This heart of mine
It beats heavy at times
Knowing the things that lay hidden inside
The frightened and trembling side
Also there dwells
That fierce Lion as well
Protecting its love
The ones that are part of that den
Some pains are inflicted and others remitted
I leave my touch
Even when I attempt to dismiss it
While others touch this heart
I seem to remain
Distant
Apart
Here inside
You find that Lion
Tiger,
Bear
Fierceness and desire inside
Don't mistake the gentleness
The caring
The soft caress
As a mere weakness
For it all comes with a price
A tag that is not something to take light
So here you have the key to my heart
Just know that it is given with my soul and heart
That it is a priceless treasure
Not a momentary pleasure
It is a life long endeavor
My heart
Here it is
Yours
I have given
My Heart
My essence
My being
Monday, May 01, 2006
Meaning
Don't assume
Don't hint
Don't think that I don't
You have so much meaning to me
You mean too much to me
I can't forget it at all
Give me credit
Let me know that I mean something too
Give me some time to understand what you feel too
I don't have a crystal ball
I can't work magic and understand it all
Your meaning?
Come here and let me express it to you vividly
Listen while I expose all of me
Giving you the true meaning of me
of we
of what was
What will be
from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06 (c)
Don't hint
Don't think that I don't
You have so much meaning to me
You mean too much to me
I can't forget it at all
Give me credit
Let me know that I mean something too
Give me some time to understand what you feel too
I don't have a crystal ball
I can't work magic and understand it all
Your meaning?
Come here and let me express it to you vividly
Listen while I expose all of me
Giving you the true meaning of me
of we
of what was
What will be
from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06 (c)
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Meeting After Class
We met
We talked
Our comraderie was pleasant and witty
Funny comments and play
So when you laid there I couldn't help but notice your thickness.
Notice how you made my eyes survey your curves
A true woman I saw
Not some barbie doll
Something made up to be an american white dream
Just a thick sexy beauty queen
So when I sat there next to you.
Things simply began.
My hands found themselves massaging your long legs. Enjoying the softness of those supple thighs.
Making me lick my lips and blink my eyes.
My hand found its way rubbing the curve under your booty.
Enjoying the symmetry at play.
Wandering between your thighs, I could feel the warmth.
Or was it just me? That lust welling up inside my heart.
My desire on fire
Fueled by your soft, gently moans
As my hand probes more and more with each circular roam
I can't help it as I brush my fingers against your molten core
I feel that wetness escaping those tiny shorts.
I want to make you flow more
You get the best of me
Flipping you over easily
Pulling those shorts and panties off
Releasing me
Seeing that phat, juicy punani
Ready to be ate
Sitting there like a fat piece of meat on my plate
My face quickly buried
My tongue finding the spots.
Lick after lick
I just don't want to stop
You writhe
You grip
You shake and shift
Yet I won't let my tongue lose its grip
Release the pleasure of my lips
Swirl
Flick
Suck
And lick
Thighs crushing me
Your back arched to the moon
Crawling backwards up the wall
Yet, i just won't quit
Your clit becomes a masterpiece within my lips
My tongue works its silken canvas
Treasuring its responses
The cream fills my mouth
coats my chin
lap after lap
Like a kitten with a bowl of milk
I endulge in this phat guilty sin
Your screams my applause
Their volume my crescendo
Unknowingly time to end this act
You beg me to stop
I won't
I dont' want to
Yet you scream that you give up
Just can't take it any more
I aquiesce.
Lick my lips with satisfaction
I did my job and still there is more in store
from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06
We talked
Our comraderie was pleasant and witty
Funny comments and play
So when you laid there I couldn't help but notice your thickness.
Notice how you made my eyes survey your curves
A true woman I saw
Not some barbie doll
Something made up to be an american white dream
Just a thick sexy beauty queen
So when I sat there next to you.
Things simply began.
My hands found themselves massaging your long legs. Enjoying the softness of those supple thighs.
Making me lick my lips and blink my eyes.
My hand found its way rubbing the curve under your booty.
