So they did blood lab work and injected me with my anthrax this morning.
Amazingly I got the results back a moment ago.
My diabetes is a little better.
Blood worst.
Some other stuff that I have is still worst.
And my cholesterol and stuff are lower than normal again.
So I will see the doctor next week and have him explain everything to me as always.
I will be glad when I can get back to the gym again. Still fucking strange to say regardless.
So good news basically.
Wednesday, April 20, 2016
Tuesday, April 19, 2016
Letter to You, Yes You
I opened up and gave you the impossible gift of my vulnerability. Expressed, showed and told you things that only the person in m inner samctum knows.
Trust was allowed with you, a female. Another astounding feat. But, it is what was called for.
From the moment I stopped fighting and made my decision to date you I saw past everything. The weirdness, the closed off, emotionless actions as well as the holy grail things.
Your vision is clouded in this fog of inability to believe. The fear of vulnerability. A loss of control and previous experiences.
You as a whole is what has been sought. Your passion, attentive, love and submission. And in this journey the struggle has been most evident. Your walls have been to the heavens and your deadly traps have been the deadliest.
So against my better judgement. I agreed with you to let time pass. So, maybe you could grow into and with me. As much as it caused me to lock up everything. It helped you a bit, just as you had said. At least to a point of considering something.
Never have I wanted or asked you to be anyone other than yourself. Even when it seemed that you were pushing me somewhere else. Or saying that there is someone better for me every now and then.
Still, I see the possibility and benefit if you choose to see it also, accept and feel it. That is a choice that you will have to make. Mine has been made and implemented in all aspects. The outcome lies with you now.
Connected of mindfucked. There are aspects here and there. The tendrils lay between us. Just not as strongly as either of us want it apparently. It is something that both of us have to do our part to make happen.
I wanted my woman, my companion and my submissive. All in one ultimate effect. And what I wanted with you is still there somewhere present. Ready if you are ever ready.
As we sit here in your time after time progression. I understand now only time will let you move forward and nothing else will help that. I am not full of patience. I know what I want and am willing to achieve it.
Until something happens I will be here like George Gervin.
Trust was allowed with you, a female. Another astounding feat. But, it is what was called for.
From the moment I stopped fighting and made my decision to date you I saw past everything. The weirdness, the closed off, emotionless actions as well as the holy grail things.
Your vision is clouded in this fog of inability to believe. The fear of vulnerability. A loss of control and previous experiences.
You as a whole is what has been sought. Your passion, attentive, love and submission. And in this journey the struggle has been most evident. Your walls have been to the heavens and your deadly traps have been the deadliest.
So against my better judgement. I agreed with you to let time pass. So, maybe you could grow into and with me. As much as it caused me to lock up everything. It helped you a bit, just as you had said. At least to a point of considering something.
Never have I wanted or asked you to be anyone other than yourself. Even when it seemed that you were pushing me somewhere else. Or saying that there is someone better for me every now and then.
Still, I see the possibility and benefit if you choose to see it also, accept and feel it. That is a choice that you will have to make. Mine has been made and implemented in all aspects. The outcome lies with you now.
Connected of mindfucked. There are aspects here and there. The tendrils lay between us. Just not as strongly as either of us want it apparently. It is something that both of us have to do our part to make happen.
I wanted my woman, my companion and my submissive. All in one ultimate effect. And what I wanted with you is still there somewhere present. Ready if you are ever ready.
As we sit here in your time after time progression. I understand now only time will let you move forward and nothing else will help that. I am not full of patience. I know what I want and am willing to achieve it.
Until something happens I will be here like George Gervin.
Monday, April 18, 2016
Your Submission to Me
When it comes to submitting to me it is not strictly about serving me. It is about the whole journey.
What do I mean?
Concern about your growth, learning and evolution is key and necessary for me.
It means that you have to want to, be open to and make the efforts to achieve the goals available.
How does this happen?
I challenge you to understand, feel and change To see where you are now and then see where you have gone to in the future. This is not an easy process. I have them fight me because they tell me that they dont' have the necessary mental Dominant connection that they need. Or that they are stuck on their previous relationships and want to apply everything they have experienced to me. in a negative way.
