Knowing Me

The Things You SHOULD know

My choice never random
Keeping things from being overly demanding
Know that by your side I will always stand in
Through the fighting, biting, I am still here by your side

I am beyond that Ride or Die
You got the T Rex at your side
Holding you when you need to cry
Cracking heads for your pride and life

You and my child I protect like a beast from the wild
Yeah its insane
But reality is the only important thing
I do what I do because I am the man
The one that opened up and gave you him

Mistakes I may continue to pay for
But eventually even those will completely fall off
Just not going to let them break me down
Hold me down with the chains
I got enough that stays on my brain

My fire, flares like a blazing Nova
Whether anger or passion
Molten flowing over
Uncontrollable, unstoppable passion
Yeah that what I got for my peoples

At time completely irrational
Copping that ethereal road man
The black Stunt man
Fighting for the 6 million dollar plans
Because I have went past that 6 million dollar man

Rebuilding
Working out and on my plans
Got my core plan and making it stand
On that deep dark grind
Backed by the invisible hands

You think you know
Think you seen all about me
Question is
Do you know your role
Do you know the true essence of me
This man

Here’s what you need to know

God fearing is who I am
Intelligent, hard working black man
Passion led, inspired embodiment of man
Growling, protector of those in my personal family plan
Soldier smiting those enemies in our way
Field general plotting and planning the future today

So now you know
Know your role
Understand and be your part in this world


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/13/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Longing For A New Us

Looking into your eyes
Knowing that this is all about
The deepness in our lives

Oh the soft color of your eyes
Keeps me giddy
Heart silently mesmerized

You don’t know how much I want
Wanting a reprise
A break
To regain what is mine

True love already embraced
No longer wasting time
Denial a death sentence crime
One that I refuse to sign
I already did my time for my past crimes

Looking into our hearts
It is us that we find
The enemy within is mine
Needing you as my only ally

We wouldn’t be here in any event
If we didn’t have this union
Just wanting to

Move to ONE from TWO


From the Chocolatezeus collection 10/2/06 ©

Ready for the Zone?

Zoned Out

Everything is calling me
I am in the zone

I can’t hear the voices from their pratter
Clogging my mind with confusing chatter
Some things do
Others don’t’ matter

Swing batter, batter
Separating the complex highway of informative matter
Reversed style of the misunderstood hatters
For I am the only mad hatter here

Back and forth
Head bouncing
Beat banging
Body rocking

Everything is calling me
But I am here to enjoy being me
I am in the zone

Don’t need a crew I roll alone
Me and my unknown tone
Most don’t know how happy I roam
But hell they aint in my zone

Smiling cause I enjoy this life on loan
Traveling around to keep my mind fully on roam
Disallowing others to make this a crumple zone
Happily, fully entrenched in my zone

Come here lets keep it warm
Fully embrace this storm
The Zone is HOME

From the Chocolatezeus collection 9/10/06 ©

Ready to Blast!

The Blast

You grab me
Show me that you want it

As I toss you down to give you that wish
Lick after lick
All you feel is the fire from my tongue and lips
Your clit pulsating to the beat of my tenderness

Tongue gaining entrance to your wetness
Deeper and deeper
It presses it
Liking around
Swirling and twirling

Letting your juices build up over those lips rim
Your wetness no longer a stream
Only the water fall can be seen
As my tongue does its figure eights along your clits outlining

Grabbing your clit with warmth and wetness
Your pussy quivering with it’s acceptance
Begging for more
Not wanting to lose control

I feel you move
Trying to turn and roll
Too bad baby because I am not done with you though

First nut
Second nut
Damn theres more
I don’t want to keep cumming anymore
I am out of control
That is all you can think
Nothing more

Stop! Stop!
You scream at me
The explosions gathering speed
My tongue flickering and licking with a soft fiery gentle speed

Splash
Splash

There you go
The squirting begins
The ending I needed is here

From the Chocolatezeus collection 9/19/06 ©

Revised Insanity

Are these insane things you do
Ways to get my attention
To keep me worth mention
Push the others out of contention

Sarcasm
Biting criticism
Drama induced catyclisms

Seemingly standard issue
Inflamed heart tissue
Repeated irrational issues
Just more of the catrosphy continues

Just address the truth
You love me
You truly do
Because I love you too

Still that doesn't make the crazy things subdued
Just simply revise you
For I have revamped me

Right now though
Lets just stop
End
Continue to deny the insanity

I have already


From the chocolatezeus collection (c) 8/29/06

Release of the Titans

Time To Time Again

Captured among life’s buffeting waves
Tossed and turned within it’s frothy fray
Blessed, cursed day to day
Supposedly karma ingested into the game
Though regardless results may yield the same

Tendered resignation to repeated confrontations
Wonderment concerning life’s station
Appeasement leading to internal disassociation

Sought
Longing for Atonement
The recapture of a few brief moments
To simply turn the hands of events
To alter the present

Importance of whats left, most prevalent
Looking towards the mark that will be left
How everything will be all that we represent
In the end of our lifes full effects
Left behind our simple past
Nothingness


From the Chocolatezeus collection 8/2/06 ©

Timing

Throw That D

I came here to Miami to party and have fun
Down with my gurls and we are about to get it on
One man, three women in one fly ride
Heading out to Luke’s for that night club time
Who knows what we will get into and find

Three women all damn fine
With my handsome behind
Niggas, chicks all checking out our entrance
The south definitely represent

