, understand how independence works in a relationship and actually be in a damn relationship.
So if there is an issue with me having standards, expectations and sticking to those then as they say these days...No Fucks Given. And like Redman said "I'll Bee Dat!"
Tuesday, August 01, 2017
Poetry: Damage Inc.
This is a combination of Damage Control from the marvel comics where they clean up after super hero battles and the aspect of relationships.
Recipient of
Damage Inc.
Recipient of
The aftermath
Aftermath upon
aftermath
Of your life’s
evidence
Each venomous drip
Every poisonous
dagger
That you keep
Hold onto dearly
From what was
Me Mr Fix it?
Definitely not
Even trying to help
Leads to
deconstruction
More aftermaths for
you to
Hold so dearly
Whether
Father
Past husband or lover
Family
The issues run deeper
than the
San andreas trench
could be
Just here to
Clean up and deal
with
The aftermaths
Hoping that you may
finally
Clean those rose
colored glasses
So you can see
clearly
Until then
Like tony stark’s
team
Just keep working
through the rubble
Yielding what lays
hidden beneath
From your
Super hero
Super villain
Relationship battles
I just tilt my head
Bounce to the beat
Awaiting the next
minute
That the next
Damage will be shown
Set free
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/1/17 ©
My Poly Is NOT your Poly
po·lyg·y·ny
pəˈlijənē/
noun
- polygamy in which a man has more than one wife.
- ZOOLOGYa pattern of mating in which a male animal has more than one female mate.
This is a lifestyle that I chose a long time ago. It is one that is even more in effect currently since becoming a Dominant. It is NOT about fucking a bunch of females or keeping a damn harem or any other bullshit that people concoct.
For me it is about hierarchical relationships with more than one female or woman at a time. This is not easy, nor is it all fun and games. Because it requires a lot of attention to things and dealing with attitudes, moods and bullshit when it happens.
But as I have discussed and seen in group chats and even in person the feminists feel that this is wrong because it is not centered around a female. Well kiss my entire ass! That is not my way and I am not going to become a drone with the rest of the males you have conned into not thinking for themselves.
Another issue for them is that I DO NOT treat their relationships as equal to the relationship and dynamic that they have with me. Because basically it IS NOT equal. As I said it is a hierarchy and not some partnership or equal exchange.
And because their other relations are not seen as equal to me it adds to the factor of I don't have a reason to meet who they are dating or meta whatever things. That is their thing and not mine.
What i do care about is who I am in a relationship and dynamic with. i care about how they are feeling. If they have issues with whoever they are dating and all that then we talk. I am concerned about their well being even with whoever they are with. If they get hurt by these people then I support, care for and help them.
I find that people are so in their judgmental feelings that I do things this way. My way that they have to have their little hissy fits and attitudes that entertain me. Especially the feminists in the black n poly group. Them monkeys always trying to make someone do things their way and it is hilarious as they spout off crap about equality and non judgement and bullshit.
Do what you want to do. It won't bother me one bit.
But don't tell me how and what i am supposed to do.
Because you hold no relevancy over here.
Sunday, July 30, 2017
Adult Poetry: Give Me My Tribute *explicit*
It has been forever since I have seen red and when I do I am just going to try to destroy her and break her in all kinds of sadistic, horny, debauchery style applications.
It is way past time and over due for a part of Beast Mode to be loose again!
No words exchanged
It is way past time and over due for a part of Beast Mode to be loose again!