Enjoying the symmetry at play.
Wandering between your thighs, I could feel the warmth.
Or was it just me? That lust welling up inside my heart.
My desire on fire
Fueled by your soft, gently moans
As my hand probes more and more with each circular roam
I can't help it as I brush my fingers against your molten core
I feel that wetness escaping those tiny shorts.
I want to make you flow more
You get the best of me
Flipping you over easily
Pulling those shorts and panties off
Releasing me
Seeing that phat, juicy punani
Ready to be ate
Sitting there like a fat piece of meat on my plate
My face quickly buried
My tongue finding the spots.
Lick after lick
I just don't want to stop
You writhe
You grip
You shake and shift
Yet I won't let my tongue lose its grip
Release the pleasure of my lips
Swirl
Flick
Suck
And lick
Thighs crushing me
Your back arched to the moon
Crawling backwards up the wall
Yet, i just won't quit
Your clit becomes a masterpiece within my lips
My tongue works its silken canvas
Treasuring its responses
The cream fills my mouth
coats my chin
lap after lap
Like a kitten with a bowl of milk
I endulge in this phat guilty sin
Your screams my applause
Their volume my crescendo
Unknowingly time to end this act
You beg me to stop
I won't
I dont' want to
Yet you scream that you give up
Just can't take it any more
I aquiesce.
Lick my lips with satisfaction
I did my job and still there is more in store
from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06
Time Movement
Held here in time
Seeing the truth erupting from the episodes
The accusations and more unfold
Yet I held to my path
Deviation did not occur
I handled my burden
I stood within its flames
Remaining the same
Not one drop changed
Nor did I allow myself to fall
Emerging from this hearth
Burned pure of infirmities
Listing from the cleanliness
Dressed in a new fragrance
Time Changed
Life Changed
I Changed
What has remained the same?
All during this time thing
From the chocolatezeus collection 4/30/06
Seeing the truth erupting from the episodes
The accusations and more unfold
Yet I held to my path
Deviation did not occur
I handled my burden
I stood within its flames
Remaining the same
Not one drop changed
Nor did I allow myself to fall
Emerging from this hearth
Burned pure of infirmities
Listing from the cleanliness
Dressed in a new fragrance
Time Changed
Life Changed
I Changed
What has remained the same?
All during this time thing
From the chocolatezeus collection 4/30/06
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Mental Penetration
Etheral
The whisper of my voice
The gentle caress of my fingertips
Visual look of me licking my lips
Creating memories that can't forget
Fantasies not yet lived
The mind wanders
Leading to thoughts that caress your insides
Desire to ride
To slip and slide
Awake that mind
Grip this grind
Turn this into reality
from the (c) chocoaltezeus collection 4/26/06
The whisper of my voice
The gentle caress of my fingertips
Visual look of me licking my lips
Creating memories that can't forget
Fantasies not yet lived
The mind wanders
Leading to thoughts that caress your insides
Desire to ride
To slip and slide
Awake that mind
Grip this grind
Turn this into reality
from the (c) chocoaltezeus collection 4/26/06
First Time Sex Romps
Ok in this day and age are many of us still catering to the notion of it is so wrong if we decide to enjoy each other sexually on a first date or meeting?
I mean if you feeling someone and they are feeling you. Then what is wrong with the two of you enjoying each other safely? Why is it that people think that because it happens that they are less of a person for knowing what they want and want to try?
People need to grow up especially the men that think that the woman is easy. No fool, she just real about what she down with.
I mean if you feeling someone and they are feeling you. Then what is wrong with the two of you enjoying each other safely? Why is it that people think that because it happens that they are less of a person for knowing what they want and want to try?
People need to grow up especially the men that think that the woman is easy. No fool, she just real about what she down with.
