Entrance Into a New Era

There has been so much that has occured since my wife died. Much of it has become a how-to in what not to do.

The dating disasters. As much as I hated dating before getting married. It is at an all new level after getting married.

• The 6 ft 2 charleston monkey. Who whined multiple times daily while we were in Jamaica for my birthday. 
• The schizophrenic/bipolar twin monkey from raeford. Who was a total drunk. Gold digger with delusions of grandeur.
• The psycho red springs monkey bitch. Who couldn't even come up with a reason that she needed to break up. But wanting to see if it work out if she changes her mind in two weeks. 
• The big booty norfolk chick. She stopped talking. I guess she realized I am not the one to be changed. 
• The infamous milwaukee trip where the confused monkey bitch couldn't spend time with me all of a sudden because the baby daddy that never spent time with their child all of a sudden shows up. But I am not supposed to feel any kind of way about it. Especially since I wasted time and money to spend time with the monkey.

With those issues came the change other relationship dynamics. The ones that I was there for them. Ride or die. Like cupcake. Who knows what turned her from loving and passionate to standoffish. But who or whatever the deal was. I was done. Especially when she still asked me to help her financially.

Learned that the Demon had blatantly treated my wife wrong at that one party we went to. Plus that she is a chronic liar and nothing she says can be believed. Along with the episode where I found out she loved me and wanted me to be with her and was angry because I had the twin monkey bitch with me during mrs c's funeral weekend.  Funny how the person that needs to be the center of the universe responds when they realize they are not.

I have come through and below the pits of hell in this journey. So much has happened that bewilderment would be an understatement.