I don't know what is going on lately. But there have been some weird developments.
Munchkin goes to a party to talk to the red springs monkey and the husband. I already knew she was after Munchkin again since she has all been in her in box. Annoying to say the least. So at the party the monkey asks about me. Munchkin doesn't give up information but she said that she was still kicking it with me. So why does the monkey say that I have some good dick? I am like she really is fucked up in the head. After that break up with her I made it clear that I didn't want anything to do with her. That including fucking her again one on one and at parties. She tested that when she called a week later to talk about getting back together. I was like no thanks. Even though Lil Red explained to me why she thought that was acceptable for males. It is not for me. If we break up I don't want you or your pussy again. Still it is crazy to me.
Next was the conversation with the maryland crazy. Considering I cursed her out at least 2 times, if not more it still makes no sense to still talk to me. Or when I cursed her out last to be in a frenzy to get me to talk to her again because she missed me. I am not dealing with that crazy shit no more. And it has been suggested that she was hinting at something. I was ignoring it.
When the maryland crazy asked me how my love life was I actually had to think about it. Which was really weird.
I feel love and I am giving love. I am in love. Even though it is not definite nor defined really. I just stick with what I feel until I am proven it is the wrong thing to feel and want.
True I want the open, full force love and loving right now. I miss it badly. Those are the moments I am at my greatest and life is greatest. After these experiences since Chocolate Doll die though I have really seen the worst in females. And went back to monkey bitches and bitches. Bitches are something to do and fuck.
The lack of women is incredible. It still shocks me many times. So much of this game playing and I need to be and think like a man. How about you figure out who you are and be a woman. Try to reach that point at least.
I am loving and lovable to the extreme. But if you are not worthy then this is the side of me that you won't experience or see.
With this patience thing and unusual experiences lately.
Love is a different beast for sure.
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