There are the ones that have invested feelings and emotions as a submissive and then there is the completely disconnect from emotions and feelings.
Each of the submissives and involvement with them has to be tailor made. Designed to see if it is going to work at all. So I have had to implement a time limit for things to work out. Check the progress of the submissives and attend to their needs.
Communicate with them daily in order to affect the proper attention that is required to them. From the micro managing aspect to just dealing with them concerning our dynamic and a few outside things and then just absolutely nothing concerning D/s at all basically. So the Gage is constantly on the move and adjusting.
So...
This thing is not about pussy or just you doing what I want. It is about a dynamic that has meaning and you have chosen to serve me as well understand my lead and goals that I have placed for us to seek.
If you are not feeling submission with me...then tell me.
If you are fighting against being submissive to me then...tell me and we can part ways.
If you want to be and be called my submissive then...open all of you, understand and make the efforts require to be.
D/s is not the easiest thing. And mistakes are made. Learning never stops. And there are bad times that go along with the good. But when you are dedicated, committed and focused.
D/s is a beautiful, wonderful and exemplary thing.
What do I mean?
Concern about your growth, learning and evolution is key and necessary for me.
It means that you have to want to, be open to and make the efforts to achieve the goals available.
How does this happen?
I challenge you to understand, feel and change To see where you are now and then see where you have gone to in the future. This is not an easy process. I have them fight me because they tell me that they dont' have the necessary mental Dominant connection that they need. Or that they are stuck on their previous relationships and want to apply everything they have experienced to me. in a negative way.
There are the ones that have invested feelings and emotions as a submissive and then there is the completely disconnect from emotions and feelings.
Each of the submissives and involvement with them has to be tailor made. Designed to see if it is going to work at all. So I have had to implement a time limit for things to work out. Check the progress of the submissives and attend to their needs.
Communicate with them daily in order to affect the proper attention that is required to them. From the micro managing aspect to just dealing with them concerning our dynamic and a few outside things and then just absolutely nothing concerning D/s at all basically. So the Gage is constantly on the move and adjusting.
So...
This thing is not about pussy or just you doing what I want. It is about a dynamic that has meaning and you have chosen to serve me as well understand my lead and goals that I have placed for us to seek.
If you are not feeling submission with me...then tell me.
If you are fighting against being submissive to me then...tell me and we can part ways.
If you want to be and be called my submissive then...open all of you, understand and make the efforts require to be.
D/s is not the easiest thing. And mistakes are made. Learning never stops. And there are bad times that go along with the good. But when you are dedicated, committed and focused.
D/s is a beautiful, wonderful and exemplary thing.
Sunday, April 17, 2016
Love Poetry: Results of Love: Tanjian Style
Results of Love: Tanjian Style
I fell in love with
you
The ultra-crazy and
weirdness
Combined with
The sexy chocolate
intelligence
In a blink of an eye
From strenuous
Analysis and
evaluation
I fell
Wanted
Wanting
Even through hell’s
kitchen
That lingering
remained
A tiny bit laid
beneath the
Fortress of solitude
I don’t begrudge
Or take back
My choice of
vulnerability
For unlike others
I take action
I looked past
The mote, walls and
labyrinth
Saw the things that
I want and needed
The things that are
not
Evident
Especially to you
Apparently
Instead the beat
remains
The beat of the
kokoro drum
As I the Tanjian
Remains
Encased in carbonite
Titanium expression
Dining upon
Your heart, soul and
blood
Love and passion
The train undone
Still the eye of
agomotto sees
The sight remains
Revealed to me
I am just keeping the
Bands of cytorrak in
place
Until and if
You actually
Choose to
Feel and see
It’s a Tanjian thing
From the
chocolatezeus collection 4/17/16 ©
Happiness is
With the questions, concerns and other things from individuals that have come my way. I figured it would be best to give the Big Evil understanding version.
So with the help of Bad vs Evil playing in the background. Just going to give you the blunt force trauma now.
My happiness is situational since I am an adult and have to handle responsibilities and more. My happiness is a part of my scale as a whole. A check and balance system. So yes, when it is way out of balance things reflect it fully.
The list of things that make me and keep me happy:
So with the help of Bad vs Evil playing in the background. Just going to give you the blunt force trauma now.
