I hope you had a good valentines day. You got what you wanted and enjoyed who you love.
My time has been spent laughing for the most part because of the interesting views people have of me and valentines day.
It is thought that I do not like it and that I wouldn't or don't celebrate it. I chuckled a lot about this.
Truth is that I enjoy it when I have someone to be with. I do the whole romantic thing. Cooking dinners, picnics and all. The things I do on a regular all year round and not just on valentines. I am an evil, chauvinistic, misogynistic asshole but when I love you then it is on.
Love deeply, openly and completely. Regardless of the claimed fears it is Grrreaatt!
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Sunday, February 12, 2017
Storm Shadow...a Recap
Times have been interesting indeed. Things have definitely happened.
Happy about hitting Amsterdam and enjoying myself. And really happy about the flight price. lol The line up for Jamaica and Dominican Republic is coming along nicely. I won't be hanging with Ru for her birthday since their are those I do not care for going wherever they are going. So I will catch her when she is stationary again and we can do our thing. And depending on this offer I may get to do England and Scotland this year as well. hoorah! Looks like will be getting back to the old school ways of being Ghost.
So the hot topic has been dating, relations and the modern way lately. With Tigger, lil one, red and in general discussions. There was some good, bad and ugly type of expressions. lol But it definitely is a wonderful thing when there are those that can understand and accept that my path is not your path but our goals can be the same if you choose to be a team. Some good info, good exchange and good convos were had to diminish the other ones.
Compartmentalization and disassociation have been moved up a level since the beginning of the year at least. It is really working wonders and keeping everyone organized properly.
Watched a lot of movies. The new underworld and resident evil ones. They were alright but nothing to watch repeatedly. Watched john wick 2 yesterday and that was good. At least he kept reloading his guns except for almost the end of the movie i guess they got tired of being accurate.
As I told red since I thought about her when I saw the preview for the tupac biopic "all eyez on me" which will be out later on this year. That might be interesting.
I am more than ready for Logan next month! I hopefully will finally get to see a Wolverine movie that is done properly I hope.
The parental units and their daughter are excommunicated like all other ex factors so who knows what the deal is with them.
apple products still suck! smh!
I think I need to go hang out with Pimpstress since I haven't seen her since that visit at blackbeat years ago. She good puerto rican people. Plus she rides a motorcycle! lol
ABM and Caveman forever!
I can't and Won't be stopped.
Enjoy your adventure whatever it may be....
Happy about hitting Amsterdam and enjoying myself. And really happy about the flight price. lol The line up for Jamaica and Dominican Republic is coming along nicely. I won't be hanging with Ru for her birthday since their are those I do not care for going wherever they are going. So I will catch her when she is stationary again and we can do our thing. And depending on this offer I may get to do England and Scotland this year as well. hoorah! Looks like will be getting back to the old school ways of being Ghost.
So the hot topic has been dating, relations and the modern way lately. With Tigger, lil one, red and in general discussions. There was some good, bad and ugly type of expressions. lol But it definitely is a wonderful thing when there are those that can understand and accept that my path is not your path but our goals can be the same if you choose to be a team. Some good info, good exchange and good convos were had to diminish the other ones.
Compartmentalization and disassociation have been moved up a level since the beginning of the year at least. It is really working wonders and keeping everyone organized properly.
Watched a lot of movies. The new underworld and resident evil ones. They were alright but nothing to watch repeatedly. Watched john wick 2 yesterday and that was good. At least he kept reloading his guns except for almost the end of the movie i guess they got tired of being accurate.
As I told red since I thought about her when I saw the preview for the tupac biopic "all eyez on me" which will be out later on this year. That might be interesting.
I am more than ready for Logan next month! I hopefully will finally get to see a Wolverine movie that is done properly I hope.
The parental units and their daughter are excommunicated like all other ex factors so who knows what the deal is with them.
apple products still suck! smh!
I think I need to go hang out with Pimpstress since I haven't seen her since that visit at blackbeat years ago. She good puerto rican people. Plus she rides a motorcycle! lol
ABM and Caveman forever!
I can't and Won't be stopped.
Enjoy your adventure whatever it may be....
Poetry: Everyone and Everything In It's Place
Everyone and Everything In it’s Place
Words and actions
Suspended in ether
A spectral analysis
All encompassing
I digest
File away
Formulate
Placing those with
Ability and lack of
abilities
Boxed and walled
Comfort zone
fortresses
Neatly In their
Desired holes
Each observation
Creates inventory
To keep or discard
Appropriately
People and things
Either they have
their place
Make a place
Or be permanently
erased
From the
chocolatezeus collection 2/12/17 ©
Meat Loaf - I Would Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That) Lyrics
Tradition vs modern day.
