Whew

I am so glad for this break in the hit since Tuesday and getting back.

I was so hot in New Orleans it wasn't funny as well as Montgomery and the ATL.

I still have to catch up on here so I will be back tomorrow.

Plus I have to pack up again so I can leave out Monday again. It's that bbq time! And this is the first time the whole House of Havoc will be in attendance.

Well, I hope you had a great forth and taking care of yourself.

Till tomorrow stay true to yourself and keep those that truly love and care about you clos.

Birthday: You just don't know

It has been a while since I have posted. I have draft entries that I need to finish but life remains Life Unscripted. From SELF to now there has been a lot going on.

But today is my birthday. The day that marks my landing on this planet.

It has shocked me how people view and treat me this time. Josh getting me a 25 year old Partagas cigar was so unexpected ibhad to look at him sideways. I cannot imagine the cost. The guys from the cigar shop coming to hang out with me last night. little one and the adventures in New Orleans we will have this weekend and the gifts. And the gifts babycakes has for me when she gets back from Aruba. It has been moving to say the least.

Back from San Antonio and the Brats reunion. Days later and it is off to Montgomery AL and New Orleans.

This month has been a rollercoaster of things and adventures. And still have the BBQ to round this all off. So mad amount of travel had been happening.

Hell, I am not the only one travelling either. little one and babycakes are ok their travel schedules as well. Aruba, D.C. and all is going on with them.

But as I have sat here in Greensboro and contemplated, I realize just how deep things are with longevity, ride or die living, love, importance, helping others and so much more.

It may not be a landmark birthday but it has been a landmark in my life.

The adventures continue tomorrow but no matter what this has been awesome and made me appreciate the people in my life even more.

Party on folk!

Caveman Chronicals

i have been to the white hood and been entertained. It is just special to watch the drunks interact and act a fool. And watching themtry to get this guy's wife to go fishing with them. She just didn't want to get up that early. The seagate experience is something else.

babycakes is back from key west, cuba and mexico. she had a good time on her first cruise.I am glad she got to go to a cigar factory and see how the cigars she smokes are made. A couple more weeks and she is out of country again.

We got SELF next week so there will be more experiences and learning. I just will avoid the people that i don't care for and are fraudulent. I am looking forward to some great classes.

Prepared for San Antonio mostly. Going to enjoy the drunk people as much as possible. Definitely a new experience about to go down. I only attended the pool party last year during my birthday. Still haven't decided about doing the cruise with them next year as part of the birthday month.

And then got new orleans for the birthday. This will be my first time actually being able to see the city.Food and museums will be in full effect.

Then it is the CTX BBQ. i started some whip practice to prepare to learn. This will be different with all of us there.little one's first texas event. she will get more exposure to folk out there now since SPLF.

After that i am nit sure where Life Unscripted will take things.

Once more unto the breach!

I am not your mannequin

my daddy would be able to comfort me and make me feel great
this dominant does this and it works for me so you should too
if you just keep me happy then you will be great

Thank you to the me too people

More and more in these current times I find females have found some unique and many common ways to remain distant, disconnected but still get or try to get what they want.

There is always some female comparison that will only be beneficial to them and attempts to keep their vague idea of control. In observation the biggest culprits are the multi degree, i am queen so and so, princess puff n stuff etc. Of course realizing that they have to take this rough and tough posturing in the world to deal with whatever gender issues and inequalities there.  But when it comes to dating or being in a dynamic then you have already failed.

Not saying don't advocate for yourself and the things you want. Just leave that fake ass manipulative ideology wherever you found it because it only fucks things up.  And for all the being upset because you are being judged unfairly on who you are only to make sure to judge, manipulate and more a man that you claim you are interested in or with shows your complete acceptance of your hypocrisy and that is who and what you are.


Thank you for the edification

All over the Place and Nowhere at all

The tank don't stop rolling.

Well, babycakes is on a cruise ship in the carribean for the first time.
little one is preparing for her many trips for her job.
I am preparing for atlanta, san antonio, new orleans and killeen.

So the House of Havoc is all over the place. lol

Relaxed for memorial day. Ate well and about died from the heat (and folks want to get me in texas lol.) Saw some great hot rods and classic cars.

