I learned being open, straight forward and transparent is not a good thing. Well, in theory it is a good thing and the best way to be. But people need the Representative. And they can't handle those aspects I have seen.
The issue when you speak and act straight forward is met with disbelief, disdain, fear and loathing. It is pretty much like the plague. Which really baffles me. Because there is always this rhetoric about being real and all that bullshit. But when it occurs it is more like "run for the fucking hills."
It is something that Ru Ru and I spoke about this morning. About me being just me. Through the outside views, notions and opinions...I am just me in the beginning and end. She understands that I simply continue to be who I am. That doesn't change my love, deep passion or my evil ass actions. And this is also why I know I can be myself and tell Ru everything and anything. As evidence to her reminding me about a reference to pre marriage that was pertinent to the current situations. Even I had forgotten or locked that memory away until she said it. All I could say was oh damn. This woman knows who I am, what has happened and all the information from top to bottom. And I am happy with that.
Outside of Ru I realized that there had to be a revamp of information regulation. I am not holding information in escrow for anyone. There is no way for them to handle it. So as it has been shown and enacted, they get the Representative that they want. Meanwhile information, emotions and feelings all remaining behind the 30 ft thick walled vault.
I guess you can say that it is not the human's fault that they are like this way. But fuck that it is and they love it that way.
Well, I have eaten breakfast. Steak, cheese eggs and grits. And fixed me a tequila, vodka, rum and fruit punch. I think it is time to really get things started!
Have a great one and enjoy the weekend. Until the next time smack some ass and smack it hard!
Friday, August 21, 2015
Right On Cue
With the things that have gone on lately I needed that moment in time like being in the tardis tonight.
So I called and checked on Ru. And we exchanged adventures in life unscripted. The good and the bad of what has gone on lately and in memory.
From her sabot kicking the porn guy in the head while fucking and busting his head open to fucking nihgas until they lose their common sense. That's my gurl. My road dawg. My fellow Road Warrior.
She knows the crazy details of me and my life. She is that fortress in the eye of the storm and there to help you fight. Understanding and accepting of each other. Who would have known that we would ever become this close from swinging and the retarded monkey ex.
As we talked this morning she reminded me of a somilar situation with my wife. I couldn't remember it until she spoke and reminded me. And I had to laugh because it was the same situation again. Further showing why I felt, started things and why there is importance. but the conflict is similar.
In the uncertainty and agitation she threw water on me and I was awoken. Dealing and handlimg things
Ru Ru is my heart. I love that girl deeply. We have been through so much together. Our bond is so very toght. Flowing with no effort.
She has met my wife. Helped me through rough times
Amd made laugh and smole in this apocalyptic era.
I thank God for Ru Ru. She is a severely blessing. And those big soft titties of hers feel great!
I can't wait for her and her man to make it official. She is happy with him
So I called and checked on Ru. And we exchanged adventures in life unscripted. The good and the bad of what has gone on lately and in memory.
From her sabot kicking the porn guy in the head while fucking and busting his head open to fucking nihgas until they lose their common sense. That's my gurl. My road dawg. My fellow Road Warrior.
She knows the crazy details of me and my life. She is that fortress in the eye of the storm and there to help you fight. Understanding and accepting of each other. Who would have known that we would ever become this close from swinging and the retarded monkey ex.
As we talked this morning she reminded me of a somilar situation with my wife. I couldn't remember it until she spoke and reminded me. And I had to laugh because it was the same situation again. Further showing why I felt, started things and why there is importance. but the conflict is similar.
In the uncertainty and agitation she threw water on me and I was awoken. Dealing and handlimg things
Ru Ru is my heart. I love that girl deeply. We have been through so much together. Our bond is so very toght. Flowing with no effort.
She has met my wife. Helped me through rough times
Amd made laugh and smole in this apocalyptic era.
I thank God for Ru Ru. She is a severely blessing. And those big soft titties of hers feel great!
I can't wait for her and her man to make it official. She is happy with him
Thursday, August 20, 2015
Quote of the Evening
“there is nothing outside of yourself that can ever enable you to get better, stronger, richer, quicker, or smarter. Everything is within. Everything exists. Seek nothing outside of yourself.” ― Miyamoto Musashi, The Book of Five Rings
Hmmm more education
A very good conference call. I did miss Sir Mythos speaking on things before I decided to see if there was a call. Which is a bummer.
But the subjects of submissive's obedience and the meaning of obedience came up. And the use of the terminology of breaking a submissive versus a more positive terminology like restructuring them.