Yeah, lol
Relational Scales
I have been chuckling about discussion about me and relations today. Well I do that most of the time but today was another one.
Offense has been taken because I differentiate between females and women. As well as the fact that I say that I see that the modern day female just wants a faux relation that is convenient and they can pull out of their purse and put back in when they want to. Oh, and the fact that I am a misogynist and chauvinist and yadda, yadda, yadda.
So the convo was about the independent, feminist, I don't need things, professional female. This applies to me because it is who I tend to be interested in, pick, attempt a relation with and who I married. The one I date and the sub fall into this category of course.
The comment was made that they wanted 100 percent of a man but they didn't need him all the time or that much time at all. As I laughed I said, "so you want to rent exactly what you want for a period of time and put it back on the shelf?" The appalled response said it all. Of course not she said. I want to enjoy it all. But wait, you want 100 percent of someone but you want it on your schedule, part time and when you want. Ummm, that is not a relation there. That is a situation. To which there was denial as I always here in replies.
As a man you have to choose to accept what the deal is or drop it and move on. The females I deal with are the same, so I choose to deal with the situations. I don't expect a loving relationship. I expect a sliding scale of everything with some love sprinkled in there once a Milena or so. They are the independent and don't need anything types. So, things get penciled in when it is convenient and I just look up to see when things come off and go back on the shelf.
The basis behind these walls and defenses they put up though is because of training, experience and socialization's. It has been instilled in them that it is weak to have needs and especially when it comes to a man. And every hour of the day somewhere a female is spouting about how none of them need a man, that men basically need to be spayed and neutered so the feminists and females can feel empowered. Here is where I challenged female critical thinking skills. If I give you your space, you get the loving and stuff you can handle, then where are the issues? Why do you have to fight the feeling and desire that you have to have a real relationship with a man. One that isn't only about you waving your female flag but a relationship that has two partners. A partner is there with you through it all and with it all. With fears, disagreements, pain, pleasure and happiness. But according to everything that females say there is no we. There is only them and someone they want to hang out with once in a while and throw them away again afterward.
So after she recollected how I was in the beginning until now with my direct approach and my very distinct black and white type of life. Along with realizing that the females I am with had to make a decision about being with me because I am not them or the other people they are with or been with. In the end even with situationships you get to be on the inside with me, unlike the rest of the people. That is a big difference and important. You can be special and have meaning or be just another female on the planet.
The scales that I attempt to keep in balance when it comes to relations were heavily modified. I know what a real relationship with a feminist, independent, strong career woman is like. It is the woman that has the ability to be a we instead of just a she. But i don't expect that from no one. I don't expect them to get out of their own way or realize the possibility. Even when I have said what I saw and what I wanted to them. I knew that was just me and they were probably do the opposite or some variation there of. But the balance came with removing any expectation, being direct and realizing that "it is what it is," aka they can only do what they can handle when and if they can handle it regardless. So I will enjoy the few moments here and there for what they are. And remain centered in reality. Love, relations, dating are dead prehistoric beasts that have been replaced by mobile disposable situations. So you get what you seek, want and give in the way that you present it.
The scale sits tilted heavily to the exasperated side. As I laugh at the memories and times that have been had up to this point this morning. No longer looking toward the future like an explorer, merely fortifying my journey. As they say, "you must adapt, overcome, destroy and remake in your way."
I enjoy the conversation. Because I can see the results of my existence through the attacks on their brains, heart and soul. The internal questions on thoughts and feelings. The challenge to the female status quo.
I love the weird and uniqueness. They are parts of the woman I need and want. But it is that type that is the hardest to actually be able to cross the line and have a fully function relationship of WE. To evolve from the female fortress of solitude thinking to where chances are taken to reach higher levels more deeply.
Team Titan was the blueprint and I am the half that is left from it!
Life is not a guarantee. Live, love and be. Just don't hinder yourself from living.
Offense has been taken because I differentiate between females and women. As well as the fact that I say that I see that the modern day female just wants a faux relation that is convenient and they can pull out of their purse and put back in when they want to. Oh, and the fact that I am a misogynist and chauvinist and yadda, yadda, yadda.
So the convo was about the independent, feminist, I don't need things, professional female. This applies to me because it is who I tend to be interested in, pick, attempt a relation with and who I married. The one I date and the sub fall into this category of course.