I have been doing quite a bit of counseling lately with people I know. So that aspect is back.  baby momma is going to try again to have a baby. So another 14k for her to shell out. smh

Dealing with females with the dating, girlfriend, slave, submissive thing has been entertaining. From a chick flat out saying she can't share me since she knows she would fall in love with me. To questions about my exes and why they choose the way they did (fuck if I know!) So yeah Chocolate Doll after the last one i think I will have to break that promise with you unfortunately.  Oh, and pegasus with her we will get together at bike week and hear nothing at all. Yet, you want to be wifey. lmao

parental unit still coming apart. So still have to deal with that getting worse.

This birthday month is definitely going to be busy and lively. Only one event was cancelled due to death and that is more than understandable.

Well...

Full speed ahead, warp factor 29!

Accountability: The Choice is Yours

ac·count·a·bil·i·ty

/əˌkoun(t)əˈbilədē/

noun

1. the fact or condition of being accountable; responsibility.

   "their lack of accountability has corroded public respect"

   synonyms:

   responsibility, liability, answerability

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This was a very deep discussion that was held for a while a few weeks ago with everything that was coming out with people violating consent. I just never got around to typing this out. 

We have all violated consent in some way, shape or form in our experiences in life. It doesn't mean that you will be a repeat offender or that is your m.o.  Mistakes can be made. I know i have since I am not perfect.

With everything that happened and had to be done last year things became crystal clear about accountability. The relations I had with individuals. Receiving my cut and becoming leather.  These things and more shown a spotlight on changes that had to be made. So I took my roles to heart and addressed everything. Giving those that I loved a chance to step up to the plate as well as solidifying myself for the unknown that was ahead. It was a hard choice, transition and I didn't understand fully what everything entailed but I stepped forward.

My Accountability...unto the breach I go

Realizing that I am more seen and responsible in the community. So leading and being more active outside of my property has become more prominent. This accountability has extended to my girls by proxy and positioning with the way things are for our lives now.

This has me being supportive to those that open to it. Volunteering at things like southeast leatherfest. I won't deny and say that it doesn't feel good to see someone new smile about my interaction with them on their journey or to watch them move and grow.

I am not a teacher or prolific in knowledge of this world or life. I will share and do what I can though in this to be of help. From being security at ctx events to learning what i can about leather, bdsm and life. 

My journey is one full of accountability in ways that most have no clue about or even know. And i am fine with that.  This role has been accepted and traveled for longer than I can remember. 

How is your accountability? Like Black Sheep said, "The Choice is Yours."

Life Unscripted and the Pursuit of Living

The frailty of life has struck home thoroughly yesterday. Mr Quiet Storm died. Though i didn't know him personally the conversation I had with him in preparing for little one's electrical play demo as well as his class along with the scenes at spanksgiving were great.

This brought home why I am hard on the girls about their lives. Why I let the exes choose to take their leave. Why I am focused on well being and only those that are down to live this ride.

I have had a chance to live and learn through my journey. Mistakes have been made. My choices have been incorrect. l have seen more than others were capable of.

Things are extremely busy with careers, lives and responsibilities for us. We all are traveling a lot and spreading our energy everywhere. So cubans on deck. Benets on deck too.

The parental unit is still hanging in there and driving me crazy. Dealing with the bama and his fake ass brother.

Got southeasr learherfest next month. Me and babycakes are volunteering. This will defininetly be an experience. People there that i have nothing for. But this will further my leather journey and my learning.

Waiting on another girlfriend to handle those duties again. *mission help the girls* lol

Damn june is going to be busy but let's do this!

Life Unscripted: Adventure Time and Fatigue

It feels like I have been gone a month when in fact only since last Thursday. But I have been in 4 different states in that time frame and drove at least 30 hours during my absence.

Had to take the parental unit to bama to see the lawyer and try to get the female parental unit's estate done with finally. So a ride all the way down there and he didn't reserve a room or a auto transport since I have to bring back his brothers car again. So after getting there had to deal with the car not starting and no power at the house as well. So all of that and hadn't eat so my mood was crap.

The next day at the lawyers office and then the back to extra long after getting the car on the tow dolly finally that morning from going to get it an hour away and coming back.  So left hours later than I had wanted and planned.

Next stop ATL...

In late and time with babycakes. she brought stromboli so I definitely felt better along with glad to finally eat some real food as well that day.

May the 4th be with you

That's right celebrate star wars day as well as free comic book day. So after debauchery and the iron ass technique destroying toys as usual. babycakes and I hit two comic stores. Got free comics and I found some greatly priced comics so I came back with a ton of them.

