Run, Run Away

You Running From You

You call me a liar
I simply look into your life
Know that behind those eyes
Fear is inspired

I know my flaws
My faults
Mistakes that haunt

Sought not to lie
There for I don’t
Instead I merely stand here as you make your death bed
Calling me a liar
But lying to yourself instead

Lie to yourself
Telling yourself that you don’t need a man for anthing else
That you have every thing under control

Just release yourself
Come on out here and deal with it

Don’t try to be bold
Turn on that “I think I am superwoman” cold
Stand your ground
Let your true self be known

You don’t want to come face to face
With your own self worth
Your disgrace
That you are a human like others in this race

The recognition that you seek
Can only come from
Within
Right there where your heart beats
Your soul will be free
You will truly know what it is to be free

Stop lying to YOU
Let yourself be
Stop the lying to make yourself what you want to be
You don’t need to impress other things

Telling yourself that sex is just a physical thing
All the while wanting to be that loved being
Stop playing that stupid games others tell you to be

Knowing that you struggle like everyone else
That life is not a polished silver spoon on a china shelf

Don’t be mad with me
Be mad with yourself
That you have lied to yourself

Now who is the liar again?


Form the Chocolatezeus collection 11/12/06 ©

Taking It to War

Battle of What Is


Ripped apart by feelings undefined
Knowing the vulnerability and pain that transpires
Yet I do it
Because it is what is me

That steely grey haze
That permeates and lifts me
Knowing that I am there with them
For them

Support
Seen and unseen

Looking past everything
I see cleanly what is underneath

Once more
Unto the Breach
Standing in the gap for someone else’s life being

Against them I see
I act not to battle them
But to fight their own fearful stupidity

Blades
Daggers
Bullets and attacks

Standing
Hands open
Allowing
Braced against the combative attacks
Knowing the true reasons they coming at me

Tired
Weary
I know I want it all to end
To know that I am appreciated for what it is I am

Wondering sometimes
When will I get a break in this plan
Can I get that supporting hand
Let my guard down for just a moment
Give my mind a quick vacation
Man

Still I won’t whine
Nor will I offer up the internal tears that are cried
Weakness is what I cannot allow to shine
Too many people depend on me
There is no time for a weakened me

Dress the wounds
Beat back the fatigue
The one man army
Once again needed
Especially when they won’t realize it

Powering up
Fight the good fight
Don’t give up

With just my luck
I will finally rest
And one of these times lose the battle of love
Join the ranks of cannon fodder and casualty counts

Just let me rest
So I can settle down

My battle still hasn’t begun


From the Chocolatezeus collection 11/12/06 ©

Welcome to the Durty, Dirty

Dirty Adventures

Expectations were ones of fun and adventure
Knowing that you are something other than run of the mill
Still, I kept my mind open for free will

Sex appeal was my first reaction and thrill
When I saw you I had to swallow my attraction pill
Thick and sexy was mere words at that time
A picture online did no justice to that beautiful behind

Pretty enchanting eyes
Tempting hips and thighs
Me oh my
My eyes could not decide what to look at in my mind

Ass, titties, behind
A deep presence and smile
But oh you are so wild
That untamed fire
One of the things that make you a huge desire

Flippant angry mattered
Down home grown sexy woman
You are definitely just YOUR own

Dirtyrization
Explains things not being complacent
Like a cracker jack box
Never know what you will get as a surprise

But damn can’t help but enjoy that Dirty ride


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/13/06 ©

Invocation of the Hateration

Thursday Afro Challenge

Here in the darkness
I face my eternal rejection
Incessant nagging of my being
Internal, external trauma like bleeding

Never-ending
Unrelentless
I have to be
That rock and stone
Steadfast in life’s stream

Now its my time
My turn
To liberate my complacency
Unleash the anger that I keep
Secreting the pent up Dark Beast

This pain and hurt
Made these thoughts what they were

Cowardly they hide behind their computers and words
Thinking that their locations I won’t find
That they are safely out of sight
Out of mind

My neurons firing
Cloak and dagger thoughts saturating my mind’s bin
Yeah I got something for all of them

Here I invoke the curse of an angry Greek God
Blood splatters spray
As I swoon and sway through the internet led party
Knowing I brought all of you here this day

My incantation finished
Carnage left for the vultures to dine in
Smitten smile upon my face
I got those muthafuckas
So much for their jealous hateraid


