First Time Sex Romps

Ok in this day and age are many of us still catering to the notion of it is so wrong if we decide to enjoy each other sexually on a first date or meeting?

I mean if you feeling someone and they are feeling you. Then what is wrong with the two of you enjoying each other safely? Why is it that people think that because it happens that they are less of a person for knowing what they want and want to try?

People need to grow up especially the men that think that the woman is easy. No fool, she just real about what she down with.

Held

We walked together
Held hands
Held each other

At what point did it all turn
When did we drop each other
Wander away

Here standing with outstretched arms
My heart begs you to stay

Yet I know the stubborness
The pride
The nonchalant surface
The fight you keep

So know this
You are always

HELD!!!!

here, today and forever


(c) from the chocolatezeus collection 2006

Thoughts For Today

When you meet someone open minded sexually and you begin a relationship together, what things do you consider doing with them?

Does it make a difference because now that they are your man or woman?

What if you met them in a swing environment? Would you continue swinging?

Or do you solidify your personal relationship and keep the freakyness just between the two of you now?


My response:
I consider everything when I met an open minded woman. Laid it all on the table and we went from there. No need to sit around and hide stuff. Hell if we want to be freaky and swing then fine. Otherwise we can keep it to ourselves and do our own thing. I just hate those women that want to claim being freaky and ready to swing and everything and then get all hypocritcal about it.

It definitely makes a difference because its my woman. Hell, that is my heart right there so I am going to protect it because it is a part of me. So the difference is I put my thought and consideration into it no matter what I say or think.

If I met someone in a swing environment and got to feeling them then I would have to say that regardless I have to keep my heart protected and them and make sure we are both comfortable in what we choose to do.

If my woman wants to stick with just us enjoying ourselves then I have no problem with that. Just because I have swung doesn't mean that I don't enjoy and practice my private pleasure parties with my woman or that I can't just have her and be satisfied.


Whats your take on it?

Existence Is Futile

Time changes us
Withering and rearranging us

Whether we fight it
Deny it
Or accept it
Timing makes it's own path

In the passage of time we are made
Molded
Chiseled
To be who and what we are

Our resistance to it changes nothing
Causing only a change in the lines
Alterations that were never by design

We must stand
Accepting our predetermined plan
For the reality and truth
We will never understand

My Life

Mary J Blige talked about it

But that is her exceptions

My Life

Here I am
The one that claims this spirit
Inhabiting the plane

Have I held any meaning?
A thought?
Done anthing worthwhile?

That is a judgement call

When you
See
Think
Remember Me

What is it that comes to mind?

Anything?
Everything?
Negative or Positive?

I guess even knowing who I am is a plus
Being more than a number or symbol
Must count for something

For I am like that tree
Born from the earth
Growing and blossoming
Yielding flowers and fruit
Sustaining others
Relying on interaction

There is life without me
Yet with me included it can make thing more lively
Even tolerable

But to have life is truly a blessing

For in the end
We are but a whimper
An after thought
Then dust in the billowing wind

Calling Me

My mind remembers vividly
Even when it is not actually seen
Thoughts whipped like a sweet cream

These visions I enjoy to my extreme
Caught like an addicted fiend
Cast into this denied dream

It is those lips that I see
Reminding me
Just how luscious they can be

A mere kiss from them
Will set you free
Make all rationality leave

A kiss from thee
Gives me the strength to lead
To accept life at full speed

Juicy
Plump
Fullness

Calling me
Making it hard to breathe

Come release me
Your kiss
That is all I need

Come let those lips
Set me free
Give me the feeling of a blowing reed

A power
Seemingly held in check
Releasing my mind's tempest
Putting my thoughts to a test

Come
Let me feel their caress
Let them make me climb Mt Everest

Their call
The best
Your lips
My erotic, soul stirring caress

I have no other choice but to answer

Empty Vessels

Trapped
Here in this void
Not understanding
Not knowing how I got here

Damn the emotions and feelings
Love
Blessing or Curse
Design from above

Stuck loving
Wanting you
Needing you

Red hot anger at the actions
Clouded with the thoughts of passion

Your love is what I am after
All else don't matter
I found what I was after

Why fight it
We know how right it is
Yet we fight against it

We need to right it
Our hearts
Our souls
Already united

Just come home
Come to where you belong
Daddy needs you here with him

Our home
Our love
Is where we belong
Growing strong

Emotional Content

The heat of the mind and heart
Passion
Anger
Love
Frustration
Leading to life's heart beats
The living sensation
Here upon the stage
My life's presentation

Emotional Content

Loving like I am Hell bent
Refusin to give up an inch
My heart
Heavenly sent
Still here with a blessed existence

Emotional Content

You may never know
Never understand
Why my love and heart are in high demand
Can't claim any credit
It's God's plan

Emotional content

Whether concern
Love
In Love
Unconditional Love
It is that vulnerable extention of me
Given freely
But meaning the WORLD to me
The Ultimate gift from me
Giving you the deepest part of me
Leading you to my

EMOTIONAL CONTENT

Chocolate In White

You walked in while I was watching sports. I smiled at the sight of you in that white, short linen dress. Your thick, sexy chocolate legs walk by making my body warm with excitement at the sight of you.