The girls heading to watch the strippers throw that dick
I am heading to watch the chicks do some naked tricks
The club got everyone hot as shit
Women ready to get their pussy licked
And fellas ready with dick to hit
That Sex Foam got us all lit

My gurls finding me on the dance floor
Moving the chick I am with out the way
Dancing around me like a sex storm
Thick, athletic and voluptuous surrounding me
A plethora of ecstasy

Feeling all that booty grinding on me
Got me hard and breathing
Hands caressing me freely
They know what they do to me
I am not just their security

A fella grabbing Athletic
Another grabbing Thick
I continue grinding with Voluptuous

We work it
Twerk it
As she turns around to slip a hand in and give me a grin
Whispering that this is only the beginning
A soft squeeze followed by smooth strokes is how it all happened

Athletic returns to take her turn
Working her lithe form in-between
She fits like a closed seam
Dancing real nasty all over me
Putting on a show for all to see

As she works her booty on me
I get to feel her hand grabbing me
Pulsating in her hand happily
My eyes close momentarily
Enjoying the pleasure of that hand knead

Thick taking her turn at it
Facing me with her hands around my neck
Breasts meeting my face firmly
Tongue flick to a thick nipple received
Her body responding completely with a shudder that only I could see

Hands leaving my neck to simply cup me
Both hands working feverishly
Pumping and stroking me openly
She got me with some pre cream

Looking in my eyes with that lustful sheen
My body on fire
Ready to blaze into an inferno
Before I know it
Lights come on
Time to go

Security has its privileges obviously though.


From the Chocolatezeus collection 8/1/06 ©

From the Heart...The Apology

I Apologize: Beefie


My words and thoughts ones of hurt, pain and anger
Reaching out to attack you
To tarnish you, your heart and your reputation
Everyone chimed in like they understood where we had been
Or what we have been feeling or given

See I wrote what I did because of my anger and contempt
Regardless of the facts and fiction
No one could understand what we had been given
The episodes and things that we have been through
NO ONE knew or understood our issues
First and foremost me and you

So I 0ffer my apology
Knowing how badly I fucked it all up
See it matters not what others think and see
Just the wrong that I have brought to the scene
That I have made you this enemy unseen

My heart fell beyond me
Far to depths unseen
When you told me what was misread and said
I just couldn’t be left unsaid, that they have no clue to what I mean

So I Apologize for the views I put in their eyes

Damn the tears I cried
Knowing that this wasn’t what I laid my pride in
My heart, my eyes
On fire because of the hatred writes
The unfortunate ties that came outright

They don’t know what it is all about
Merely what they inferred from my words

I Apologize for their interpretation of you
From the Chocolatezeus collection ©

Roaring Into Emptiness

Truth Over Attitude

Funny how woman roars about non commitment and more
How the voice boisterous about men aren’t up to par

Then you turn on the light upon their lives
See them run from the examination
Showing their selfish determination
Giving you the true understanding that they don’t want commitment
Just something for the moment

Things within their little mold
Because they can’t have their precious WORLD unfold
They busted ass friends
Their lack of attention
Wrongful understanding

Stuck on stupid they remain
Caught in this insane pseudo understanding of things
Thinking that they have the insight on things
When in reality they don’t even come close to things being known
Just blowing in the wind all alone

Quick to claim BITCH mode
Oblivious to the truth within their soul
That they wish the same things I do
The companionship from one another
That need for a comforting tone
Not the need to be stuck alone

My hands held out
A peace offering to atone for what has gone on
Let’s lay it all down
Both take up our crowns
Reign over OUR realms

For the future is what we have found
Now we simply have to hold it down
Fight against the oppressing elements
Combating their mere irrelevance
We are not down for settling

The truth has shown upon our home
Time to step into the rays of reality
Bask in the enjoyment of our finality
The forever ness that we have found most evident

Now we simply have to keep those attitudes and tempers in check
Give into Forgiveness
Living in Understanding’s enhancements

The Truth is What WE Represent


From the Chocolatezeus collection 8/1/06 ©

In My Mind's Eye

Out My Mind

Sitting back realizing the things that brought me to this place
Feeling stupid for the things that were done and faced
Realizing now how much of it was a TRUE waste
No matter what nothing can take it’s place

Made a stand for what was in my goals and plan
Apparently just too much demand for others to be involved in the plan
Watching them bail out
Run out without a simple regret or concern
That is dedication to the things you want in life right there

See there is no doubt about what I want
No doubt about what I need
But I don’t need anyone to interpret anything for me
No need to have anything like that to ever say to me

But I see
I must have been out my mind
To think that someone would agree
That they would see the visions I expressed and had for me
The things I voiced and showed completely

Just out of my mind
To think that they would find something other than just themselves
To want to enjoy a life of something else
More than each individual self

My mind can grasp the future plans
Handle it all and understand
Knowing that problems will be on the way to that plan
Just have to understand that everything will not be smooth as sand
But that is part of life
Understand

A life that is made of importance and not just simple demands
For it was a cake walk that was planned
Then everything would mean nothing at all
Would be a matter of nothing at all
So with that they stall and fall
Blessing us with nothing but their gaul

This is what they bring to the table for us all
The simple episodes that they keep in place for us all
Only thing is that we don’t pay attention to them at all
Because they have no meaning to US at all
The people that truly understand the plan
Know life’s demands

Our minds
Held onto these designs
Glad to be the ones that find the plans of our lives

Just have to keep in mind
That these other people
Drive us to be
OUT OUR MIND



From the Chocolatezeus collection 7/25/06 ©