I have to say that the year ended on a good note after all that occured last year. I was pleasantly surprised. Instead of just being outside smoking a cigar and avoiding the parental units I had a chance to spend quality time and take things for what it was for those moments.
Lawd, I had some great food. little one fixed some ginger snap cookies and sweet potato pie. Add to that I finally had some of little red's cooking that I have been looking for years now. I tasted her ginger snap ice cream (on yeah, that was damn good,) her deep fried turkey, great fried chicken and her patented breakfast sandwich. So I was a very happy foody to end the year. I wish i could have brought more of lil red's food home though.
I managed to evade the parental units for most of their stay here during the holiday. I think I ended up staying at the house maybe 4 or 5 nights. I was beyond thankful for that too. Because the mess that went on here and they left here was a whole lot more than what was needed.
In year that brought fraudulent people, so called submissives and bratty, worthless attitudes. I walk through the fire and came out on the other side. Even the fake dominants trying to talk to what is mine and be sneaky and disrespectful.
Through the previous year I pressed forward through it all. Gaining closer relations with the subs. Strengthened so many things across the board.
So yes. Garbage was discarded. Reality shown bright as mid day. And my mind is enjoying it.
catch you later.
Thursday, January 05, 2017
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
Poetic Reality: Me the Oyabun
Me the Oyabun
I sit here through
the clouds of
My cigar smoke
As always alone in a
crowd
The silent stand out
Fellowshipping with
the
Good, Bad and me the
Evil
Everyone a walking
armory
Making moves
Blink after blink
Sophisticated
Cro-Magnon Caveman
Yes, that is me
I won’t fit into your
theory
Your attempt to
understand me
Leaving you in psychiatric
wings
At the head of the
table is where I will be
My silence speaking
volumes for me
As I keep my circles
on lock down
Limited to no access
In the light there is
the dark
In the dark
There is ME
I feed on human
beings
And everything and
everyone
That is not in
approval with me
Not giving a fuck
Making decisions
Pressing forward
Fuck those that can’t
hang with that shit
I am a full clip
With a nuclear tip
And I am always
Ready, willing and
able
To nuke you
And you too
From the
chocolatezeus collection 12/28/16 ©
Big Evil Poetry: My Gift to You
My Gift to You
What the Blood Clot
Watching your blood
flow
Like the river at Yellowstone
Serrated steel
Making you smile for
eternity
Watching your horror
mirrored
On the blade’s gleam
Pulling your entrails
To choke you with
them
As I squeeze the last
beats from your heart
Gift wrapping you
with your rib cage
Keeping rigor mortis
from setting in
Killing each of your
organs
Again and again
Filling up an Olympic
pool with your blood
So I can throw you in
Practice life saving
Only to enjoy
drowning you
Again and again
Making you drink
every drop in
Letting your blood
run free
Sets you free
Don’t worry
No need to thank me
My ecstasy is payment
enough for me
From the Big Evil
collection 12/28/16 ©
I Am the Target!!!
I am a black man.
A black Dominant man.
Walking to my own path.
Using my thought processes.
I have been endangered since it all began. From police, females, blacks and all. There is always someone ready to attempt an assault against me. This is merely reality.
Add to that being a black Dominant and you have the elite of the target realm. Still, I press forward with leadership, wisdom, mission, vision and goals.
By analytical and observation skills I formulate ever changing plans for my submissive. To work on guiding her through career, personal aspects and more. Adjusting and adaptation are key to this. Planning as much as possible as an outline to fall back to.
To have s types expand their boundaries, horizons and goals while achieving them to the fullest. This goes from their careers to their dating to their D/s journey. Achieving this through support, leadership and importance.
My vision is to have a house of s types that honor, serve and live life to the fullest. From trips to far away places to simple things that make them relax and be able to deal with the world. To empower them and give them balance as well as enjoyment in life.
Yes, even though I have not been at this for decades I have established the foundation due to observation, interaction and discussions with my experiences.
Now, this is not a plug and play situation because in dealing with subs there is a plethora of things from moment to moment to address. Combined with their roles of leading in their vanilla lives and you get s types that have a hard time, can't or won't accept the hiearchy of D/s. I have witnessed and experienced this thoroughly. The idea of transferring your vanilla ways to D/s doesn't work. And just because you say you have been in the lifestyle for so many years doesn't mean that you know what you are doing or how things should go either. So you have to correct them when they overstep their role and boundaries, let them go or remove them.
The target on me is big as they hunt, me the Big Game. So called dominants and submissives with their mouths open wide to speak on things that they know nothing about and are too afraid to come to the source and find out. And my favorites...the fraudulent, facade of doms and subs show and prove why I have to be careful about who I have, associate and deal with.
So, they can keep taking their best shots....
A black Dominant man.
Walking to my own path.
Using my thought processes.
I have been endangered since it all began. From police, females, blacks and all. There is always someone ready to attempt an assault against me. This is merely reality.
Add to that being a black Dominant and you have the elite of the target realm. Still, I press forward with leadership, wisdom, mission, vision and goals.
Leadership
By analytical and observation skills I formulate ever changing plans for my submissive. To work on guiding her through career, personal aspects and more. Adjusting and adaptation are key to this. Planning as much as possible as an outline to fall back to.
The Mission
To have s types expand their boundaries, horizons and goals while achieving them to the fullest. This goes from their careers to their dating to their D/s journey. Achieving this through support, leadership and importance.
The Vision
My vision is to have a house of s types that honor, serve and live life to the fullest. From trips to far away places to simple things that make them relax and be able to deal with the world. To empower them and give them balance as well as enjoyment in life.
Yes, even though I have not been at this for decades I have established the foundation due to observation, interaction and discussions with my experiences.
Now, this is not a plug and play situation because in dealing with subs there is a plethora of things from moment to moment to address. Combined with their roles of leading in their vanilla lives and you get s types that have a hard time, can't or won't accept the hiearchy of D/s. I have witnessed and experienced this thoroughly. The idea of transferring your vanilla ways to D/s doesn't work. And just because you say you have been in the lifestyle for so many years doesn't mean that you know what you are doing or how things should go either. So you have to correct them when they overstep their role and boundaries, let them go or remove them.
The target on me is big as they hunt, me the Big Game. So called dominants and submissives with their mouths open wide to speak on things that they know nothing about and are too afraid to come to the source and find out. And my favorites...the fraudulent, facade of doms and subs show and prove why I have to be careful about who I have, associate and deal with.
So, they can keep taking their best shots....
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
Poetic Expression: Big Gift in a Small Package
Big Gift in a Small Package
A reason to smile
To laugh
Again
After wave upon wave
of
Substandard estrogen
adventures
Intimate communication
Mixed with desired
revelation
Active interested
projection
Amid the laughter and
silliness
Direct correlation to
accomplishing
Wants and desires
Wow
Someone that actually
Wants a relationship
Something more than a
Gone with the Wind
Whim
Every now and then
A taste of the
Nectar of what
Love and
relationships
Are supposed to be
Just when there was
nothing left
Gave up on females
being anything more than
A plug in play thing
This unexpected gift
arrived
The gift that keeps
on giving
Proof that there is a
woman left
On this planet
Unique and special
gifts
Make me happy
This is just what I
need
Thankfully
From the
chocolatezeus collection 12/27/16 ©
Monday, December 26, 2016
Exactly: Lil Scrappy - No Problem (uncensored + video)
Still throwing it up for the ABM, X Men and Evil Inc.
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