The comment was made that they wanted 100 percent of a man but they didn't need him all the time or that much time at all. As I laughed I said, "so you want to rent exactly what you want for a period of time and put it back on the shelf?" The appalled response said it all. Of course not she said. I want to enjoy it all. But wait, you want 100 percent of someone but you want it on your schedule, part time and when you want. Ummm, that is not a relation there. That is a situation. To which there was denial as I always here in replies.
As a man you have to choose to accept what the deal is or drop it and move on. The females I deal with are the same, so I choose to deal with the situations. I don't expect a loving relationship. I expect a sliding scale of everything with some love sprinkled in there once a Milena or so. They are the independent and don't need anything types. So, things get penciled in when it is convenient and I just look up to see when things come off and go back on the shelf.
The basis behind these walls and defenses they put up though is because of training, experience and socialization's. It has been instilled in them that it is weak to have needs and especially when it comes to a man. And every hour of the day somewhere a female is spouting about how none of them need a man, that men basically need to be spayed and neutered so the feminists and females can feel empowered. Here is where I challenged female critical thinking skills. If I give you your space, you get the loving and stuff you can handle, then where are the issues? Why do you have to fight the feeling and desire that you have to have a real relationship with a man. One that isn't only about you waving your female flag but a relationship that has two partners. A partner is there with you through it all and with it all. With fears, disagreements, pain, pleasure and happiness. But according to everything that females say there is no we. There is only them and someone they want to hang out with once in a while and throw them away again afterward.
So after she recollected how I was in the beginning until now with my direct approach and my very distinct black and white type of life. Along with realizing that the females I am with had to make a decision about being with me because I am not them or the other people they are with or been with. In the end even with situationships you get to be on the inside with me, unlike the rest of the people. That is a big difference and important. You can be special and have meaning or be just another female on the planet.
The scales that I attempt to keep in balance when it comes to relations were heavily modified. I know what a real relationship with a feminist, independent, strong career woman is like. It is the woman that has the ability to be a we instead of just a she. But i don't expect that from no one. I don't expect them to get out of their own way or realize the possibility. Even when I have said what I saw and what I wanted to them. I knew that was just me and they were probably do the opposite or some variation there of. But the balance came with removing any expectation, being direct and realizing that "it is what it is," aka they can only do what they can handle when and if they can handle it regardless. So I will enjoy the few moments here and there for what they are. And remain centered in reality. Love, relations, dating are dead prehistoric beasts that have been replaced by mobile disposable situations. So you get what you seek, want and give in the way that you present it.
The scale sits tilted heavily to the exasperated side. As I laugh at the memories and times that have been had up to this point this morning. No longer looking toward the future like an explorer, merely fortifying my journey. As they say, "you must adapt, overcome, destroy and remake in your way."
I enjoy the conversation. Because I can see the results of my existence through the attacks on their brains, heart and soul. The internal questions on thoughts and feelings. The challenge to the female status quo.
I love the weird and uniqueness. They are parts of the woman I need and want. But it is that type that is the hardest to actually be able to cross the line and have a fully function relationship of WE. To evolve from the female fortress of solitude thinking to where chances are taken to reach higher levels more deeply.
Team Titan was the blueprint and I am the half that is left from it!
Life is not a guarantee. Live, love and be. Just don't hinder yourself from living.
Saturday, February 11, 2017
The Countdown Has Begun
A month away from enjoying myself in Amsterdam and I am ready for it. Going to have a good time since this will be my first time back as an adult since I was very young.
On deck for the trip:
Madurodam
This jazz bar paul mentioned.
Museums and art exhibits
The red light district for entertainment
And hopefully find something kinky to get into.
This year is about adventure. Amsterdam, Jamaica and DR on deck along with a kinkybnb visit. So I am setting the bar high again this year.
All I can say is...
Get your adventure on!
On deck for the trip:
Madurodam
This jazz bar paul mentioned.
Museums and art exhibits
The red light district for entertainment
And hopefully find something kinky to get into.
This year is about adventure. Amsterdam, Jamaica and DR on deck along with a kinkybnb visit. So I am setting the bar high again this year.
All I can say is...
Get your adventure on!
Thursday, February 09, 2017
COMMUNICATION...The Fundamental Foundation
From interactions with the humans, their commentaries and actions they continue to show that communication is key and also the biggest chasm between females and me and just humans all together.