We hit a couple of cigar shops as well and then ended up at Yakitori Jinbel Japanese restaurant. It was apparently on diners, dives and drive thrus. So guy fiere and g garvin have been there and recommended it. The korean bbq chicken was suggested and damn it was good! It was crispy, sweet with a little spicy. Wonderful! I had katsudon that reminded me of home. she had some katsucurry. So if you are in the Marietta area or somewhere near by then try this spot. It is delicious.

I gave my guy ice, ice a call to see how he was doing. He said come through since they are having a party at his girl's house.

We got there and it was wonderful. It was a bunch of folks chilling, dancing, eating and drinking. And thick chicks smoking cigars was a great treat.

Ice ice knows I am in bdsm and I am involved in swinging. Especially since we were introduced by the demon years ago. He asked me if he needs to take classes to become a Dom. But of course. Low and behold I wasn't expecting him to ask if babycakes could talk to his girl about being a submissive.  Hell, I was shocked that she enjoyed cigars as well. I am like damn this is not Ice, ice's normal type of female. Thick, tall and smokes cigars. lol

Oh and the burgers were angus and kobe beef mixed. babycakes and everyone said they were delicious. The chef came over and said he thought he was the best pussy eater here until he saw me. All I could do was laugh and tell him to stay quiet about that.

There were chicks with some nice asses and little tits there. I enjoyed the eye candy. And apparently most of these folks are some horny asses going to aruba. One guy said he was going to hit plenty. And it is funny since babycakes and her folk are going to aruba this month also. lol

Hung out with crumbcake so she could meet babycake. We went back to the ny deli that babycakes and I had went to before. I had to get the "Don" again. We ate and chilled before I had to get on the road and head back here with the parental unit.

So now I am back here doing the evan williams bib, cigars and life unscripted things here.


Have fun

I Wasn't Ready: Definitely Not Shakespeare in the Park

So little one and I took a trip to privilegeville (known to the humans as unc chapel hill.) Yes, I do not like them or duke either.  Her daughter and their group were doing a play. Or what they call 30 plays in 60 minutes. This was going to be interesting.

So buckle up buttercup...

First of all I have been to plenty of plays and they have all happened on a stage. Even when they were in the park.  But there was no stage here. We were basically in a class room in this huge performing arts center in privilegeville.

We go in after I realize they had our names before hand to come to this. They ask for your name and give you a name tag. I didn't bother to look at the name tag. Only to find out they wrote God on mine instead of my name. lol A girl in the audience got chiclet. lol Dammit I cant remember what little one had now.

So they get started and tell us that we will pick the number for each play that we want to see next off the menu.  Woosah, the menu was something else.  you can see for yourself

Ok, so one play had the guy chewing what we found out was nutella and spitting it  out and handing it to people in the audience to eat.  Yup, told you to hold on

The next nutella incident was them rubbing it on their bellies and having someone else lick it off. It look like they were licking shit. lol

The plays mostly were short to try to make it within the time limit but there were plenty that were not.

But the plays seemed depressing and about rape. But it reflected these kids today most definitely. Weed, drugs, liquor and more.

I did find myself wanting to fuck two of the white girls. One was tall but had something about her that said fuck her brains out and tie her up for a senior graduation gift. The other had a nice fat ass for a little white girl. Just wanted to bend her over and fuck her in front of everyone. little one of course was like damn they could be your kids. But I don't have any kids and they legal drinking age so we good. lol

This made me see new stuff. Feel old and confused. And I got my shock and awe on. All the while being appalled that I was in privilegeville.

Travel, Traveling and it is not what it use to be

The joys of the Movenpick hotel.
The history and psychology of Vienna.
Mixed with the joys of the Caribbean

I love going to these places. The adventure, culture and all is great. And it allows me to get out of this messy country that is CONUS.

But the air travel is getting extra ridiculous. These new classes for the cabin where you can't even pick your seat assignment. I am like wow! They paid all that money and can't choose a seat on the international flight. Between that and the only letting you take one bag free on flights overseas now is crazy considering the bigger aircraft and all.

Even with these inconveniences with that stupid comments that it is allegedly for security purposes and everything I am still going to travel even more this year. Well because I have to. It is a part of me and living life.

Dungeons, red lights and non taboo things...definitely have made me happy!


Until the next adventure...Be Well

The Movie "Vice" cue Ice T *Original Gangster*

So I watched the dick cheney movie again. This is a great movie. If you haven't seen it then you should.

dick cheney is an OG. He ran the government for so long and told them what to do and how to do it.. Gained power, wealth and influence over everything and everyone.

