Meaning

Don't assume
Don't hint
Don't think that I don't

You have so much meaning to me
You mean too much to me
I can't forget it at all

Give me credit
Let me know that I mean something too
Give me some time to understand what you feel too
I don't have a crystal ball
I can't work magic and understand it all

Your meaning?
Come here and let me express it to you vividly
Listen while I expose all of me
Giving you the true meaning of me
of we
of what was
What will be

from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06 (c)

Meeting After Class

We met
We talked
Our comraderie was pleasant and witty
Funny comments and play

So when you laid there I couldn't help but notice your thickness.
Notice how you made my eyes survey your curves

A true woman I saw
Not some barbie doll
Something made up to be an american white dream
Just a thick sexy beauty queen

So when I sat there next to you.
Things simply began.
My hands found themselves massaging your long legs. Enjoying the softness of those supple thighs.
Making me lick my lips and blink my eyes.

My hand found its way rubbing the curve under your booty.
Enjoying the symmetry at play.
Wandering between your thighs, I could feel the warmth.
Or was it just me? That lust welling up inside my heart.

My desire on fire
Fueled by your soft, gently moans
As my hand probes more and more with each circular roam
I can't help it as I brush my fingers against your molten core
I feel that wetness escaping those tiny shorts.
I want to make you flow more

You get the best of me
Flipping you over easily
Pulling those shorts and panties off
Releasing me

Seeing that phat, juicy punani
Ready to be ate
Sitting there like a fat piece of meat on my plate

My face quickly buried
My tongue finding the spots.
Lick after lick
I just don't want to stop

You writhe
You grip
You shake and shift
Yet I won't let my tongue lose its grip
Release the pleasure of my lips

Swirl
Flick
Suck
And lick

Thighs crushing me
Your back arched to the moon
Crawling backwards up the wall
Yet, i just won't quit

Your clit becomes a masterpiece within my lips
My tongue works its silken canvas
Treasuring its responses

The cream fills my mouth
coats my chin
lap after lap
Like a kitten with a bowl of milk
I endulge in this phat guilty sin

Your screams my applause
Their volume my crescendo
Unknowingly time to end this act
You beg me to stop
I won't
I dont' want to
Yet you scream that you give up
Just can't take it any more

I aquiesce.
Lick my lips with satisfaction
I did my job and still there is more in store


from the chocolatezeus collection 5/1/06

Time Movement

Held here in time
Seeing the truth erupting from the episodes
The accusations and more unfold

Yet I held to my path
Deviation did not occur
I handled my burden

I stood within its flames
Remaining the same
Not one drop changed
Nor did I allow myself to fall

Emerging from this hearth
Burned pure of infirmities
Listing from the cleanliness
Dressed in a new fragrance

Time Changed
Life Changed
I Changed

What has remained the same?

All during this time thing

From the chocolatezeus collection 4/30/06

Mental Penetration

Etheral

The whisper of my voice
The gentle caress of my fingertips
Visual look of me licking my lips

Creating memories that can't forget
Fantasies not yet lived

The mind wanders
Leading to thoughts that caress your insides
Desire to ride
To slip and slide

Awake that mind
Grip this grind

Turn this into reality

from the (c) chocoaltezeus collection 4/26/06

First Time Sex Romps

Ok in this day and age are many of us still catering to the notion of it is so wrong if we decide to enjoy each other sexually on a first date or meeting?

I mean if you feeling someone and they are feeling you. Then what is wrong with the two of you enjoying each other safely? Why is it that people think that because it happens that they are less of a person for knowing what they want and want to try?

People need to grow up especially the men that think that the woman is easy. No fool, she just real about what she down with.

Held

We walked together
Held hands
Held each other

At what point did it all turn
When did we drop each other
Wander away

Here standing with outstretched arms
My heart begs you to stay

Yet I know the stubborness
The pride
The nonchalant surface
The fight you keep

So know this
You are always

HELD!!!!

here, today and forever


(c) from the chocolatezeus collection 2006

Thoughts For Today

When you meet someone open minded sexually and you begin a relationship together, what things do you consider doing with them?

Does it make a difference because now that they are your man or woman?

What if you met them in a swing environment? Would you continue swinging?

Or do you solidify your personal relationship and keep the freakyness just between the two of you now?