I am the Capt Caveman of communication! So let me club you up aside your head with this entry. lol
A post by a alleged alpha female really showed me the disparity when it comes to communication. She stated that they are always seen as disrespectful when they say they heard the person and they are going to do what they want to anyway. Then you aka prime example of female and not a woman should never be in a relationship or dynamic. Stick to polluting yourself and those of the same caliber. That is not an alpha female characteristic. That is just that whiny, brat, i need to have my way mentality. An alpha is not about being able to do and know everything and control everyone. Unlike things i have read. An alpha is about leading and a leader knows the strengths and weaknesses and bolsters them accordingly.
Personally I have learned and seen first hand just how counter active communication is between men and females. I make a comment that is direct and to the point and regardless it is intrepreted by the female because she won't accept what I said as that is what I said. I really got fed up with that last year with the ny thing and at that point realized how it was a gender trait apparently laced in their dna. Even when I repeatedly state what I have said they still want to go with something else regardless. I found that this was something that I had to break in order to achieve proper communication. So I put forth the plan of action.
When it comes to communication it is essential. Especially for me since I have girls that are long distance. Just in the D/s aspect you have to have communication to have an effective, goal achieving and fulfilling dynamic. Hell, even dating you have to communicate to be involved with each other unless you don't want to be involved and just want the title or illusion of dating.
Case examples:
You have had a bad day or being injured, accosted or some negative impact. You lash out or clam up as I attempt to communicate with you. Leading to me either being frustrated and agitated or walking into an exploding mine.
Tell you how I feel, what i want, need and require. And you intrepret it all and end up with the opposite of everything that I said. This only creates a rift and dismissal basically.
To wrap it up:
Talk, speak and express in a manner that is befitting of the relation or dynamic. Let go of your fear and issues if you actually want to be involved with someone else in a manner that is more than something fleeting.
Communication is intimacy and deepness. So it is a big factor in why people run from it. It is opening up and being a part of someone else instead of being walled up with all the defenses.
I communicate. To get my point across. To let you know where I stand. To let you know what I am about and want. It is direct. red can tell you that from when I told her that I wanted her and that could see a relationship and marriage with her. All based on if that was anything that she was wanting or interested in at that time.
For me it is always best to put the stuff on the table and find out if you are adult enough to handle it and make a decision or if I need to treat you as a child.
Some interesting convos have been had, heard and discussed. So take what you need and until next time.
Wooo Haaa, I got you all in check!
I am the Capt Caveman of communication! So let me club you up aside your head with this entry. lol
A post by a alleged alpha female really showed me the disparity when it comes to communication. She stated that they are always seen as disrespectful when they say they heard the person and they are going to do what they want to anyway. Then you aka prime example of female and not a woman should never be in a relationship or dynamic. Stick to polluting yourself and those of the same caliber. That is not an alpha female characteristic. That is just that whiny, brat, i need to have my way mentality. An alpha is not about being able to do and know everything and control everyone. Unlike things i have read. An alpha is about leading and a leader knows the strengths and weaknesses and bolsters them accordingly.
Personally I have learned and seen first hand just how counter active communication is between men and females. I make a comment that is direct and to the point and regardless it is intrepreted by the female because she won't accept what I said as that is what I said. I really got fed up with that last year with the ny thing and at that point realized how it was a gender trait apparently laced in their dna. Even when I repeatedly state what I have said they still want to go with something else regardless. I found that this was something that I had to break in order to achieve proper communication. So I put forth the plan of action.
When it comes to communication it is essential. Especially for me since I have girls that are long distance. Just in the D/s aspect you have to have communication to have an effective, goal achieving and fulfilling dynamic. Hell, even dating you have to communicate to be involved with each other unless you don't want to be involved and just want the title or illusion of dating.
Case examples:
You have had a bad day or being injured, accosted or some negative impact. You lash out or clam up as I attempt to communicate with you. Leading to me either being frustrated and agitated or walking into an exploding mine.
Tell you how I feel, what i want, need and require. And you intrepret it all and end up with the opposite of everything that I said. This only creates a rift and dismissal basically.
To wrap it up:
Talk, speak and express in a manner that is befitting of the relation or dynamic. Let go of your fear and issues if you actually want to be involved with someone else in a manner that is more than something fleeting.
Communication is intimacy and deepness. So it is a big factor in why people run from it. It is opening up and being a part of someone else instead of being walled up with all the defenses.