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/5/06

Knowing Me

The Things You SHOULD know

My choice never random
Keeping things from being overly demanding
Know that by your side I will always stand in
Through the fighting, biting, I am still here by your side

I am beyond that Ride or Die
You got the T Rex at your side
Holding you when you need to cry
Cracking heads for your pride and life

You and my child I protect like a beast from the wild
Yeah its insane
But reality is the only important thing
I do what I do because I am the man
The one that opened up and gave you him

Mistakes I may continue to pay for
But eventually even those will completely fall off
Just not going to let them break me down
Hold me down with the chains
I got enough that stays on my brain

My fire, flares like a blazing Nova
Whether anger or passion
Molten flowing over
Uncontrollable, unstoppable passion
Yeah that what I got for my peoples

At time completely irrational
Copping that ethereal road man
The black Stunt man
Fighting for the 6 million dollar plans
Because I have went past that 6 million dollar man

Rebuilding
Working out and on my plans
Got my core plan and making it stand
On that deep dark grind
Backed by the invisible hands

You think you know
Think you seen all about me
Question is
Do you know your role
Do you know the true essence of me
This man

Here’s what you need to know

God fearing is who I am
Intelligent, hard working black man
Passion led, inspired embodiment of man
Growling, protector of those in my personal family plan
Soldier smiting those enemies in our way
Field general plotting and planning the future today

So now you know
Know your role
Understand and be your part in this world


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/13/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Ready for the Zone?

Zoned Out

Everything is calling me
I am in the zone

I can’t hear the voices from their pratter
Clogging my mind with confusing chatter
Some things do
Others don’t’ matter

Swing batter, batter
Separating the complex highway of informative matter
Reversed style of the misunderstood hatters
For I am the only mad hatter here

Back and forth
Head bouncing
Beat banging
Body rocking

Everything is calling me
But I am here to enjoy being me
I am in the zone

Don’t need a crew I roll alone
Me and my unknown tone
Most don’t know how happy I roam
But hell they aint in my zone

Smiling cause I enjoy this life on loan
Traveling around to keep my mind fully on roam
Disallowing others to make this a crumple zone
Happily, fully entrenched in my zone

Come here lets keep it warm
Fully embrace this storm
The Zone is HOME

From the Chocolatezeus collection 9/10/06 ©

Ready to Blast!

The Blast

You grab me
Show me that you want it

As I toss you down to give you that wish
Lick after lick
All you feel is the fire from my tongue and lips
Your clit pulsating to the beat of my tenderness

Tongue gaining entrance to your wetness
Deeper and deeper
It presses it
Liking around
Swirling and twirling

Letting your juices build up over those lips rim
Your wetness no longer a stream
Only the water fall can be seen
As my tongue does its figure eights along your clits outlining

Grabbing your clit with warmth and wetness
Your pussy quivering with it’s acceptance
Begging for more
Not wanting to lose control

I feel you move
Trying to turn and roll
Too bad baby because I am not done with you though

First nut
Second nut
Damn theres more
I don’t want to keep cumming anymore
I am out of control
That is all you can think
Nothing more

Stop! Stop!
You scream at me
The explosions gathering speed
My tongue flickering and licking with a soft fiery gentle speed

Splash
Splash

There you go
The squirting begins
The ending I needed is here

From the Chocolatezeus collection 9/19/06 ©

Revised Insanity

Are these insane things you do
Ways to get my attention
To keep me worth mention
Push the others out of contention

Sarcasm
Biting criticism
Drama induced catyclisms

Seemingly standard issue
Inflamed heart tissue
Repeated irrational issues
Just more of the catrosphy continues

Just address the truth
You love me
You truly do
Because I love you too

Still that doesn't make the crazy things subdued
Just simply revise you
For I have revamped me

Right now though
Lets just stop
End
Continue to deny the insanity

I have already


From the chocolatezeus collection (c) 8/29/06

Release of the Titans

Time To Time Again

Captured among life’s buffeting waves
Tossed and turned within it’s frothy fray
Blessed, cursed day to day
Supposedly karma ingested into the game
Though regardless results may yield the same

Tendered resignation to repeated confrontations
Wonderment concerning life’s station
Appeasement leading to internal disassociation

Sought
Longing for Atonement
The recapture of a few brief moments
To simply turn the hands of events
To alter the present

Importance of whats left, most prevalent
Looking towards the mark that will be left
How everything will be all that we represent
In the end of our lifes full effects
Left behind our simple past
Nothingness


From the Chocolatezeus collection 8/2/06 ©