You tell me so much
claim to speak your heart
your soul cold and dark
that's right
I see right through you
your mad
upset that
you can't control me
tell me what you want me to do
destined to fail
you failed the moment
you thought you could
change me
loved you
inspite of you
because of you
without you
with your man
your husband
even alone
still you couldn't
grasp the strength of
purpose I brought
mad because
you didn't act
wouldn't act
sat back
now you look back
curse me
for I opened you
your heart and soul
mine alone
hatred welled up inside you
because you waited too long
a waste
naw
just doing it
your
retarded
way
from the chocolatezeus collection (c)
Here to tantilize and create unique and interesting thoughts and comments through poetry, short story and my general Explicit nature.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Friday, November 05, 2010
The Folly of the Melting Pot

We live in the United States of America.
The Melting Pot.
But it seems like the pot has been corrupted thoroughly.
Our nations language has become second or third to other languages. Which is totally ridiculous. Every other country on the planet forces you to speak their language except for us. As we cater to everybody and everything.
People from other countries getting loans and health care and monetary funding that is not even an option for american citizens.
If we look at the Katrina episode. We go around the globe lending aid to everyone. Where was the aid for the country that does the most on the planet? All the claims of we will send aid. And I don't recall seeing anything coming to help those people.
America the mighty fell to the watering down of catering to the world.
You can't have sense of pride and conviction when you work hard and are a citizen and everyone not from your country gets everything to get a better start than you ever have.
We need to get back to helping our own first and foremost. Just like every country we help and let their citizens come here.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Aphrodite Strain

I shake my head
sadded at your confusion
dumbfounded by your choices
you had me
I stood by your side
through everything
all you had to do was
take a step forward
be with me
Instead
the defenses remained
determined to stop
world war three from happening
the whole while
telling me how your love for me
was there plain as day
blocking our own destiny
friends you want to be
get all the things I give lovingly
while you push me away
fighting your feelings
I watch
as you do all the things
you should have done with me
with everyone else
after me
Priceless
showing me
the true definition of you
flawed goddess
unable to be
I shake my head
saddened
but this is what you wanted
how you wanted it to be
from the chocolatezeus collection (c)
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Your Way Is Bullshit
In dealing with chicks I have been accomodating and supportive. But why waste time and energy when its just a matter of things must be their way and about them?
The answer.
There is no need to do so.
Loving a woman completely no matter what is a travesty. Because when they are in a fucked up marriage and or relationship and you support, love them completely anyway. It becomes irrelevant when they finally see the light and get out of their mess and you are still waiting there for them.
Dont' tell me about love. I am love. I give love. My love is the pure strength. That's why you want to marry me, be with me.
I was there when you were with someone. When I am with someone its a BIG problem. Funny how selfishly things turn as usual. I guess that is why your love is questioned. Why you can't be trusted.
Edification of our relationship has taken route.
The answer.
There is no need to do so.
Loving a woman completely no matter what is a travesty. Because when they are in a fucked up marriage and or relationship and you support, love them completely anyway. It becomes irrelevant when they finally see the light and get out of their mess and you are still waiting there for them.
Dont' tell me about love. I am love. I give love. My love is the pure strength. That's why you want to marry me, be with me.
I was there when you were with someone. When I am with someone its a BIG problem. Funny how selfishly things turn as usual. I guess that is why your love is questioned. Why you can't be trusted.
Edification of our relationship has taken route.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Laughter At Your Love
Funny how women want to quickly run to being friends when things don't go their way. Or how they don't step up but its always a man's fault. Stop being passive aggressive and go after what you want. There are only about half a percent of women on the planet that comprehend and can do that.
They tend to not be able to handle true love and affection. Unless they dilute it and change it into their image.
All the craziness that men adn women do when they could just be real and go for what they want and it would make things so much more damn simple.
They tend to not be able to handle true love and affection. Unless they dilute it and change it into their image.
All the craziness that men adn women do when they could just be real and go for what they want and it would make things so much more damn simple.
Monday, January 25, 2010
Death to Fucking Virgins PSA
I have to say that virgins are the worst plague to normal society. they should be quarintined so they don't spread their weakening infection.
If you want to be their first. Then break them bitches and ship em off somewhere.
Crazy psycho bitch from johnson c smith as usual shows her true self. That she don't have no damn clue.
Virgins are confused and fucked in the head. Please make sure to keep them on their own planet so they can all be fucked in the head together. don't know what to do with themselves.
If you suck dick. Bitch, your not a virgin. Stick some dick in the pussy and stop half stepping.
thank god for getting rid of virgin bitches
If you want to be their first. Then break them bitches and ship em off somewhere.