My response:
I consider everything when I met an open minded woman. Laid it all on the table and we went from there. No need to sit around and hide stuff. Hell if we want to be freaky and swing then fine. Otherwise we can keep it to ourselves and do our own thing. I just hate those women that want to claim being freaky and ready to swing and everything and then get all hypocritcal about it.

It definitely makes a difference because its my woman. Hell, that is my heart right there so I am going to protect it because it is a part of me. So the difference is I put my thought and consideration into it no matter what I say or think.

If I met someone in a swing environment and got to feeling them then I would have to say that regardless I have to keep my heart protected and them and make sure we are both comfortable in what we choose to do.

If my woman wants to stick with just us enjoying ourselves then I have no problem with that. Just because I have swung doesn't mean that I don't enjoy and practice my private pleasure parties with my woman or that I can't just have her and be satisfied.


Whats your take on it?

Existence Is Futile

Time changes us
Withering and rearranging us

Whether we fight it
Deny it
Or accept it
Timing makes it's own path

In the passage of time we are made
Molded
Chiseled
To be who and what we are

Our resistance to it changes nothing
Causing only a change in the lines
Alterations that were never by design

We must stand
Accepting our predetermined plan
For the reality and truth
We will never understand

My Life

Mary J Blige talked about it

But that is her exceptions

My Life

Here I am
The one that claims this spirit
Inhabiting the plane

Have I held any meaning?
A thought?
Done anthing worthwhile?

That is a judgement call

When you
See
Think
Remember Me

What is it that comes to mind?

Anything?
Everything?
Negative or Positive?

I guess even knowing who I am is a plus
Being more than a number or symbol
Must count for something

For I am like that tree
Born from the earth
Growing and blossoming
Yielding flowers and fruit
Sustaining others
Relying on interaction

There is life without me
Yet with me included it can make thing more lively
Even tolerable

But to have life is truly a blessing

For in the end
We are but a whimper
An after thought
Then dust in the billowing wind

Calling Me

My mind remembers vividly
Even when it is not actually seen
Thoughts whipped like a sweet cream

These visions I enjoy to my extreme
Caught like an addicted fiend
Cast into this denied dream

It is those lips that I see
Reminding me
Just how luscious they can be

A mere kiss from them
Will set you free
Make all rationality leave

A kiss from thee
Gives me the strength to lead
To accept life at full speed

Juicy
Plump
Fullness

Calling me
Making it hard to breathe

Come release me
Your kiss
That is all I need

Come let those lips
Set me free
Give me the feeling of a blowing reed

A power
Seemingly held in check
Releasing my mind's tempest
Putting my thoughts to a test

Come
Let me feel their caress
Let them make me climb Mt Everest

Their call
The best
Your lips
My erotic, soul stirring caress

I have no other choice but to answer

Empty Vessels

Trapped
Here in this void
Not understanding
Not knowing how I got here

Damn the emotions and feelings
Love
Blessing or Curse
Design from above

Stuck loving
Wanting you
Needing you

Red hot anger at the actions
Clouded with the thoughts of passion

Your love is what I am after
All else don't matter
I found what I was after

Why fight it
We know how right it is
Yet we fight against it

We need to right it
Our hearts
Our souls
Already united

Just come home
Come to where you belong
Daddy needs you here with him

Our home
Our love
Is where we belong
Growing strong

Emotional Content

The heat of the mind and heart
Passion
Anger
Love
Frustration
Leading to life's heart beats
The living sensation
Here upon the stage
My life's presentation

Emotional Content

Loving like I am Hell bent
Refusin to give up an inch
My heart
Heavenly sent
Still here with a blessed existence

Emotional Content

You may never know
Never understand
Why my love and heart are in high demand
Can't claim any credit
It's God's plan

Emotional content

Whether concern
Love
In Love
Unconditional Love
It is that vulnerable extention of me
Given freely
But meaning the WORLD to me
The Ultimate gift from me
Giving you the deepest part of me
Leading you to my

EMOTIONAL CONTENT

Chocolate In White

You walked in while I was watching sports. I smiled at the sight of you in that white, short linen dress. Your thick, sexy chocolate legs walk by making my body warm with excitement at the sight of you.