Give Me My Tribute
No words exchanged
As I look you in the
face
Grip your throat
You see
Feel
Intensity
Strip
Nakedly you stare at
me
Your thoughts lost in
the
Unknown
Open your mouth
As my dick
Slams inside
Making sure to invade
your wind pipe
Coat it
I want your spit
dripping
Off my dick
You worthless bitch
As my strokes turn to
pounding
Your tears form
My eyes follow the
drips
Kneel
As you luck up at me
Mouth dripping with
evidence of
My invasion into your
oral cavity
The rope appears
Box tie
Hog tie
Ladder tie
You revel in the
pleasure
The familiarity and
comfort of
The rope against your
skin
Tossed on the bed
You still look for
something
Something to be said
You are merely here
For my pleasure
My enjoyment
Nothing else
Your hips gripped
Pussy pounded until
You have what I
require
Full swollen pussy
lips
The beatings commense
Paddles
Floggers
Kendo sticks
Beating your body
with
Delicious purpose
Thuddy
Stingy
The cadence
The evidence of my
Beast Mode needs
Grabbing your throat
Bending you backwards
Your ass bouncing
As dick invades
Again and again
Slaps to the face
Evidence of a
worthless whore
A tool for my
Pleasure and
reverence
Every whole invaded
Every whole fucked
into submission
Your mind in sub
space
Your body brutalized
You stay there
floating
As I leave you there
While you attempt to
curl up
Like a kitten
Only to whisper in
your ear
Your payment has not
been received
Your offering is
insufficient
I Am Not Finished
From the
chocolatezeus collection 7/30/17 ©
Saturday, July 29, 2017
Rumble in the Jungle
It has been a rough ride this week.
Gone from so called masters to dealing with attitudes, moods, jealous and all.
Add to that a female that turned out to be flaky and someone that I can't trust. I mean damn if you are having issues and something is going on then say that. I don't know why females have issues doing that. But don't waste my time because you are fucked up.
Time is pushing along at increased speed it seems.
Relationships and dynamics have been taxing. You have to choose to fight for them, do nothing or let them go. You can't make others involved choose to fight for it or even be important to them anyway. But that taxing weeds out whether it means something to me or not. I will drop individuals like penny stocks on wallstreet without hesitation. Other times I ride until they decide that they can't take it. And a select time it is a forever ride situation. Fucking choices are up to them to make.
Still in disbelief how hot it has been here and when I went to cali it was cooler there. I remember the brief time I lived out there how hot it was.
Interesting getting to know you times indeed. Very interesting.
Miss the girls. I might see before the end of the year maybe. But that is life.
Still on my quest to get things done and go. But not as bad as it is going to be next year. I still have to find someone to do jamaica with me in november. And still do the other trips that I have planned. Plus make some community events as well. Will have to coordinate these things with one of the girls going at some point. But next year will be really busy in the travel department and I am looking forward to it.
The fortress has grown and been fortified further. Weapons of mass annihilation are in effect. The cold void stands guard over the burning tenderness. As I laugh at what once was, reduced to an ember all because of choices they have made.
Enjoy your weekend. And stop hiding behind your defenses and getting your way and fucking LIVE!!
Gone from so called masters to dealing with attitudes, moods, jealous and all.
Add to that a female that turned out to be flaky and someone that I can't trust. I mean damn if you are having issues and something is going on then say that. I don't know why females have issues doing that. But don't waste my time because you are fucked up.
Time is pushing along at increased speed it seems.
Relationships and dynamics have been taxing. You have to choose to fight for them, do nothing or let them go. You can't make others involved choose to fight for it or even be important to them anyway. But that taxing weeds out whether it means something to me or not. I will drop individuals like penny stocks on wallstreet without hesitation. Other times I ride until they decide that they can't take it. And a select time it is a forever ride situation. Fucking choices are up to them to make.
Still in disbelief how hot it has been here and when I went to cali it was cooler there. I remember the brief time I lived out there how hot it was.
Interesting getting to know you times indeed. Very interesting.
Miss the girls. I might see before the end of the year maybe. But that is life.
Still on my quest to get things done and go. But not as bad as it is going to be next year. I still have to find someone to do jamaica with me in november. And still do the other trips that I have planned. Plus make some community events as well. Will have to coordinate these things with one of the girls going at some point. But next year will be really busy in the travel department and I am looking forward to it.
The fortress has grown and been fortified further. Weapons of mass annihilation are in effect. The cold void stands guard over the burning tenderness. As I laugh at what once was, reduced to an ember all because of choices they have made.
Enjoy your weekend. And stop hiding behind your defenses and getting your way and fucking LIVE!!
