The Movie "Vice" cue Ice T *Original Gangster*

So I watched the dick cheney movie again. This is a great movie. If you haven't seen it then you should.

dick cheney is an OG. He ran the government for so long and told them what to do and how to do it.. Gained power, wealth and influence over everything and everyone.

This definitely made me respect his gangsta.

I am definitely going to watch this again


Oh, and you know you are something else when you shoot a guy in the face and make him apologize to you and your family for doing it.


lol

*mic drop*

On Award Tour (it's a Tribe Called Quest thing)

Damn, I have been on the go. The world turns as I turn the opposite way of it's rotations. 

House of Havoc worldwide!

of course the sensitives came out. Still must be something in the air and water for these damaged things to be whining and carrying on.

The trip to ny reminded me why I detest the place and don't mess with females from there. (especially after the tree hugging monkey bitch episode.)

Going through philly brought back memories of Chocolate Doll and my super model. Wanted some 4th street deli but I knew better lol.

 Hung out with max a bit. Talked and laughed. Dicussed bdsm, D/s and things since when we spoke long ago. Love her Jamaican accent. Forgot that she was tall. But she reminded me about the dating bullshit that has gone on these days. This modern day lack of thinking, action and ability.  She basically wanted me to be like we were when were fucking in the past and I am not that person anymore. So when she expected to be catered to I laughed at her and told her to enjoy that with the guys that are after her.  she wanted to attribute my ways to being in D/s and why she could never do that because she has mouth and all that. In the right situation she too can SHUT THE FUCK UP!

So the episodes with max and the two people that I dated these past few years had me sitting back and observing max as the representation of today's dating and female mentality.  The burger king aspect is in full effect. The need to control is there. Lack of conviction and a complete lack of understanding about it all.  This has definitely been some serious research, realization and thankfully fixes.                               

lol I hate that I promised Chocolate Doll that I would do the fucked up dating thing. But damn baby! I am going to keep my promise by not excommunicating this shit. But I hated dating before I was happily married and I detest it even more after being married. The worthy are one percent of one percent of one percent of the female population. (I actually think she had me agree to this so she could laugh at me while she was gone as well as her trying to make sure I gave love and got it)

On to the good things

It has been fun and entertaining to drive the mercedes as well as the triangle lounge stuff.

A bottle of evan williams a day makes dealing with humans a possibility! lol

I am still laughing at my folk still trying to get me to move to texas lol. It is hot there!

Looking forward to great food, conversation and adventure.

Still enjoying giving love, being love and being loved


Oh and this anonymous bullshit on facebook is hilarious because it amplifies the real life application that these individuals are some weak monkey bitches since they can't ask or say what they say during this so called game thing lol.  Their comments towards Me and My dynamic merely show their ineptness to be anything other than some non thinking, incapable applications of ineptitude.

With that said the Caveman is out for now!

Adventure, Living and Life Unscripted

Each moment makes me thankful for the few people in my circles as well as the experiences It has brought me and the house a very long way from where it was last year.

And the traveling has been real. Damn, and have even more coming up. Gone most of the months basically I am told lol. Pushing everything forward regardless of the opposition.

Still taking applications and interviewing for the girlfriend position but I am just going to let it flow lol. Replacements for the other ones and some supporting roles will help them.

Can't wait for the one and only Ru to get back so we can exchange life unscripted adventure experiences.

last night was a good discussion with the white female lawyer about the lifestyle. She seemed to be interested since she asked questions. But that is what I get after my boy Josh done said something to her. That fucking whore had to have said something about me beating bitches to her lol.

House of Havoc is definitely traveling this year. little one is going to make her first appearance at the CTX BBQ. It is going to be great in texas with me and mine. Just not doing no more episodes at in-n-out burger with little black bitches jumping anyone again. lol

Not sure how crazy it is going to be in San Antonio either. But i am sure it will get ridiculous.

I am not ready to take this trip this week but it will be another adventure to put in the Life Unscrited books for sure.

Still tripping off max wanting to get together again after over a decade.  So I guess I have to say that there is someone from the past that wants the old sexfest experience and intimacy. But she has no clue how far things have advanced since back then lol. She about to learn though.

Pegasus and I are going to hit the museums and everything. So the shenanigans will begin again for sure lol.

Moving has been pushed back a bit with everything going on but looking forward to the space and all. And even though some of my people have been trying to get me to move to texas. it is too damn hot there lol

Since I done went to the gym again it is once again time for cigars, bourbon  and more.


Keep it interesting. live life unapologetic-ally and fully.

Something Must Be in the Air and Water

Damn, there must be some serious estrogen misalignment because the females are just losing their shit these months.

They get what they ask for and have to have a fucked up moment for whatever fucked up reason they came up with in their head.

Because the feminists and estrogen  coalition want to imprison anyone that doesn't do what they say, think how they think and all that bullshit. But oh yeah the nonjudgemental, me too people.