I communicate. To get my point across. To let you know where I stand. To let you know what I am about and want. It is direct. red can tell you that from when I told her that I wanted her and that could see a relationship and marriage with her. All based on if that was anything that she was wanting or interested in at that time.
For me it is always best to put the stuff on the table and find out if you are adult enough to handle it and make a decision or if I need to treat you as a child.
Some interesting convos have been had, heard and discussed. So take what you need and until next time.
Wooo Haaa, I got you all in check!
Wednesday, February 08, 2017
すべておよび何も Everything and Nothing at the Same Time
Love you fully and deeply with all my heart or not remember your name or care if you are even alive anymore.
I know it is very difficult for females to understand this or grasp these concepts and how I am. The disbelief and shock that I have chosen my own path and way still disturbs their sensibilities. This has come up with females speaking directly to me as well as those that have spoken to red about how could she be involved with me since I am misogynistic and blah, blah, blah. The ex gf's, gfs and sub and all have had the same thoughts. That thought being...
They can change me. Or I will do just like everyone else. That seems to be the need for the majority of females. This need to do like the masses is not, nor will ever be who or what I am. I choose not to lower my standards, get topped from the bottom or have a female attempt to lead me.
So Let It Be Broke...
I love deeply and my apathy for you when you have done wrong is equally as powerful.
Yes, I am not your friend unless I told you that is all you can be. Nor am I going to be your friend during or after a relationship.
I am direct. I will tell you what I want and what I see as possibility with you.
If I choose you then it is about you and I. Others outside of that circle will have no relevance to me.
There are levels to being in my life for those selected few that are in it.
I differentiate between females and women because there is a huge difference. Most are females and cannot attain womanhood.
So when you have your thoughts and feelings about how I am. I am happy for you. It changes nothing for me and shows me what category you are in. My style weeds out those that are not strong, intelligent or capable enough to think on their own and be able to establish something real and unique. And it always makes me happy to see them run away in their weakness.
I am able to give everything or nothing. It all depends on your choices and whether you can get out of your own mental prison.
So....
Yes, Ru my road dawg gets the most.
red and little one are in their circle.
And the rest are sitting comfortably on the outside of all the circles.
The Alpha and the Omega.
APOCALYPSE!!!
Let Us Participate in Minority BDSM and kink research...Be Heard! *FIXED*
In this day and age of the need to educate I feel that it is important to promote and establish research and understanding. One of my girls has began research on minorities in relation to kink and bdsm. Please help by doing the survey so we can establish more studies, discussion and topics concerning us.
Hello, we are currently recruiting racial, ethnic and sexual minority participants who are over the age of 18 and identify as members of BDSM/kink communities to complete a survey on relationships. The survey is hoping to explore your values and beliefs with regards to relationships and explore how those may be different from majority group members. We are seeking both men and women of a variety of backgrounds to participate. You do not currently have to be in a relationship to participate in the study. Those who complete the survey may opt to be included in a drawing for one of fifty (50) $5 dollar gift cards to Amazon. The link to this research opportunity is http://tinyurl.com/minoritybdsmkink
Thank you
Sunday, February 05, 2017
The Formula
High energy flowin' with the wisdom
Sense of a rich man, knowledge and the rhythm
This is what I'm using to come up with a style
The D.O.C. - The Formula
IT'S THE FORMULA!
The way that I live, act, think, feel and love. And the D.O.C. definitely put that into words.
It has been a minute. Well since I got back from the adventures and reveals from my new years in indy.
As usual in this Life Unscripted journey there have been plenty of things going on.
There have been heart felt moments that have defined and partially revitalized. There has been reinforcement to why I am ice, ice baby too cold, too cold. As well as the need for my empty inner sanctum, the inner circle and the you are ok circle when it comes to people in my life.
Parental units and their daughter are excommunicated and left to their own devices. Less issue and work for me. So, yayy!
Moves have been and are being made. The struggle continues to be real as they say.
I am not black enough for the african americans. lmao But hey that is what happens when you think for yourself. This has been the case since I landed on this planet though.
So, I finally talked to Ru again from last year. Part of the new Borg protocol for everyone and everything that I put in place last year. Caught up a bit. I had to hear the Ru Life Unscripted adventures. And in turn she wanted to hear mine but mine are rather muted now.