My happiness is situational since I am an adult and have to handle responsibilities and more. My happiness is a part of my scale as a whole. A check and balance system. So yes, when it is way out of balance things reflect it fully.
The list of things that make me and keep me happy:
- The Road Warrior Adventure
- lol the woman I love (yes this use to be first)
- travel
- sex, attention, passion
- traveling
- eating, drinking and good times
- my god daughter
Times change. People change. Even as I remain Bugs Bunny in King Arthur's court. (old school cartoons there for the younger ones). But regardless of the changes there is a frame work that remains in place for me.
lil red, little one, flower child and others have asked me if I am happy. I am fine is my answer. Maybe happiness will come again in time. If it doesn't then I will take the joys from the distant moments when they occur and then I will have more memories.
My happiness it not yours. Nor, it is something you will truly understand. Well everyone except Ru that is.
The last time I stayed happy was being married. Regardless of the ups and downs. Happiness was on deck.
Now my happiness is cherished when it happens, since it has been few and far in between.
But don't worry. I am not miserable or anything. It is like a flatline. No activity until necessary. And I will be returning to part of my happy balance when I am back to disappearing on my travel trips shortly. And it is time for the Road Warriors to get together before another benchmark event next year.
So, if you want me to be happy then set up your time to spend with me. LMFAO uh huh, I know better but I am just saying.
I have my destination list going and I have already enjoyed the places i have already been.
I am fine. So what does it take to make you happy?
Friday, April 15, 2016
I am the DISCLAIMER
So this will not be politically correct at all.
I am a man.
I am a Dominant.
I date. Doesn't mean I date everyone. And doesn't mean I fuck any pussy. Those that know me and have been with me will tell you how extra picky I am.
I am and believe in love and marriage. I have been happily married and would marry again if another miracle woman showed up.
I am loving and caring or you are just part of the environment when it comes to me.
Yes, I am emotionless currently unless it involves one individual for the most part.
With me you get what you give and according to your staion in my world.
There is only one person that knows me enough and is authorized to tell me about me. So if you attempt to act like you are Ru then I will resoond accordingly.
Statuses with go like this:
So...
I love, care and like to fuck and play. Or I just don't give a fuck and you don't ean a damn thing to me.
Your choice
Either way, I am real damn good!
I am a man.
I am a Dominant.
I date. Doesn't mean I date everyone. And doesn't mean I fuck any pussy. Those that know me and have been with me will tell you how extra picky I am.
I am and believe in love and marriage. I have been happily married and would marry again if another miracle woman showed up.
I am loving and caring or you are just part of the environment when it comes to me.
Yes, I am emotionless currently unless it involves one individual for the most part.
With me you get what you give and according to your staion in my world.
There is only one person that knows me enough and is authorized to tell me about me. So if you attempt to act like you are Ru then I will resoond accordingly.
Statuses with go like this:
- The inner sanctum
- Inner circle
- Outer circle
- Humans
I am direct and I move quickly with purpose and understanding.
I think constantly. Analysis and evaluations occur every second.
So...
I love, care and like to fuck and play. Or I just don't give a fuck and you don't ean a damn thing to me.
Your choice
Either way, I am real damn good!
Thursday, April 14, 2016
Defining Moments
I was talking to Cutie Pie last night and we were candid as usual since we have been talking. She asked me what type of Dominant am I? And I know the answers are varying for others from daddy dom and all the other labels.
I answered. I am just a Dominant. I have done well in striving to promote, encourage and grow my submissives. Providing structure, protocols, outlet and ability to focus on attainable changes and goals.
Looking back it is a far place from where I tried to start with lil red. The difficulties and things that wouldn't come together. With little one and the flower child it opened up other experiences. Gave way to applying who and what I am exponentially. And the things that I have gained and learned from those with lasting dynamics as well as my continue learning has developed into something for sure now. And I am thankful for that.
I had to realize that their submission is only capable of what they mentally can handle, will give and choose to be. Absolutely nothing more. So, I don't try to make them submissive. They have to already choose to be that to me. Some know their journey in that and others don't. lil red has her type of submission that she is still trying to define and tie in with me. little one works on her submission in conjunction with her poly lifestyle. And flower child works to learn a new understanding and role in her submission from what it use to be.