Held
We walked together
Held hands
Held each other
At what point did it all turn
When did we drop each other
Wander away
Here standing with outstretched arms
My heart begs you to stay
Yet I know the stubborness
The pride
The nonchalant surface
The fight you keep
So know this
You are always
HELD!!!!
here, today and forever
(c) from the chocolatezeus collection 2006
Held hands
Held each other
At what point did it all turn
When did we drop each other
Wander away
Here standing with outstretched arms
My heart begs you to stay
Yet I know the stubborness
The pride
The nonchalant surface
The fight you keep
So know this
You are always
HELD!!!!
here, today and forever
(c) from the chocolatezeus collection 2006
Monday, April 17, 2006
Thoughts For Today
When you meet someone open minded sexually and you begin a relationship together, what things do you consider doing with them?
Does it make a difference because now that they are your man or woman?
What if you met them in a swing environment? Would you continue swinging?
Or do you solidify your personal relationship and keep the freakyness just between the two of you now?
My response:
I consider everything when I met an open minded woman. Laid it all on the table and we went from there. No need to sit around and hide stuff. Hell if we want to be freaky and swing then fine. Otherwise we can keep it to ourselves and do our own thing. I just hate those women that want to claim being freaky and ready to swing and everything and then get all hypocritcal about it.
It definitely makes a difference because its my woman. Hell, that is my heart right there so I am going to protect it because it is a part of me. So the difference is I put my thought and consideration into it no matter what I say or think.
If I met someone in a swing environment and got to feeling them then I would have to say that regardless I have to keep my heart protected and them and make sure we are both comfortable in what we choose to do.
If my woman wants to stick with just us enjoying ourselves then I have no problem with that. Just because I have swung doesn't mean that I don't enjoy and practice my private pleasure parties with my woman or that I can't just have her and be satisfied.
Whats your take on it?
Does it make a difference because now that they are your man or woman?
What if you met them in a swing environment? Would you continue swinging?
Or do you solidify your personal relationship and keep the freakyness just between the two of you now?
My response:
I consider everything when I met an open minded woman. Laid it all on the table and we went from there. No need to sit around and hide stuff. Hell if we want to be freaky and swing then fine. Otherwise we can keep it to ourselves and do our own thing. I just hate those women that want to claim being freaky and ready to swing and everything and then get all hypocritcal about it.
It definitely makes a difference because its my woman. Hell, that is my heart right there so I am going to protect it because it is a part of me. So the difference is I put my thought and consideration into it no matter what I say or think.
If I met someone in a swing environment and got to feeling them then I would have to say that regardless I have to keep my heart protected and them and make sure we are both comfortable in what we choose to do.
If my woman wants to stick with just us enjoying ourselves then I have no problem with that. Just because I have swung doesn't mean that I don't enjoy and practice my private pleasure parties with my woman or that I can't just have her and be satisfied.
Whats your take on it?
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Existence Is Futile
Time changes us
Withering and rearranging us
Whether we fight it
Deny it
Or accept it
Timing makes it's own path
In the passage of time we are made
Molded
Chiseled
To be who and what we are
Our resistance to it changes nothing
Causing only a change in the lines
Alterations that were never by design
We must stand
Accepting our predetermined plan
For the reality and truth
We will never understand
Withering and rearranging us
Whether we fight it
Deny it
Or accept it
Timing makes it's own path
In the passage of time we are made
Molded
Chiseled
To be who and what we are
Our resistance to it changes nothing
Causing only a change in the lines
Alterations that were never by design
We must stand
Accepting our predetermined plan
For the reality and truth
We will never understand
My Life
Mary J Blige talked about it
But that is her exceptions
My Life
Here I am
The one that claims this spirit
Inhabiting the plane
Have I held any meaning?
A thought?
Done anthing worthwhile?
That is a judgement call
When you
See
Think
Remember Me
What is it that comes to mind?
Anything?
Everything?
Negative or Positive?
I guess even knowing who I am is a plus
Being more than a number or symbol
Must count for something
For I am like that tree
Born from the earth
Growing and blossoming
Yielding flowers and fruit
Sustaining others
Relying on interaction
There is life without me
Yet with me included it can make thing more lively
Even tolerable
But to have life is truly a blessing
For in the end
We are but a whimper
An after thought
Then dust in the billowing wind
But that is her exceptions
My Life
Here I am
The one that claims this spirit
Inhabiting the plane
Have I held any meaning?