Crazy psycho bitch from johnson c smith as usual shows her true self. That she don't have no damn clue.
Virgins are confused and fucked in the head. Please make sure to keep them on their own planet so they can all be fucked in the head together. don't know what to do with themselves.
If you suck dick. Bitch, your not a virgin. Stick some dick in the pussy and stop half stepping.
thank god for getting rid of virgin bitches
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sherry Palmer from 24
ACS Inc. The Worst Fucking Place Ever
I worked at this worthless place. Held on to to workign there way longer than I should have.
I should have left there a month ahead of time. when everyone else started quitting. hell these motherfuckers took our lunches and breaks from us. Gave us two slices of pizza and that was it and we had to stay at our desks.
Call volume was down until they send people home and the rest of us have to take the calls that came in after they left.
Then this cracker bitch decides she wants to get loud with me when I am doing my job and about being 5 inutes late from break. Fuck that hoe and her fucking bitch husband if the panty wearing punk has something to say. This sherri mcclannahan bitch can suck my dick since the cracker is scared of black men.
This organization is a sack of lying bullshit.
Their sprint campaign is not even paying their workers. the spanish people walked out.
They make all thsi money and can't even support the people they employee.
They claim to train you then contradict all their training and stuff with bullshit.
Lies occur constantly. Especially when they lay you off, fire you or whatever lie they want to claim.
And the funniest thing is they contacted a guy that I was in class with and had already quit to ask what I spoke to him about concerning this bullshit with this company. These motherfuckers found his number on file with the compnay and called him about a general convo that was made on facebook.
fuck ACS aka applied computer services aka bullshit Inc
fuck that cracka bitch sherri mcclanna bitch
And if you work there keep your gun and knife on you because barnie fife and the rest of the bitchs will have you in trouble. Protect yourself
I should have left there a month ahead of time. when everyone else started quitting. hell these motherfuckers took our lunches and breaks from us. Gave us two slices of pizza and that was it and we had to stay at our desks.
Call volume was down until they send people home and the rest of us have to take the calls that came in after they left.
Then this cracker bitch decides she wants to get loud with me when I am doing my job and about being 5 inutes late from break. Fuck that hoe and her fucking bitch husband if the panty wearing punk has something to say. This sherri mcclannahan bitch can suck my dick since the cracker is scared of black men.
This organization is a sack of lying bullshit.
Their sprint campaign is not even paying their workers. the spanish people walked out.
They make all thsi money and can't even support the people they employee.
They claim to train you then contradict all their training and stuff with bullshit.
Lies occur constantly. Especially when they lay you off, fire you or whatever lie they want to claim.
And the funniest thing is they contacted a guy that I was in class with and had already quit to ask what I spoke to him about concerning this bullshit with this company. These motherfuckers found his number on file with the compnay and called him about a general convo that was made on facebook.
fuck ACS aka applied computer services aka bullshit Inc
fuck that cracka bitch sherri mcclanna bitch
And if you work there keep your gun and knife on you because barnie fife and the rest of the bitchs will have you in trouble. Protect yourself
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Laughing at Women past
Its funny how when I was there and doing everything I could to make them happy and show my desire for them that they took me for granted.
Monkey ass big head basically said I was the bane of her existence and caused her untold pain and despair. But she dated someone that really, really was in the lifestyle after me. I guess it didn't help that I got married after dealing with her like all the other guys she dated.
Crazy ass got herself a boyfriend or friend as she calls him half the time. I shake my head and have to laugh. Hell, she got him because she wanted something to do. Like so many women she conned herself into a replacement for what she wanted and needed. Settled for whatever basically as usual. She never stepped up to the plate and made excuses with me. But now she got her friend she goes places, buys things and does things for him. Funny to me. When I was sticking my neck out and everything, I wasn't getting nothing near that.
EC ex hits me up once in a while on messenger. Married to the muthafucka I will kill along with the tx monkey bitch if I ever cross paths with them again. How do you stay with someone you know is with others and you haven't had sex with him in years. That is just ludicrous to me.
And the rest are too ashamed and know that they fucked it all up. Theiving bitch and all.
The idiosyncracies of the past.
Still laughing.
Monkey ass big head basically said I was the bane of her existence and caused her untold pain and despair. But she dated someone that really, really was in the lifestyle after me. I guess it didn't help that I got married after dealing with her like all the other guys she dated.
