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Here to tantilize and create unique and interesting thoughts and comments through poetry, short story and my general Explicit nature.
Monday, December 26, 2016
Exactly: Lil Scrappy - No Problem (uncensored + video)
Still throwing it up for the ABM, X Men and Evil Inc.
The Movement: E-40 "SAVAGE" Feat. Jazzy Pha & B-Legit
Keeping the drink flowing. Liquor flow...on the roll.
Sunday, December 25, 2016
Christmas is Upon Me
This is one of the first times I have spent a quiet Christmas by myself in a very long time. The parental units are at the house and I have spent a few days here in Waterford. Just drinking, eating, writing and trying to figure out how to play the game second life.
There is concern from people that I am spending this day alone fully. That there is some form of depression or something I guess. I just don't want to be around the parental units, their daughter and whoever else will be over there so I am thankful for being able to hang out here.
It is not that I don't want to spend time with someone or don't enjoy myself. I would love to enjoy the day with someone who loves me and I loved. I miss the christmas' with my Chocolate Doll, no matter if it was just us or with other people involved.
I have enjoyed watching a bunch of Dr Who, kung fu and westerns these days. My ribs are seasoned and I am already into my 4th drink. Next up is putting the ribs on the grill and do the dressing shortly. Oh and more drinks of course.
Well, I hope everyone enjoys their Christmas and their gifts.
SALUD!!!
There is concern from people that I am spending this day alone fully. That there is some form of depression or something I guess. I just don't want to be around the parental units, their daughter and whoever else will be over there so I am thankful for being able to hang out here.
It is not that I don't want to spend time with someone or don't enjoy myself. I would love to enjoy the day with someone who loves me and I loved. I miss the christmas' with my Chocolate Doll, no matter if it was just us or with other people involved.
I have enjoyed watching a bunch of Dr Who, kung fu and westerns these days. My ribs are seasoned and I am already into my 4th drink. Next up is putting the ribs on the grill and do the dressing shortly. Oh and more drinks of course.
Well, I hope everyone enjoys their Christmas and their gifts.
SALUD!!!
Saturday, December 24, 2016
Friday, December 23, 2016
Hope and Poetry: Hope Still Breathes
Hope Still Breathes
It is good to smile
From interactions and
thoughts of you
To enjoy the
conversation
The showing of
Interest and
importance
Seemingly
Outdated and outlandish
things
To people these days
To delve
Into communicative delights
Shared experiences
Carnal desires
Make things more than
The usual just
bareable situation
Instead
I look forward to you
In every aspect
Every day and night
The test of time
Has been shattered
With the unexpected
That hated
relationship thing
These days
So
We maneuver
Oblivious to what
others do
Leave them to their
Running and hiding
Fear of intimacy with
another being
We embrace
Laugh and intwine
together
Throwbacks to a time
Where relationships
were
Wanted and less of
What is yours is mine
State of mind
A light in modern day
idiodicy
As I hold onto what
We share vigorously
I am merely thankful
For the reprieve
The last bastion in
relationship
Normalcy
You and me
From the
chocolatezeus collection 12/23/16 ©
Poetic Reality: Displaced Remnants
Displaced Remnants
A vision of you
permeates my mind
Thoughts of what ifs
and what I thought
Tattered ribbons
Of my heart and mind
Love, marriage and
life
That was the wishful
design
The prize
But it was met with
an oppositional divide
Defense mechanism or
fearful design
Your availability
screams
DENIED
Attempted relationship
An actual situation
ship
Glimpses of love, relation
and importance
All of them cremated
before
There was even a
chance to happen
Evidence in
Shown lack of
interest and importance
Inability to attend
to anything other than yourself
Anti-supportive and
giving
What started out as
The big bang theory
Transmuted and
fizzled to
A dying Duracell
A defibulator
Sparks and shock
needed
Otherwise
This telltale path
Is already apparently
Set
From the
chocolatezeus collection 12/23/16 ©
Wednesday, December 21, 2016
The Bourne Sanction
The week has been trying.
There continues to be some detrimental, personal reveals this week. Good to know where things stand as much as possible. And being able to see the facade of a former female was enlightening in all it's glory. lol
The parental units and their daughter need to be in the vacuum of space.
Yeah, it is the holiday. And in talking to little one I realize how important the holiday is for so many. And that there is concern for me since it has little meaning for me. I mean I am not married anymore so there is no one close like that for it to matter now. If someone achieved that then I will re-enter the realm of enjoying and being excited about the holidays. Otherwise I am Good.
The Rogue One: a star wars story, was alright. Nothing spectacular. Well, except the new fighters, ships, tank and stuff tech wise that was in it. It definitely is a one shot, stand alone movie that ends where Star Wars: A New Hope immediately begins.
It has definitely been intersting and given me even more to think about this week. Thinking man lives life very intricately.
Well...
The keys to arm everything are turned to the safety off position.
The red fire button is flashing at me with a great smile.
And I am hovering over that red button with glee since it has already been used clandestinely this year on a couple of people and things.
Enjoy your night.
There continues to be some detrimental, personal reveals this week. Good to know where things stand as much as possible. And being able to see the facade of a former female was enlightening in all it's glory. lol
The parental units and their daughter need to be in the vacuum of space.
Yeah, it is the holiday. And in talking to little one I realize how important the holiday is for so many. And that there is concern for me since it has little meaning for me. I mean I am not married anymore so there is no one close like that for it to matter now. If someone achieved that then I will re-enter the realm of enjoying and being excited about the holidays. Otherwise I am Good.
The Rogue One: a star wars story, was alright. Nothing spectacular. Well, except the new fighters, ships, tank and stuff tech wise that was in it. It definitely is a one shot, stand alone movie that ends where Star Wars: A New Hope immediately begins.
It has definitely been intersting and given me even more to think about this week. Thinking man lives life very intricately.
Well...
The keys to arm everything are turned to the safety off position.
The red fire button is flashing at me with a great smile.
And I am hovering over that red button with glee since it has already been used clandestinely this year on a couple of people and things.
Enjoy your night.
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