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Life Unscripted: Body and Soul
This is going to be a long one I am sure so get your drinks, popcorn, blanket and whatever you need. This ride will be interesting indeed.
So the past two weekends I attended kinky events. They were mostly focused on play but within that came some serious soul and thought stirring activities.
Two weekends ago I went to the baltimore playhouse. It still amazes me that I was recognized and the service, introduction and all that were provided by submissives and slaves. It was truly outstanding. Add to that the whipped cream icing and whipped cream on top of being in the room afterwards with folks as Sir Mythos did an erotic hypnosis scene and our conversations and yeah We Did That!
But the bmore adventure and this last weekend's Sir Strange's kinky bbq wasn't about play. It was about being around each other and just enjoying, learning and fellowship. And it also was about service from submissive and slaves that was seen, experienced and evident. The energy and everything was dynamic and very eye opening.
It really made me want to enjoy being with appropriate folk in the community. And that is what I have decided to do and the next thing I will be attending is the CTX spanksgiving for sure. Because the knowledge that was dropped and the fellowship held some serious power. It definitely was a great part of D/s for me right now.
In the same token these two events shed light on service, submission and dynamics. I saw and was the recipient to some great examples of these. It made me take note and examine the service I require and need along with the proper service and aspects that should be in place. Definitely want and need a stronger and deeper service and dynamic. So there are decisions and work to do. Because My House needs to be in order a whole lot more. So that has been on the mind and in play lately. I may not require or ask for much but when I do then that service is what is expected. Because without the ability, desire to accomplish service then there is a breakdown in the relationship and dynamic. It also showed me that I can only accept the ability they have or don't have when it comes to service and submission or not at all. Either I accept they level even though it is not where I think it should be, work on it with them or let it all go.
I have been in this energy flow deep. Of course thinking and acting. Evaluations have been done, things and people have been placed accordingly and the tank is moving forward. The heart, soul and evil all have formed into basically a Gundam. *lol*
I will say this. I love and care about red and little one very deeply for many different reasons. Even though i piss them off and they can get annoyed at how I am about those things and show it. But yeah, I just don't give a fuck and show it anyway!
Well on to the issue that was had Sunday evening.
khrysalis and I decided to play for the first time. Hell, it was the first time we had ever met last weekend. To set up this i will say that she had a hard time with her release from her former master.
Ok, well we decided to do an impact scene. I was hoping she would let me use the kendo stick on her that I tried out on Saturday but dammit she wasn't down. lol So instead it was the tennis balls, flogger and dragon tail. The scene ramped up nicely. We are playing and I hear someone talking loudly about just cum. I am wondering why because we are the only ones playing in the dungeon even though Sir Bear's nubia was watching. I turn to make sure no one was in my way of my throw only to realize it was khrysalis' ex master. Now, I am pissed because it is obviously her fucking with khrysalis and I am irrate. It is dangerous, disrespectful and hazardous. I am trying to figure out how to bring her down without fucking her up at that point. At this point I realize that her crying has changed to sobbing. As I figure out a way to end the scene I am dealing with the anger, concern for her well being and everything. Finish the scene somehow and trying to give her aftercare and she cant' because she just is ready to get out of there and away from the ex. Sir Bear's nubia took her in the house for aftercare.
I couldn't and still can't believe that someone that has been in the lifestyle so long would be this petty, childish and fucked up over someone that has been released. To endanger them like that and disrespect a scene while claiming that she is doing energy play with someone else was really fucked up. And then the bad mouthing of khrysalis and crumb cake after that only added jp4 to the bonfire that was already raging. If you released people like I did then keep it moving and don't give a fuck. Instead of dragging shit on and on and making a mess.
I am still processing the whole thing and glad that khrysalis is alright.
Combined with the things that have gone on with red and little one. The new things and people being experienced. Things have been very adventurous lately. It will be interesting to see what happens with the new situations. And pebbles is moving right along. The Road Warriors will be getting back together in november at least and maybe sooner than that.