Crazy ass got herself a boyfriend or friend as she calls him half the time. I shake my head and have to laugh. Hell, she got him because she wanted something to do. Like so many women she conned herself into a replacement for what she wanted and needed. Settled for whatever basically as usual. She never stepped up to the plate and made excuses with me. But now she got her friend she goes places, buys things and does things for him. Funny to me. When I was sticking my neck out and everything, I wasn't getting nothing near that.
EC ex hits me up once in a while on messenger. Married to the muthafucka I will kill along with the tx monkey bitch if I ever cross paths with them again. How do you stay with someone you know is with others and you haven't had sex with him in years. That is just ludicrous to me.
And the rest are too ashamed and know that they fucked it all up. Theiving bitch and all.
The idiosyncracies of the past.
Still laughing.
Thursday, December 03, 2009
The Joke of the Strong Independent Woman
You here chicks constantly claim how they are such a strong independent woman. Most of the time its a black woman unfortunately.
Lets be for real.
If they really were a strong independent woman then they wouldn't have to announce it. Or constantly reiterate it.
The chicks that do this are fooling themselves.
We have all met these monkeys. Trying to prove themselves to you as well as themselves. Spurred on by songs by Heyonce and other monkeys. They adopt the musical hooks as war crys and keep the facade going on.
The same ones that complain that men are scared of them because of their jobs, money, power and influence. That is straight bullshit. These monkey bitches don't have a personality or poise to find a man. That is the real deal.
Lets be for real.
If they really were a strong independent woman then they wouldn't have to announce it. Or constantly reiterate it.
The chicks that do this are fooling themselves.
We have all met these monkeys. Trying to prove themselves to you as well as themselves. Spurred on by songs by Heyonce and other monkeys. They adopt the musical hooks as war crys and keep the facade going on.
The same ones that complain that men are scared of them because of their jobs, money, power and influence. That is straight bullshit. These monkey bitches don't have a personality or poise to find a man. That is the real deal.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Looking Back at LovingLife
It was funny when I looked at how shady she was.
How she tried to claim this and that about me.
Now she is all into monogamy. Hilarious.
Angry because she wouldn't step up to the plate and be woman enough to get what she wanted.
Now I look at it and say thank you. Because obviously she wasn't and isn't ready for anything.
Funny how love makes things happen.
She was always so busy trying to be the savior for everyone else. But she couldnt' save herself. Decided on a boyfriend basically to have something to do since she didn't have me her way. And she got what she wanted. Sometimes she calls him her boyfriend, other times friend. That pretty much sums it up.
But hey people do their own thing.
Just realized a long time ago. Without trust there is nothing. So there was nothing anymore.
Can't give up all of yourself when the other side is sitting behind their glass taking and not wanting to give up any of themselves.
just hilarious.
WTH?



Now white women have always been skinny and not that shapely. So what the hell is in the food and water that has them looking like black women?
Everyday I look while I am out and see white women with round asses more and more. Now I know Ice T has his girl Coco. And she fine. But all these chicks can't have had surgery and stuff to look like this.
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Stupid Is As Stupid Does
Many women excel at this annoying trait. The ability to be stupid and not learn from the retarded things they do. many times we need to just punch them into opening their eyes and mind.
The keys:
If you can't handle your own finances and business? Why would you think that some man is going to take care of your worthless ass? Looking for someone to rescue you when you have nothing to offer or are able to do.
But the thing that is really stupid is that you be there for a bitch and she got to act all damn simple. Wanting to tell you about how you say things, what you say and what you have done. What the fuck is her issue? Its that she is insecure in able to being her damn self. Defined and controlled by everyone else.
Especially these chicks that have been married and think that they need to take their marriage failure out on men and everyone else.
Not use to a man being a man. Only able to deal with someone that is going fuck up their ass.
Tell you what.
Help us all out and
as you people say
KICK ROCKS!!!
The keys:
- be your damn self and no one else
- learn from the mistakes instead of continuing them
- stop blaming anyone other than you
- your girlfriends, family and others don't care about you like that
- make your own decisions
If you can't handle your own finances and business? Why would you think that some man is going to take care of your worthless ass? Looking for someone to rescue you when you have nothing to offer or are able to do.
But the thing that is really stupid is that you be there for a bitch and she got to act all damn simple. Wanting to tell you about how you say things, what you say and what you have done. What the fuck is her issue? Its that she is insecure in able to being her damn self. Defined and controlled by everyone else.
Especially these chicks that have been married and think that they need to take their marriage failure out on men and everyone else.
Not use to a man being a man. Only able to deal with someone that is going fuck up their ass.
Tell you what.
Help us all out and
as you people say
KICK ROCKS!!!
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