This is not originally what I wanted or looked for. I wanted just one submissive that could handle things and be the woman that I needed to be with and serve me. That started out with lil red. And due to circumstances just wasn't an interested position for her. So when she kept talking about little one and flower child interested at the time I was just like whatever. And then I decided to prove her right. I was wrong and not even interested in them in anything. But I decided to gain knowledge and learning from them. It led eventually from no interest at all to submissive undertakings.
lil red asked if I was happy. No, I am not. When I get a chance to enjoy a moment with her I will be in that moment. I will ride that happiness until we see each other annually. Happiness has become like a Halo construct. It is appreciate and taken instride when it is available. My happiness will be found shortly when I am back to my travel and time spent away with those that want to see me and places I will enjoy freely. Until those moments and the recipient of the journey join. I am merely the practical machine.
Cutie Pie and I discussed poly and relationships. Their meaning and applications.
Poly works one of two ways. It has all individuals involved fully and committed to the established relationship or it is a business like relationship decision of what is best possible joint venture. There are other variables like emotional attachment and love. In my case there has been some emotional attachment. But I also learned that with lil red there has to be limited to extremely little emotional attachment involved to allow her to be comfortable and interested. I wasn't use to turning the emotional attachment switch off when I was interested in someone unless they were never to be encountered again. For her it allowed her to be a step comfortable after all these years. little one and flower child need the aspect of emotional attachment to feel a more whole form of connection. And flower child I have been the life guard in her journey into exploring and understanding her emotional ability, skill and the need not to fear it.
Relationships are extremely tailored made. With little one and flower child I am always in contact with. We are engaged and I make sure things are running as smoothly as possible with health, life career and interests. lil red and I dont' do those things. She has had to decide to develop things herself first and foremost. lil red is not mentally connected like that. A work in progress or maybe something that will never be. Her time will show it in the end.
So when Cutie Pie and I were talking about the relationship I wanted for myself. I simply replied honestly.
I started out and sought one woman to be the all I needed. And it was possible and attainable. I choose lil red since she was the correct choice for that. But, the one thing I can't factor in is her wanting, seeing or being that to me.
Maybe only my wife was the only woman to be able to fulfill that role. But I know better. What I saw was simply the formula for success and an extraordinary thing. But I cannot make anyone feel, see, understand or accept anything.
So instead I have a poly relation where the females do their thing. My involvement is on a sliding scale accordingly. And it's position is definitely interesting. I am not out fucking everything like it is thought and believed. This wasn't about pussy. And yes it is not what I wanted and needed from the start. But I made the executive decision and adapted to this moment in time only.
Who knows. The three of them may be gone and unable to be with me. And I am not pissed and upset about that. As long as they didn't violate those sacred rules I have they are fine. I just want them to be better females, submissives and individuals than whenever we started. To have their experiences from interacting with me and move forward appropriately.
This may all blow up this summer and I will be the new Dominant that had the females with over decades of experience each no more. But, I will take it in stride. As I have already looked at the possibilities and realities in play and in mind.
So with all that said
Talking to Cutie Pie was fun as always. And I hope it allowed her to understand more and get closer. She is an interesting and unique type. Plus us newbies need to stick together right! lol
My positions on love, relations, relationships and D/s dynamics have all taken a drastic MasterChief type of restructuring. It has been an impact on the girls. There has been some unpleasantness and I think that some hasn't caught on to them yet.
But the MasterChief application of me is present. The cold, calculating man of action. Even though their words claimed they didn't want it this way. It is the only way that responses and achievement has been attained.
But hey the nice side is available for the right applicant!
lol Cutie Pie thanks again as always. The interactions are always interesting.
I answered. I am just a Dominant. I have done well in striving to promote, encourage and grow my submissives. Providing structure, protocols, outlet and ability to focus on attainable changes and goals.
Looking back it is a far place from where I tried to start with lil red. The difficulties and things that wouldn't come together. With little one and the flower child it opened up other experiences. Gave way to applying who and what I am exponentially. And the things that I have gained and learned from those with lasting dynamics as well as my continue learning has developed into something for sure now. And I am thankful for that.
