Relations, relationships and even situationships.
These things require two or more people to decide to want to be involved and maintain whatever the situation is.
I will back them. Care for them and even love them.
But I found myself bending over backwards and putting up with things that I shouldn't have all for the sake of their happiness and desires. But the scale is nowhere near balanced. But I don't require it to be always balanced but damn I need something. Due to my capitulation in listening to some stuff and trying things I became way too soft and lenient. And I paid for it.
So I have sat back and observed since the mess last year with the faux sub and everything that has jumped off. I gave the space, time and more. Realized what was not a submissive and what qualified to them as dating, dynamics and all. I took inventory and notated.
The journey is not over. It has not been a fairy tale and those that were at the beginning have and will choose their fate in accordance to the ending.
Outside of the Road Warriors the reality is that you are going to get what you get from others in their little caves and cubby holes.
Messages received and assimilated as I continue walking.
Hope you had a way better week than I did. Fuck, I know you did! lol
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