Enjoy your adventure to the fullest. Let go of the fears, walls and defenses that you keep up and LIVE!!
So the past two weekends I attended kinky events. They were mostly focused on play but within that came some serious soul and thought stirring activities.
Two weekends ago I went to the baltimore playhouse. It still amazes me that I was recognized and the service, introduction and all that were provided by submissives and slaves. It was truly outstanding. Add to that the whipped cream icing and whipped cream on top of being in the room afterwards with folks as Sir Mythos did an erotic hypnosis scene and our conversations and yeah We Did That!
But the bmore adventure and this last weekend's Sir Strange's kinky bbq wasn't about play. It was about being around each other and just enjoying, learning and fellowship. And it also was about service from submissive and slaves that was seen, experienced and evident. The energy and everything was dynamic and very eye opening.
It really made me want to enjoy being with appropriate folk in the community. And that is what I have decided to do and the next thing I will be attending is the CTX spanksgiving for sure. Because the knowledge that was dropped and the fellowship held some serious power. It definitely was a great part of D/s for me right now.
In the same token these two events shed light on service, submission and dynamics. I saw and was the recipient to some great examples of these. It made me take note and examine the service I require and need along with the proper service and aspects that should be in place. Definitely want and need a stronger and deeper service and dynamic. So there are decisions and work to do. Because My House needs to be in order a whole lot more. So that has been on the mind and in play lately. I may not require or ask for much but when I do then that service is what is expected. Because without the ability, desire to accomplish service then there is a breakdown in the relationship and dynamic. It also showed me that I can only accept the ability they have or don't have when it comes to service and submission or not at all. Either I accept they level even though it is not where I think it should be, work on it with them or let it all go.
I have been in this energy flow deep. Of course thinking and acting. Evaluations have been done, things and people have been placed accordingly and the tank is moving forward. The heart, soul and evil all have formed into basically a Gundam. *lol*
I will say this. I love and care about red and little one very deeply for many different reasons. Even though i piss them off and they can get annoyed at how I am about those things and show it. But yeah, I just don't give a fuck and show it anyway!
Well on to the issue that was had Sunday evening.
khrysalis and I decided to play for the first time. Hell, it was the first time we had ever met last weekend. To set up this i will say that she had a hard time with her release from her former master.
Ok, well we decided to do an impact scene. I was hoping she would let me use the kendo stick on her that I tried out on Saturday but dammit she wasn't down. lol So instead it was the tennis balls, flogger and dragon tail. The scene ramped up nicely. We are playing and I hear someone talking loudly about just cum. I am wondering why because we are the only ones playing in the dungeon even though Sir Bear's nubia was watching. I turn to make sure no one was in my way of my throw only to realize it was khrysalis' ex master. Now, I am pissed because it is obviously her fucking with khrysalis and I am irrate. It is dangerous, disrespectful and hazardous. I am trying to figure out how to bring her down without fucking her up at that point. At this point I realize that her crying has changed to sobbing. As I figure out a way to end the scene I am dealing with the anger, concern for her well being and everything. Finish the scene somehow and trying to give her aftercare and she cant' because she just is ready to get out of there and away from the ex. Sir Bear's nubia took her in the house for aftercare.
I couldn't and still can't believe that someone that has been in the lifestyle so long would be this petty, childish and fucked up over someone that has been released. To endanger them like that and disrespect a scene while claiming that she is doing energy play with someone else was really fucked up. And then the bad mouthing of khrysalis and crumb cake after that only added jp4 to the bonfire that was already raging. If you released people like I did then keep it moving and don't give a fuck. Instead of dragging shit on and on and making a mess.
I am still processing the whole thing and glad that khrysalis is alright.
Combined with the things that have gone on with red and little one. The new things and people being experienced. Things have been very adventurous lately. It will be interesting to see what happens with the new situations. And pebbles is moving right along. The Road Warriors will be getting back together in november at least and maybe sooner than that.
Enjoy your adventure to the fullest. Let go of the fears, walls and defenses that you keep up and LIVE!!
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