I had to realize that their submission is only capable of what they mentally can handle, will give and choose to be. Absolutely nothing more. So, I don't try to make them submissive. They have to already choose to be that to me. Some know their journey in that and others don't. lil red has her type of submission that she is still trying to define and tie in with me. little one works on her submission in conjunction with her poly lifestyle. And flower child works to learn a new understanding and role in her submission from what it use to be.
This is not originally what I wanted or looked for. I wanted just one submissive that could handle things and be the woman that I needed to be with and serve me. That started out with lil red. And due to circumstances just wasn't an interested position for her. So when she kept talking about little one and flower child interested at the time I was just like whatever. And then I decided to prove her right. I was wrong and not even interested in them in anything. But I decided to gain knowledge and learning from them. It led eventually from no interest at all to submissive undertakings.
lil red asked if I was happy. No, I am not. When I get a chance to enjoy a moment with her I will be in that moment. I will ride that happiness until we see each other annually. Happiness has become like a Halo construct. It is appreciate and taken instride when it is available. My happiness will be found shortly when I am back to my travel and time spent away with those that want to see me and places I will enjoy freely. Until those moments and the recipient of the journey join. I am merely the practical machine.
Cutie Pie and I discussed poly and relationships. Their meaning and applications.
Poly works one of two ways. It has all individuals involved fully and committed to the established relationship or it is a business like relationship decision of what is best possible joint venture. There are other variables like emotional attachment and love. In my case there has been some emotional attachment. But I also learned that with lil red there has to be limited to extremely little emotional attachment involved to allow her to be comfortable and interested. I wasn't use to turning the emotional attachment switch off when I was interested in someone unless they were never to be encountered again. For her it allowed her to be a step comfortable after all these years. little one and flower child need the aspect of emotional attachment to feel a more whole form of connection. And flower child I have been the life guard in her journey into exploring and understanding her emotional ability, skill and the need not to fear it.
Relationships are extremely tailored made. With little one and flower child I am always in contact with. We are engaged and I make sure things are running as smoothly as possible with health, life career and interests. lil red and I dont' do those things. She has had to decide to develop things herself first and foremost. lil red is not mentally connected like that. A work in progress or maybe something that will never be. Her time will show it in the end.
So when Cutie Pie and I were talking about the relationship I wanted for myself. I simply replied honestly.
I started out and sought one woman to be the all I needed. And it was possible and attainable. I choose lil red since she was the correct choice for that. But, the one thing I can't factor in is her wanting, seeing or being that to me.
Maybe only my wife was the only woman to be able to fulfill that role. But I know better. What I saw was simply the formula for success and an extraordinary thing. But I cannot make anyone feel, see, understand or accept anything.
So instead I have a poly relation where the females do their thing. My involvement is on a sliding scale accordingly. And it's position is definitely interesting. I am not out fucking everything like it is thought and believed. This wasn't about pussy. And yes it is not what I wanted and needed from the start. But I made the executive decision and adapted to this moment in time only.
Who knows. The three of them may be gone and unable to be with me. And I am not pissed and upset about that. As long as they didn't violate those sacred rules I have they are fine. I just want them to be better females, submissives and individuals than whenever we started. To have their experiences from interacting with me and move forward appropriately.
This may all blow up this summer and I will be the new Dominant that had the females with over decades of experience each no more. But, I will take it in stride. As I have already looked at the possibilities and realities in play and in mind.
So with all that said
Talking to Cutie Pie was fun as always. And I hope it allowed her to understand more and get closer. She is an interesting and unique type. Plus us newbies need to stick together right! lol
My positions on love, relations, relationships and D/s dynamics have all taken a drastic MasterChief type of restructuring. It has been an impact on the girls. There has been some unpleasantness and I think that some hasn't caught on to them yet.
But the MasterChief application of me is present. The cold, calculating man of action. Even though their words claimed they didn't want it this way. It is the only way that responses and achievement has been attained.
But hey the nice side is available for the right applicant!
lol Cutie Pie thanks again as always. The interactions are always interesting.