The fucked up and mega damaged ones definitely come out strong when they are mad about their lives, experiences and decisions.

Not my problem. Not my monkeys.

*Let the entertainment continue*

Life Unscripted: white girl episodes

sI dont know what is going on lately. It just seems that being out in town lately just keeps spawning comedic episodes.

The first was the "I hate people shirt" episode. This is the time with the girl whose boyfriend commented on the shirt that mvp had sent me. Wondering if I just hated white people since the letters were white and that shirt was black. This led to his girl coming out and being upset that I hated people and needed to convert me. It was her 21st birthday and obviously she was drunk. So she stood next to me to begin trying to convert me for at least 25 minutes. Telling me how she is a nurse and she loves everyone. She is hugging me and all over me. I am just like wtf and laughing. Then she wants a picture with me so  her boyfriend is taking the picture of her hugged up with me. And he is telling me to look down her little cleavage and stuff.

Next was the tall chick the second time at the triangle lounge. She sees my cigar in the ashtray and says "so who left their big black dick on the table?" I respond that was me and ask her if she is ready to stroke and caress it. She mumbled something and then shortly there after went into the bar. I just laughed because she wasn't ready. My boy is too busy laughing and hollering whore.

Then we have last night at fire and spice. The usual thursday spot. We are chilling and smoking cigars outside. So this chick that is either married to or dating this guy named joe that  is normally there. She saw my Mr Wolf tattoo and started talking to me, asking why I am called Mr Wolf and calling me Mr Wolf from then on. She had been drinking and was probably drunk. But it seemed like she was semi flirting. She is cute and I told her so. And she called me cute as I was leaving. I just laughed and went to the benz.

So more entries in the life unscripted adventures. I am still laughing and they want to take me back to the triangle lounge for more adventure and laughter. lol

Let the Good Times Roll

The pace has definitely picked up. Planning for these trips. Dealing with work. The bullet train left the station a while back and is only picking up speed.

little one and I got some stuff done.

babycakes got things accomplished.

duke and carolina lost in the men's basketball tournament so I am damn happy. It was great watching duke lose last night.

Still not happy my baby couldn't coach south carolina to the final four. But we got next year.

Hung out with the guys. Smoking cigars, drinking and eating some great food his wife made was great. Watched the duke loss, mma and golden boys boxing matches.

Hit the hideout and went with our normal 100 proof bourbon since the one's earlier were only 80. Watched some Tears of the Sun and bounced so I could unpack again. lol

Chief, we good to go! Is all that can be said

A Caveman's Journey

Taking a moment through it all to arrive where I am currently as well as the future.

Entertainment and laughter have been key Staples lately. The attitudes, audacity, comedy and all have been at priceless levels.

I am thankful for the good and bad that has gone down. Especially these last 5 years. The trials and tribulations have strengthened me and created a House and life ultra Unscripted. A heart that love grew even further in than was possible. A coldness that has turned into a universe. As I move through memories, reality, realizations and a journey to be had I find myself deep in it all.

So, I have said my good-byes and hellos. Giving thanks for the reveals that have thrust me forward in my life. It all makes the negatives and pain worthwhile as well as understandable.

The circles remain. The participants have changed. The inner circle remains.

Just on this priceless journey. Enjoy the ride or do like some and get off so you can be at your level.

This Weeks Apparent Theme: Projection

Sitting up and conversing about everything going on. We have realized that apparently this week the estrogen coalition has decided that it is projection week. Meaning that whatever issues, perceived thoughts, feelings and everything no matter how irrational will be thrust upon any man or Dominant possible.

From issues blown up from enjoying a posted ass pic to asking a simple informational question to being up set because you got exactly what you asked for.

We haven't made it to the middle of the week yet and the idiocy has been rolling deep already.

Time to sit back and watch the rest of this estrogen, feminist clusterfuck unfold. We will continue to do what we do and look at the zoo from a safe distance.

Fucked up females and feminists

I have to laugh at shit today because females have showed just how useless they are today. From the mysognistic comment to the stank ass attitude.

It is obvious that females are so fucked up that they can't help themselves or anything. But needing to project their fucked up lives and mentalities are not even necessary.

Oh well monkey bitches grow by the moment

Murphy's Law In Effect Now

It seems after South Plains everyone has come out almost. I have been contacted by some females from my past as well as my ex and someone new. I am not sure what is going on but I am watching.

Blast from the past of over 10 years ago came back and said she was thinking about me. I hadn't really seen her since she was going to school in macon. She reminded me that I saw her when I was in jersey with the retarded monkey bitch and the thieving monkey bitch. Wants me as a birthday present. lol I seem to be in that category again.

A new slave spoke up. Interesting. 

Pegasus has stepped up and communicated more. I guess she took the discussion to heart now. So the talking has began again. 