Getting up to follow you into the bedroom. Entering to see you standing at the mirror taking off your jewelry. Taking in your sexy figure. Those breasts, that thickness and sexy chocolate goodness. Damn you are so sexy! Walking up behind you to put my arms around you. Feeling your body relax against mine. You ask, "You missed me or something?" My response is to kiss the back of your neck and lick it. Your smile changes to a facial expression of comfortable pleasure. My hands cupping those breasts that I love so much. I watch your expressions in the mirror as your moans begin. You reach back to caress my face and I only want to make you cum all over me.

Unzipping your dress down the back and letting it fall to the floor, gathering around your white sneakers. That white bra and thong against your chocolate skin only drives me further. Licking down your back, bringing shivers of pleasure flowing up and down your spine. Sliding my fingers inside your thong as I fall to my knees. Pulling it off that chocolate ass. My tongue licking up and down between those cheeks. Spreading your thighs and pushing you forward. I need you bent over so I can show you my appreciation for your beauty.

You rest your arms upon the dresser enjoying my tongues exploration. Your lips are parted by my wet penetration. Sliding inside you all you can feel is its hot wetness. Tracing up to your clit to engulf it in my mouth. Caressing it with soft lips and a massaging tongue. Pushing your pussy against my face as my lips stroke your clit. You grind against my mouth. Craving more. Feeling your wetness gather upon my lips I prepare for the waves of ocean like bliss. Your moans increase I know I am working your spot. Licking right above the clit back and forth across that top. Before my tongue dives inside you again. Making sure that those walls inside get plenty of tasty attention. You grunt as the first one hits. I can hear you grabbing the dresser hard to hold on to it.

I can't let it stop there though. I let my tongue flick against the clit and trace figure eights along it. I won't let that good feeling stop. Tongue flicks, long lick then suck on the clit till it says pop. The wet licking sounds fill the room. Knowing that it is me and you. That your juices flow freely in my goatee, making then drip of me. You begin your chants of stop, stop. But I won't. I know that is just because you are enjoying too much pleasure. And I am not going to stop so you can catch your breath. Long, strong licks go up and down your pussy, before circling around your clit. More waves of cum keep coming hit after hit. You moan no longer, taken over instead with screams of passion. My pace quickens till my tongue is a blur of action. The nerves in your pussy don't know what to do. They explode inside and out of you. You try to stand. Pushing my head with your hand. But I am working on that crescendo. That last erotic explosion is what I seek. Sucking your clit between my lips I stroke it. Letting my tongue flicker across the tip. I feel that wave of heat cover my mouth. I smile while I continue eating you out.

Standing, I release myself. You got this chocolate dick so hard I don't know what to do with myself. I know I have set your pussy on fire. That it is this thick chocolate dick that you now desire. And believe me I am here to put out that fire.

Turning you around and bending you back over. "Grab the bed," I tell you. I am going to give you what you need. Throbbing dick in hand pressing up against those lips. Feeling the wetness coat the tip. I quickly press it in you and feel not but your hot wetness. Grabbing my dick to even fuller attention.

Relishing in those first strokes. Oh damn, it feels good to be inside of you. The ultimate earthly gift. Gripping your hips with each stroke. Making sure you feel all of it. My balls beginning to slap against your clit. My grunts full of pleasure and making me stiff. I feel you cummin soon enough. My dick throbs with the feeling. Pause for effect for a brief moment to enjoy it all.

Working that spot inside. Making sure my head hits it with each stroke. You throw that ass back. Taking all of it in. Ready to explode again. You feel my head rubbing quickly again and again against the cervix opening. I feel another rush, stronger than before. Wetness dripping down the shaft of my dick, dripping to the floor. I don't know if I can take too much more. I want you to truely explode though.

Putting a leg up on the footboard you are holding. I begin to dig in. Twisting my dick with each stroke and spin. Changing the angles as I go in. Pussy, taking in the different sensations of my dick penetration. I scream your name. You feel the head of my dick swollen to the max, penatrating you over and over, faster and faster. Pulling the head out so that you feel it push your lips open with each thrust. Damn I am about to bust. Your grip on the footboard tightens. Your pussy grips my dick and milks it till I can't hold it in. Your juices flow once again. Coating my driving piston. Feeling your pussy contract I blast my cum with abandonment. My screams of pleasure satiate my body. I throb standing there hearing our breathing. Feeling our hearts beating.

We both stand there capturing ourselves.

Damn that thong and white dress