A thought?
Done anthing worthwhile?
That is a judgement call
When you
See
Think
Remember Me
What is it that comes to mind?
Anything?
Everything?
Negative or Positive?
I guess even knowing who I am is a plus
Being more than a number or symbol
Must count for something
For I am like that tree
Born from the earth
Growing and blossoming
Yielding flowers and fruit
Sustaining others
Relying on interaction
There is life without me
Yet with me included it can make thing more lively
Even tolerable
But to have life is truly a blessing
For in the end
We are but a whimper
An after thought
Then dust in the billowing wind
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Calling Me
My mind remembers vividly
Even when it is not actually seen
Thoughts whipped like a sweet cream
These visions I enjoy to my extreme
Caught like an addicted fiend
Cast into this denied dream
It is those lips that I see
Reminding me
Just how luscious they can be
A mere kiss from them
Will set you free
Make all rationality leave
A kiss from thee
Gives me the strength to lead
To accept life at full speed
Juicy
Plump
Fullness
Calling me
Making it hard to breathe
Come release me
Your kiss
That is all I need
Come let those lips
Set me free
Give me the feeling of a blowing reed
A power
Seemingly held in check
Releasing my mind's tempest
Putting my thoughts to a test
Come
Let me feel their caress
Let them make me climb Mt Everest
Their call
The best
Your lips
My erotic, soul stirring caress
I have no other choice but to answer
Even when it is not actually seen
Thoughts whipped like a sweet cream
These visions I enjoy to my extreme
Caught like an addicted fiend
Cast into this denied dream
It is those lips that I see
Reminding me
Just how luscious they can be
A mere kiss from them
Will set you free
Make all rationality leave
A kiss from thee
Gives me the strength to lead
To accept life at full speed
Juicy
Plump
Fullness
Calling me
Making it hard to breathe
Come release me
Your kiss
That is all I need
Come let those lips
Set me free
Give me the feeling of a blowing reed
A power
Seemingly held in check
Releasing my mind's tempest
Putting my thoughts to a test
Come
Let me feel their caress
Let them make me climb Mt Everest
Their call
The best
Your lips
My erotic, soul stirring caress
I have no other choice but to answer
Empty Vessels
Trapped
Here in this void
Not understanding
Not knowing how I got here
Damn the emotions and feelings
Love
Blessing or Curse
Design from above
Stuck loving
Wanting you
Needing you
Red hot anger at the actions
Clouded with the thoughts of passion
Your love is what I am after
All else don't matter
I found what I was after
Why fight it
We know how right it is
Yet we fight against it
We need to right it
Our hearts
Our souls
Already united
Just come home
Come to where you belong
Daddy needs you here with him
Our home
Our love
Is where we belong
Growing strong
Here in this void
Not understanding
Not knowing how I got here
Damn the emotions and feelings
Love
Blessing or Curse
Design from above
Stuck loving
Wanting you
Needing you
Red hot anger at the actions
Clouded with the thoughts of passion
Your love is what I am after
All else don't matter
I found what I was after
Why fight it
We know how right it is
Yet we fight against it
We need to right it
Our hearts
Our souls
Already united
Just come home
Come to where you belong
Daddy needs you here with him
Our home
Our love
Is where we belong
Growing strong
Monday, April 10, 2006
Emotional Content
The heat of the mind and heart
Passion
Anger
Love
Frustration
Leading to life's heart beats
The living sensation
Here upon the stage
My life's presentation
Emotional Content
Loving like I am Hell bent
Refusin to give up an inch
My heart
Heavenly sent
Still here with a blessed existence
Emotional Content
You may never know
Never understand
Why my love and heart are in high demand
Can't claim any credit
It's God's plan
Emotional content
Whether concern
Love
In Love
Unconditional Love
It is that vulnerable extention of me
Given freely
But meaning the WORLD to me
The Ultimate gift from me
Giving you the deepest part of me
Leading you to my
EMOTIONAL CONTENT
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