Still no tigger. Not sure what has happened or is going on or if it merely is a reflection of dating the past couple of years and how it is shit

Not sure about the coy, undecided one since she is standoffish and stuff. But I am told that she is interested. 

crumb has decided to be interested as well. With thoughts of and ramification of a ldr and dynamic. So we talked about things and chilled. 

All of this has me wondering many things. The girls talking about the ex is still interested (which I find highly unlikely,) as well as others showing interest is because of the changes lately. 

All of this reinforced my issues, memories and disdain for dating as well as females that won't step up to the plate and be direct. 

oh well maneuvering through the quagmire

Poetic Moment: The Why of What Now?

My heart still beats for you
The tune that is unique to
Only Me and you

Why did it have to end?
Why could it not be what it was meant to be?

Your choices made
Yet, a part me still misses you
Wants the fire that once burned
Between us two

Why wasn't we important to you?
Why couldn't your love be mine too?

Questions asked
Inquires of Me and you
Reminding me of the part of myself that is missing too

Why not make the best connection bloom?
What was the point of it all?

I am not too proud to say
I miss and love you
That I mourn for what we had and grew

Why?
What happened?

Wishing you the best
Wish it was still me and you
But your choice was made
I couldn't choose for you

So here I am
Lost in retrospect
Missing you



from the chocolatezeus collection  3/19/19  (c)

Movement and Motivation

After a hilarious conversation with a drunk 21 year old white girl at the bar the other night where she wanted to try to convert me to liking people. Discussions of dating and relationships had me laughing and all. She told me she loved me like 6 times standing there with her boyfriend. Even had to take a picture with me.  The whole time trying to convert me to liking people.

The ideology of individuals attempting conversion of me and my ways brings out the modern ways of the humans.

I ended a relationship last year because they made a decision that it wasn't important and all. No problem.

Through out these years I have learned a lot. My disdain for dating has only increased. Especially with the modern day female not putting any effort into a relationship or just wanting someone to be on the shelf until they are in the mood.

I never gave up on relationships but I understand that it is like winning the lottery now. So I have become even more diligent and picky about females. Their agendas are more obvious now more than ever.

My love and heart hasn't changed. Application of it, applicants and screening has.

Nothing has changed. Just stronger and better than I was.


Give em what they want so they can be in their comfort zone. They will learn one way or another.

Life Unscripted: A Birthday, Collaring and Leather

Sorry much has happened in the last two weeks. The adventures, realizations and revelations were just the beginning of it all. From atlanta to greensboro. To charlotte to atlanta to dallas and back. The traveling was real. lol  But I am back at the beach and the issues with the parental and his daughter.

So the first weekend was babycake's birthday. she chose where she wanted to eat so it was tacos and hand cut noodles the weekend. Still laughing at her, her sister and brother in law eating the huge dish that was too hot for them. But she enjoyed her time, got her ass beat and needs met.

Next up was the trip to South Plains Leatherfest...

The atl airport was a mess once again as we were leaving at 630am. little one had my 40 count humidor and got checked out because the tsa monkey bitch thought it was a gun case. babycakes barely made it to the plane and she was there before we got there and that is with her wheelchair service.

I am glad we arrived early. it gave us time to check out things before everyone really got in. And the chick at the hotel desk named Margo can definitely get fucked and beaten with her sexy damn self.

So we had to get some Dominant time in at Cigar International. I wasn't impressed with the cigar selection there. But there were some thick and sexy chicks getting cigars and smoking there. The lounge was great and had a full bar along with food so that was the best part of it all.

With all the rescheduling we had the surprise collaring for little one thursday night. With her blindfolded. babycakes and I walked her to the pool area. I had told her that she would be considered for collaring in 2021. With her standing there I took the blindfold off and she was shocked. The tears came as she realized it was her collaring ceremony. Standing there with Sir Bear and Sir Rey was an unforgettable moment completely. As everyone watched everything changed. Pics and video were taken and I have still not seen them all.

There was so much going on. People spoke and loved my t shirts. Met a sexy ass skinny Serbian chick who was a sadistic top. Great convo and information definitely came out in classes and a lot in the smoking section. Met a couple from colorado springs and got an invite up there.

I attended "tailor making your dynamic," "M/s Burnout," "Psychological Sadism," "Still Crazy," "Leather Houses of Color Panel" classes. Information overload was definitely in play.

I get hit in the head like Wiley E Coyote by recognition. I finally had to realize that people knew of me and more than I thought. It truly culminated when Master Seykou called me out during the lohcc panel. It hit home that with leather and everything now I am no longer fully the man behind the curtain. More on this later though.

Leather was on display and felt all weekend. There were some negatives amid all the positive but the true light shown through. A leather experience that left it's mark most definitely.

This trip was the first for the House of Havoc. A lot of firsts.

Much was learned. Much was experienced. Much to digest still.