Poetic Moment: OUr Scorecard Reviewed
Our Scorecard Reviewed
Emotionless
I present to you
What wants and
comforts you
The shell of design
The empty heart and
mind
It is what you asked
of me
What comforts you
Pristine disconnects
Engraved in what is
best
Well, what is seen as
best
As feelings remain at
rest
Intimacy left only to
Superficial and
momentary
Temporal effects
Neurons no longer
connect
Long term memory
The only thing that
remembers
Resemblences of times
Of intwined
Me and you
Then I squint my eyes
Wondering if there
ever truly was
An emotional meeting
A feeling that was
more than
Good times
Fucking and fleeting
Damn
Will I even remember
you
You chose
I agreed with those
Counter balanced
relation cues
The moment the music
stopped
The heart turned cold
Love went from
Red hot to black and
blue
Revealed
Relationship
Played out like an
Episode of Doom
From the
chocolatezeus collection 4/14/16 ©
Poetry: Unclaimed Baggage
Unclaimed Baggage
In fleeting moments
You remember me
Claim I am the man
you
Love and are dating
As we look into the
Distorted circus
house of mirrors
Head turned to the
side
Revealing
The disenfranchised
Relation that we are
living
With limited access
Brokered feelings and
affect
Seems like the
delivery
The bond broken
Collapsed in your
labyrinth
Is where we seem to
be
Denizens of the
fallacy
As we dance the clown
dance
Of this balsa wood
type
Relationship insanity
I agreed
So I am also at fault
In this thing
No emotions
No feeling
Just the
Emotionless
Lustful snippets
Of this prorated
Union
Passports collected
As TSA recheck
Fails to reveal
As we fight the
Feelings
Want and ideals
Unopen
Unwanted
We are left
Spinning around the
Carousel
From the
chocolatezeus collection 4/14/16 ©
Tuesday, April 12, 2016
Sometimes...
There are a few times I wish I had a woman to spend time with. Then I realize the truth and have to amend that to...I wish for a few times of interest and time spent a year at least.
But it is all good. Quality once in a blue moon is alright. Just time to adjust back even further to balance it all out.
lil red asked if I was happy. No, I am not. I am fine. I have returned to the armored Titan that I should have been instead of allowing feelings and emotions.
They are all comfortable in their places and happy and growing in whatever way they are looking at. I am glad for them. They are in places they weren't when they met me so they have plenty to feel good and happy about.
The Nemesis Enforcer has now been fully relinquished after this talk tonight.
Just the application of Doomsday Apocalypse meets Darkseid remains.
Such glorious things. Such glorious things.
Spec Ops time! Well, if you didn't realize it had already started. There is nothing else I can say.
*snicker*
But it is all good. Quality once in a blue moon is alright. Just time to adjust back even further to balance it all out.
lil red asked if I was happy. No, I am not. I am fine. I have returned to the armored Titan that I should have been instead of allowing feelings and emotions.
They are all comfortable in their places and happy and growing in whatever way they are looking at. I am glad for them. They are in places they weren't when they met me so they have plenty to feel good and happy about.
The Nemesis Enforcer has now been fully relinquished after this talk tonight.
Just the application of Doomsday Apocalypse meets Darkseid remains.
Such glorious things. Such glorious things.
Spec Ops time! Well, if you didn't realize it had already started. There is nothing else I can say.
*snicker*
Poetry of the Moment: Out of Time
Out of Time
I already know
Even though you say
You are mine
That it is merely
A spec of sand in the
Hourglass of time
As time is your
Alpha and omega
And you it’s pi and
prime
I understand that
We are merely renting
Within only these
moments in time
No future defined
Nothing to
predetermine
Our currency
Is the current
situation
Our relationship
Unparalleled algorithm
Disjointed and
disfigured
Until absolution
Time
The ultimate winner
I hear the chants for
a miracle
One of them is even
mine
Then I sit back and
recline
Just making the most
And the best
Out of this borrowed
time
You and I
Integrated currently
in our timeline
Until the time cop
appears
And says
Out of time
From the
chocolatezeus collection 4/12/16 ©
Time is a Flying
I talked to my Ru Ru. Back from her birthday celebration at the aries bash in atlanta. So, yes I got to enjoy her patented adventures. It is what I live for these days and like always. lol
So yeah the fucktastic adventures of life unscripted were revealed to me once again. And I enjoyed every minute of it. Of course I got the usual "I want to enjoy some adventures too" speech from her. But hey what can I say? My life is boring. All I had to tell her about was the dating mess and the stuff that the sister has said out the blue lately.