Also discussions about safety when meeting others. I have definitely been for that. Because you have to worry about things on both sides of the slash.
I will write some more concerning the subjects in depth. I will have to formulate things. But the breaking and obedience when it comes to a submissive are very definite, important and relevant things currently.
Learning and evolving still and continuing....
I know you should have been sleeping for hours by now. Yeah I will get a nap in soon and be up at 7am.
But the subjects of submissive's obedience and the meaning of obedience came up. And the use of the terminology of breaking a submissive versus a more positive terminology like restructuring them.
Also discussions about safety when meeting others. I have definitely been for that. Because you have to worry about things on both sides of the slash.
I will write some more concerning the subjects in depth. I will have to formulate things. But the breaking and obedience when it comes to a submissive are very definite, important and relevant things currently.
Learning and evolving still and continuing....
I know you should have been sleeping for hours by now. Yeah I will get a nap in soon and be up at 7am.
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
Spoken Reality: Demon Ronin
The purpose, duty and reality is clear. It is what it is. It always has been.
Eternal Demon Ronin
My code
A bond from and of
Hell
Upon a heart barely
beating
Covered in ice,
concrete and titanium
Path marked and clear
to me
Even when it is not
And is rebelled
against
To those who I charge
to keep
Sometimes the only
Other times the last
line
Of defense
Which allows them to
take offense
To my methods and
stance
I am use to that
The purpose is a
clear path to me
While they will not,
cannot see it
I breathe in the
darkness and pain
Harness it
My vault of rage
flowing
My purpose and intent
Shown and given with
deadly
Reverence
I am the love
That you have and
seek
The Master that you
feel and have foreseen
The companion that
will always intercede
You are merely stuck
In methodology and
humanism
Which is where you
are supposed to be
As for me
My purpose and this
carnage
The rain of blood and
forever stains
Prose and guardian pose
The reasons
Why love is in my
heart
I speak my mind and
act with motivation
Feed on and live in
this dark reservation
Is to
Guard and protect you
Lead you to the
glorious
Predestinations
Give you the things
that
You were meant to be
and be appreciated
I am this warrior
This spawn of satan
Warrior of Darkness
Master of Rage
So that you may know
Your place with me
That I will not allow
harm to come to you
We are linked
Through good and bad
I will protect and
lead you to
The bright path of
Your Destiny
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/19/15 ©
Morning From the Fortress of Solitude
This is about as close of a reference I come personally with superman. After all I only bought the superman book where my boy Doomsday kills his ass.
And the superman shirts that I have are remnants and reminders of my wife. After all they are hers, since she was Superwoman in nickname and reality.
Well mornimg ro you. The Representative bids you to have a good day. Sieze the moments and life.
Meanwhile with all that is going on. It is time for storm troopers, a star killer and 2 Death Stars kind of celebration.
Enjoy. I am back to the void.
And the superman shirts that I have are remnants and reminders of my wife. After all they are hers, since she was Superwoman in nickname and reality.
Well mornimg ro you. The Representative bids you to have a good day. Sieze the moments and life.
Meanwhile with all that is going on. It is time for storm troopers, a star killer and 2 Death Stars kind of celebration.
Enjoy. I am back to the void.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
And Now...
Back to loading while listening to Eminem and Onyx at the same time.
All hail the ABM!!!
Chairman of the Board
All hail the ABM!!!
Chairman of the Board
Spoken Wordz; Dynamic of Chocolate
Well the Representative won the wager. So I had to drop something not ABM for a moment and here it is...
Dynamic of Chocolate
Looking into eyes
Pierced with
intelligence
Bright and revealing
Flickering passionate
In their evidence
Captivating
Lips that make the
word
Full jealous
Sultry, seductive
Pulchritude of
sexiness
Parting for knowledge
Lasting carnal
effects
Curves that the Alps
Fear their chocolateness
Holding the energy of
Aphrodite’s
Prowess
The ultimate
playground
Keeping my attention
Very permanent
Like a priceless
masterpiece
Hid bids
Constant coveting
Eternity of claiming
chocolate
By all means
necessary
You are that forever
Effect
The touch of your
Heart and soul
Showing
Marks
Your royal pose
The future that it
holds
The sweetness of the
Sweet tooth that you
create
In one vessel
Heat
Warmth
Cold
Scorching
Unfurled not in
pieces
But the whole
Whole piece of
chocolate
The sweet tooth
You created
Now I must feed
Devour you
As my chocolate fix
Needs to be eternally
fed
That means
You
From the
chocolatezeus collection 8/18/15 ©
The Aspect of Ownership
This has been the chapter I am on currently. And it has been in discussions lately as well.