This definitely made me respect his gangsta.

I am definitely going to watch this again


Oh, and you know you are something else when you shoot a guy in the face and make him apologize to you and your family for doing it.


lol

*mic drop*

On Award Tour (it's a Tribe Called Quest thing)

Damn, I have been on the go. The world turns as I turn the opposite way of it's rotations. 

House of Havoc worldwide!

of course the sensitives came out. Still must be something in the air and water for these damaged things to be whining and carrying on.

The trip to ny reminded me why I detest the place and don't mess with females from there. (especially after the tree hugging monkey bitch episode.)

Going through philly brought back memories of Chocolate Doll and my super model. Wanted some 4th street deli but I knew better lol.

 Hung out with max a bit. Talked and laughed. Dicussed bdsm, D/s and things since when we spoke long ago. Love her Jamaican accent. Forgot that she was tall. But she reminded me about the dating bullshit that has gone on these days. This modern day lack of thinking, action and ability.  She basically wanted me to be like we were when were fucking in the past and I am not that person anymore. So when she expected to be catered to I laughed at her and told her to enjoy that with the guys that are after her.  she wanted to attribute my ways to being in D/s and why she could never do that because she has mouth and all that. In the right situation she too can SHUT THE FUCK UP!

So the episodes with max and the two people that I dated these past few years had me sitting back and observing max as the representation of today's dating and female mentality.  The burger king aspect is in full effect. The need to control is there. Lack of conviction and a complete lack of understanding about it all.  This has definitely been some serious research, realization and thankfully fixes.                               

lol I hate that I promised Chocolate Doll that I would do the fucked up dating thing. But damn baby! I am going to keep my promise by not excommunicating this shit. But I hated dating before I was happily married and I detest it even more after being married. The worthy are one percent of one percent of one percent of the female population. (I actually think she had me agree to this so she could laugh at me while she was gone as well as her trying to make sure I gave love and got it)

On to the good things

It has been fun and entertaining to drive the mercedes as well as the triangle lounge stuff.

A bottle of evan williams a day makes dealing with humans a possibility! lol

I am still laughing at my folk still trying to get me to move to texas lol. It is hot there!

Looking forward to great food, conversation and adventure.

Still enjoying giving love, being love and being loved


Oh and this anonymous bullshit on facebook is hilarious because it amplifies the real life application that these individuals are some weak monkey bitches since they can't ask or say what they say during this so called game thing lol.  Their comments towards Me and My dynamic merely show their ineptness to be anything other than some non thinking, incapable applications of ineptitude.

With that said the Caveman is out for now!

Adventure, Living and Life Unscripted

Each moment makes me thankful for the few people in my circles as well as the experiences It has brought me and the house a very long way from where it was last year.

And the traveling has been real. Damn, and have even more coming up. Gone most of the months basically I am told lol. Pushing everything forward regardless of the opposition.

Still taking applications and interviewing for the girlfriend position but I am just going to let it flow lol. Replacements for the other ones and some supporting roles will help them.

Can't wait for the one and only Ru to get back so we can exchange life unscripted adventure experiences.

last night was a good discussion with the white female lawyer about the lifestyle. She seemed to be interested since she asked questions. But that is what I get after my boy Josh done said something to her. That fucking whore had to have said something about me beating bitches to her lol.

House of Havoc is definitely traveling this year. little one is going to make her first appearance at the CTX BBQ. It is going to be great in texas with me and mine. Just not doing no more episodes at in-n-out burger with little black bitches jumping anyone again. lol

Not sure how crazy it is going to be in San Antonio either. But i am sure it will get ridiculous.

I am not ready to take this trip this week but it will be another adventure to put in the Life Unscrited books for sure.

Still tripping off max wanting to get together again after over a decade.  So I guess I have to say that there is someone from the past that wants the old sexfest experience and intimacy. But she has no clue how far things have advanced since back then lol. She about to learn though.

Pegasus and I are going to hit the museums and everything. So the shenanigans will begin again for sure lol.

Moving has been pushed back a bit with everything going on but looking forward to the space and all. And even though some of my people have been trying to get me to move to texas. it is too damn hot there lol

Since I done went to the gym again it is once again time for cigars, bourbon  and more.


Keep it interesting. live life unapologetic-ally and fully.