Gamma energy went off the charts a bit ago. So, yeah I am there in full ABM.
When people look and see my lack of interest, desire and all that. They feel some kind of way. But it's ok. It is merely adaptoid technology. When you are in the right place then it will adapt to what you bring to the table.
But anyway I had to realize when Ru was talking about she will be 40 next year. I was like damn, I have known her that damn long. The last major birthday I had with her was her epic 30th birthday. That right there was off the chain. One to add to the ultra history books of the Road Warriors: Life Unscripted adventure. So, I told her that I am celebrating with her no matter what. Even it means hanging out after and before her fuckfestival activities. She said that it wasn't going to be like that. But I know better. Between her and red I know the fucktastic chicks personally. Either way and epic 40th birthday for her will be made. And maybe this time I will find someone to roll with me and I get a chance to enjoy as well. *yeah right! gtfoh* No females are going to go be with me and be my play thing. oh well. I will be entertained.
I had them chuckling at the shop when I said that the girls said that I should get a girlfriend so they are not overwhelmed, thrown off and don't have to get even more emotionally protective. What can I say? I am a difficult, evil, motherfucking asshole.
Who knows. Maybe the whole project needs to be scrapped and I just say fuck it all!
Enjoy your tuesday. I am already drinking and ahead of you. So catch up or fall back. The choice is yours! Even though I pretty much know what you are going to do anyway. lol
So yeah the fucktastic adventures of life unscripted were revealed to me once again. And I enjoyed every minute of it. Of course I got the usual "I want to enjoy some adventures too" speech from her. But hey what can I say? My life is boring. All I had to tell her about was the dating mess and the stuff that the sister has said out the blue lately.
Gamma energy went off the charts a bit ago. So, yeah I am there in full ABM.
When people look and see my lack of interest, desire and all that. They feel some kind of way. But it's ok. It is merely adaptoid technology. When you are in the right place then it will adapt to what you bring to the table.
But anyway I had to realize when Ru was talking about she will be 40 next year. I was like damn, I have known her that damn long. The last major birthday I had with her was her epic 30th birthday. That right there was off the chain. One to add to the ultra history books of the Road Warriors: Life Unscripted adventure. So, I told her that I am celebrating with her no matter what. Even it means hanging out after and before her fuckfestival activities. She said that it wasn't going to be like that. But I know better. Between her and red I know the fucktastic chicks personally. Either way and epic 40th birthday for her will be made. And maybe this time I will find someone to roll with me and I get a chance to enjoy as well. *yeah right! gtfoh* No females are going to go be with me and be my play thing. oh well. I will be entertained.
I had them chuckling at the shop when I said that the girls said that I should get a girlfriend so they are not overwhelmed, thrown off and don't have to get even more emotionally protective. What can I say? I am a difficult, evil, motherfucking asshole.
Who knows. Maybe the whole project needs to be scrapped and I just say fuck it all!
Enjoy your tuesday. I am already drinking and ahead of you. So catch up or fall back. The choice is yours! Even though I pretty much know what you are going to do anyway. lol
Sunday, April 10, 2016
Singing Good Times, Good Times
Singing Good Times, Good Times
Laughter rings like
church bells
Hearty laughs and
silliness
Prevails
Discussions with Big
T
About twin monkey
bitch activities
Or the white guy
belting out Motown tunes
And skinny dipping
depravity
Mixed in with
electric bull riding stuck in the corner
Absurdity
Rolling with Big
Donnie
Stand up comedy
routines
White woman with a
lit cigarette, oxygen tank and drink
The original type of
comedy
And what can I say
The episodes with my
Ru Ru
Are still cream of
the crop things
Making the porn star
man see
Blue moons, pink
elephants and black stars
The bbw stripper
With the fake eyelash
in the middle of her forehead
Then the guys she has
fucked to sleep
Yeah Life Unscripted
is just
PRICELESS
Can go on and on
But there are too
many for
This damn poem
So laugh with me
Or laugh at it
Either the shit is
still funny
Forever and on
From the
chocolatezeus collection 4/10/16 ©
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