I know for me it is not something I have taken lightly. Thanks to meeting Sirs that have shown and explained the value and importance in this. Hell, it is the reason why I paid attention, studied and opened up the learning to betterment.
Ownership is important to me because the point is to take care of my s types. To provide the things that they need and to lead. The pride and feeling of saying and the recognition of "she is mine." That makes me smile and strive to be better. There is nothing like that feeling of ownership.
This is not recognized by society at large. But it is the application of taking care of your submissive. Making sure that they are healthy, moving forward positively and achieving the goals that are set to the betterment. Through attending conferences and events I have seen the recognition of Doms and their subs. The respect, rituals and service of the good dynamics I have seen are inspirational. You can see it with each interaction. The respect from Dom to Dom, Sub to Dom and the relationships between each. The outline that says this is mine and respect is in order and necessary.
It doesn't mean that the sub does not express themselves. I prefer my sub to express herself and I attend to her input and needs. She expresses so that things can be better tailored and the dynamic grow correctly. The protocols and rituals held in place to strengthen everything.
As a Dom it is my purpose to decide the best for my subs. For their service and realization that they are subject to what I decide for them.
I have been able to witness the need from the sub's point of view as well. The need for ownership that can give purpose and comfort. Part of that strengthening in the dynamic bond.
The key is applying the proper things to the sub that will allow her to understand, feel and accept her ownership. And that is not a simple task at all times or for all. But if it was simple more people would do it.
I am glad that I am learning and applying. Just have to finish the equation and complete
Keep your head up and do what you can to live for today and tomorrow.
*back to ABM*
I know for me it is not something I have taken lightly. Thanks to meeting Sirs that have shown and explained the value and importance in this. Hell, it is the reason why I paid attention, studied and opened up the learning to betterment.
Ownership is important to me because the point is to take care of my s types. To provide the things that they need and to lead. The pride and feeling of saying and the recognition of "she is mine." That makes me smile and strive to be better. There is nothing like that feeling of ownership.
This is not recognized by society at large. But it is the application of taking care of your submissive. Making sure that they are healthy, moving forward positively and achieving the goals that are set to the betterment. Through attending conferences and events I have seen the recognition of Doms and their subs. The respect, rituals and service of the good dynamics I have seen are inspirational. You can see it with each interaction. The respect from Dom to Dom, Sub to Dom and the relationships between each. The outline that says this is mine and respect is in order and necessary.
It doesn't mean that the sub does not express themselves. I prefer my sub to express herself and I attend to her input and needs. She expresses so that things can be better tailored and the dynamic grow correctly. The protocols and rituals held in place to strengthen everything.
As a Dom it is my purpose to decide the best for my subs. For their service and realization that they are subject to what I decide for them.
I have been able to witness the need from the sub's point of view as well. The need for ownership that can give purpose and comfort. Part of that strengthening in the dynamic bond.
The key is applying the proper things to the sub that will allow her to understand, feel and accept her ownership. And that is not a simple task at all times or for all. But if it was simple more people would do it.
I am glad that I am learning and applying. Just have to finish the equation and complete
Keep your head up and do what you can to live for today and tomorrow.
*back to ABM*
Lucifer and Minority Report upcoming tv shows
ok so I watched the pilot for both of these just now.
Minority Report
Besides the black chick having a decent ass and body. That was about it for the interest with it. The precog shit was campy. The tech use was a little intriguing. But how the hell do you make a series out of this? I am clueless. It seems to be the recipe for immediate boredom.
Lucifer
Is about as you guess. The reign of the devil and family. The character Lucifer is interesting. He plays to the carnal and desires of individuals. It has a light feel of the demonic. Even with the reference to having a war with demons and the balance between good and evil. So I will give this a chance when it comes out to see what they can do with it.
They were leaked but hey it was something to do.
Minority Report
Besides the black chick having a decent ass and body. That was about it for the interest with it. The precog shit was campy. The tech use was a little intriguing. But how the hell do you make a series out of this? I am clueless. It seems to be the recipe for immediate boredom.
Lucifer
Is about as you guess. The reign of the devil and family. The character Lucifer is interesting. He plays to the carnal and desires of individuals. It has a light feel of the demonic. Even with the reference to having a war with demons and the balance between good and evil. So I will give this a chance when it comes out to see what they can do with it.
They were leaked but hey it was something to do.
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