Monday, September 04, 2017

My Needs Meaning vs

So after a discussion the light bulb went off. Finally actually realized why I disconnected everything when it comes to my needs and needing someone. Because for me when I have said that I need red or babygirl it was meant as a permanent thing in my life and so forth. But for them and other need is only about things they actually needed like air and food and whatever strictly for themselves.

Funny how it just became clear today after the conversation. But better late than never. And now there is more to place in proper protocols, compartments and applications.



Need vs. Need



Like a strobe light
The lightbulb went off

Meaning
Definition
Modern day reveal

Need
Needing

Something that I thought
Felt so deeply
That It became a part of me

I said the words
Meant every letter of it
A fiery passion behind
It’s meaning to me

Lost upon a funeral pyre
For once there was another that
Agreed and understood
The meaning in the same way

So many times
Words and meaning
Non congruent, disparaging entities

When I say
I need you
When I allow those words to be
Expressed

It holds a reverence
Core belief and connection with me
Very rarely if at all will I say it

No wonder
The once or twice I have said it
It has fallen upon
Deaf ears and hearts

Just something
Another thing
That only has this meaning
For me
And only
Me



From the chocolatezeus collection  9/4/17  ©

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