This is a by product of being direct and females hating love and unable to trust themselves or anyone else that is not doing exactly what they want. As Ru pointed out to me my blunt force trauma approach has an equal and opposite reaction mostly. (helps weed out the weak immediately mostly)
I listened to Aaron Hall's "the truth" album. One of those rare occasions I listen to r&b. And this is one of the few albums I can listen to from beginning to end.
He told females:
We can Do Anything
Open Up
Get A Little Freaky With Me
Pick Up the Phone
Don't Be Afraid
What happened Until I Found You
Some You Keep Me Crying
Following those up with:
Let's Make Love
I am here When You Need Me
How I Miss You
Until The End of Time
These songs speak volumes on how a relationship is supposed to be something those involved actually want. With the love, attention and all that is required. But in this day of disposable and burger king style relations all of that is dead.
The choices these days are wait around for the tides to shift each time, Nuke it all and say fuck it. Or play their games.
Dating is bullshit!
And that is why... It is what it is!
The guys at the cigar shop, Ru, little one and others have asked me about if I am excited about going to Amsterdam next week. And at one point I was. Now that has been seriously tempered. I look forward to making it to Madurodam and seeing the city. This will probably be an artistic journey for me with how things are now. But this is time away to just get out of the country and do my thing. lol Well at least until I leave out of the country again this year.
I am still laughing at the chicks at the chiropractic office being shocked when I came in lol. That was classic.
Logan was a good movie on Thursday. I enjoyed that. I will have to write about this on a separate post
The void, the changes and blatant realizations lately definitely have created plenty of things to pen, analyze and everything since the beginning of the year. It brought eye opening and closure. As always I left my mark upon them while permanently changing them to lead the to this point they are at right now. But this is what it is like living Life Unscripted!!
Well I shall bid you adieu for right now. It is time for me to go write on the non pg 13 page and let it all out. lol
ABM IN FULL EFFECT!!
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