Ru has always been the one I could be myself fully with and not have to worry about issues, thoughts and views of what others may think or feel or not being able to handle it. And she has held on for life, sat back and chilled and even cringed on this ride with me. She was the last bastion of hope that there were women still in this solar system after my Chocolate Doll died. We have some similarities and then we are completely different as well. She is the social one that males want and is always out and about. I am merely the evil, old hermit. lol
One of those differences is in the area of relations. She has been party to the crazy ass relations and dynamics that I have had and have to this point. She was glad that the ny thing was gone and questioned me about some others. She said that I have made mistakes and picked some extra fucked up ones. Of course there have been mistakes. But I gave chances to those that didn't deserve it because they couldn't see past their little bo in their heads and I did. Talking to her also made me realize that she had done like all the other females and moved into a situational relation type of living. Where you are only interested in, involved with or communicate when it is convenient and you are in the mood. This has become the way of the world. I have seen it. It is not my thing but accept that it is almost everyone else's. So like the Watcher or Beyonder I sit back and observe it all. Realizing that any moment they may fly off into the universe.
This and more reinforced The Formula for me. Or My Formula more appropriately. Each moment in direct correlation and minute to minute calculations. My evil and anger remains. My love and carin still in place. There are just more strict protocols in place. Unfettered I remain.
The adventures continue. And there will be more poetry, adventures and thoughts to come.
Letting the instrumental of the Formula play...
Sense of a rich man, knowledge and the rhythm
This is what I'm using to come up with a style
The D.O.C. - The Formula
IT'S THE FORMULA!
The way that I live, act, think, feel and love. And the D.O.C. definitely put that into words.
It has been a minute. Well since I got back from the adventures and reveals from my new years in indy.
As usual in this Life Unscripted journey there have been plenty of things going on.
There have been heart felt moments that have defined and partially revitalized. There has been reinforcement to why I am ice, ice baby too cold, too cold. As well as the need for my empty inner sanctum, the inner circle and the you are ok circle when it comes to people in my life.
Parental units and their daughter are excommunicated and left to their own devices. Less issue and work for me. So, yayy!
Moves have been and are being made. The struggle continues to be real as they say.
I am not black enough for the african americans. lmao But hey that is what happens when you think for yourself. This has been the case since I landed on this planet though.
So, I finally talked to Ru again from last year. Part of the new Borg protocol for everyone and everything that I put in place last year. Caught up a bit. I had to hear the Ru Life Unscripted adventures. And in turn she wanted to hear mine but mine are rather muted now.
Ru has always been the one I could be myself fully with and not have to worry about issues, thoughts and views of what others may think or feel or not being able to handle it. And she has held on for life, sat back and chilled and even cringed on this ride with me. She was the last bastion of hope that there were women still in this solar system after my Chocolate Doll died. We have some similarities and then we are completely different as well. She is the social one that males want and is always out and about. I am merely the evil, old hermit. lol
One of those differences is in the area of relations. She has been party to the crazy ass relations and dynamics that I have had and have to this point. She was glad that the ny thing was gone and questioned me about some others. She said that I have made mistakes and picked some extra fucked up ones. Of course there have been mistakes. But I gave chances to those that didn't deserve it because they couldn't see past their little bo in their heads and I did. Talking to her also made me realize that she had done like all the other females and moved into a situational relation type of living. Where you are only interested in, involved with or communicate when it is convenient and you are in the mood. This has become the way of the world. I have seen it. It is not my thing but accept that it is almost everyone else's. So like the Watcher or Beyonder I sit back and observe it all. Realizing that any moment they may fly off into the universe.
This and more reinforced The Formula for me. Or My Formula more appropriately. Each moment in direct correlation and minute to minute calculations. My evil and anger remains. My love and carin still in place. There are just more strict protocols in place. Unfettered I remain.
The adventures continue. And there will be more poetry, adventures and thoughts to come.
Letting the instrumental of the Formula play...
Saturday, January 21, 2017
Poetic Expression: Flower Mirrored Repugnancy
Flower Mirrored Repugnancy
They say how pretty
How lovely they are
My laughter
At their lack of vision
As I take each flower
Dip them in acid
So that they make inside and out
wilted through out
Only to cryogenically freeze
All of them again
And again
Just keep the process going
Until the myriad of emptiness within
Balances with the visual you see
Now tell me
Where is that prettiness?
That beauty?
When you see the truly fucked up emptiness
Underneath
from the chocolatezeus collection
1/21/17 ©
Lip Sync Battle UK (Craig Revel-Horwood vs Danny Dyer)
I came across this a bit ago and I enjoyed it. It was different and not as deep as me watching the US version. Maybe it was the cursing and stuff in it.
Naw probably that mel b chick is a sexy little thing!
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