Getting up to follow you into the bedroom. Entering to see you standing at the mirror taking off your jewelry. Taking in your sexy figure. Those breasts, that thickness and sexy chocolate goodness. Damn you are so sexy! Walking up behind you to put my arms around you. Feeling your body relax against mine. You ask, "You missed me or something?" My response is to kiss the back of your neck and lick it. Your smile changes to a facial expression of comfortable pleasure. My hands cupping those breasts that I love so much. I watch your expressions in the mirror as your moans begin. You reach back to caress my face and I only want to make you cum all over me.

Unzipping your dress down the back and letting it fall to the floor, gathering around your white sneakers. That white bra and thong against your chocolate skin only drives me further. Licking down your back, bringing shivers of pleasure flowing up and down your spine. Sliding my fingers inside your thong as I fall to my knees. Pulling it off that chocolate ass. My tongue licking up and down between those cheeks. Spreading your thighs and pushing you forward. I need you bent over so I can show you my appreciation for your beauty.

You rest your arms upon the dresser enjoying my tongues exploration. Your lips are parted by my wet penetration. Sliding inside you all you can feel is its hot wetness. Tracing up to your clit to engulf it in my mouth. Caressing it with soft lips and a massaging tongue. Pushing your pussy against my face as my lips stroke your clit. You grind against my mouth. Craving more. Feeling your wetness gather upon my lips I prepare for the waves of ocean like bliss. Your moans increase I know I am working your spot. Licking right above the clit back and forth across that top. Before my tongue dives inside you again. Making sure that those walls inside get plenty of tasty attention. You grunt as the first one hits. I can hear you grabbing the dresser hard to hold on to it.

I can't let it stop there though. I let my tongue flick against the clit and trace figure eights along it. I won't let that good feeling stop. Tongue flicks, long lick then suck on the clit till it says pop. The wet licking sounds fill the room. Knowing that it is me and you. That your juices flow freely in my goatee, making then drip of me. You begin your chants of stop, stop. But I won't. I know that is just because you are enjoying too much pleasure. And I am not going to stop so you can catch your breath. Long, strong licks go up and down your pussy, before circling around your clit. More waves of cum keep coming hit after hit. You moan no longer, taken over instead with screams of passion. My pace quickens till my tongue is a blur of action. The nerves in your pussy don't know what to do. They explode inside and out of you. You try to stand. Pushing my head with your hand. But I am working on that crescendo. That last erotic explosion is what I seek. Sucking your clit between my lips I stroke it. Letting my tongue flicker across the tip. I feel that wave of heat cover my mouth. I smile while I continue eating you out.

Standing, I release myself. You got this chocolate dick so hard I don't know what to do with myself. I know I have set your pussy on fire. That it is this thick chocolate dick that you now desire. And believe me I am here to put out that fire.

Turning you around and bending you back over. "Grab the bed," I tell you. I am going to give you what you need. Throbbing dick in hand pressing up against those lips. Feeling the wetness coat the tip. I quickly press it in you and feel not but your hot wetness. Grabbing my dick to even fuller attention.

Relishing in those first strokes. Oh damn, it feels good to be inside of you. The ultimate earthly gift. Gripping your hips with each stroke. Making sure you feel all of it. My balls beginning to slap against your clit. My grunts full of pleasure and making me stiff. I feel you cummin soon enough. My dick throbs with the feeling. Pause for effect for a brief moment to enjoy it all.

Working that spot inside. Making sure my head hits it with each stroke. You throw that ass back. Taking all of it in. Ready to explode again. You feel my head rubbing quickly again and again against the cervix opening. I feel another rush, stronger than before. Wetness dripping down the shaft of my dick, dripping to the floor. I don't know if I can take too much more. I want you to truely explode though.

Putting a leg up on the footboard you are holding. I begin to dig in. Twisting my dick with each stroke and spin. Changing the angles as I go in. Pussy, taking in the different sensations of my dick penetration. I scream your name. You feel the head of my dick swollen to the max, penatrating you over and over, faster and faster. Pulling the head out so that you feel it push your lips open with each thrust. Damn I am about to bust. Your grip on the footboard tightens. Your pussy grips my dick and milks it till I can't hold it in. Your juices flow once again. Coating my driving piston. Feeling your pussy contract I blast my cum with abandonment. My screams of pleasure satiate my body. I throb standing there hearing our breathing. Feeling our hearts beating.

We both stand there capturing ourselves.

Damn that thong and white dress

Don't let the Miserable Get You Down

Have to say after talking and kickign it with my people that I honestly had to put this PSA out there.

My personal experience is that misery will attempt to sink and destroy you too at any costs to you or themselves.

Talking to my star. WE laughed about how individuals will be all in your face to find out info because of how they feel about you and shit. REady to jump somethign stupid off to cause any disruption possible.

Hell I lived that mess for years. Thinking that love was worth all that. Hell no it aint. That got proven quick fast in a hurry. And I am thankful for all that.

But these fools will come at you wave after wave with their bullshit. Don't let these bitches get you down. Just keep on rolling.

Continue being most hated and more in their tiny little minds. It is what makes them whatever they are.

*stand up and let them hate*

Then turn around and congratulate

The Lifestyle

Having been involved in and knowing individuals in and out of the lifestyle I have had to get to wondering about things.

Lifestyle: meaning swinging, swapping partners for sexual pleasure.

Why do some people get into it because they think they are going to get more pussy or dick than they could otherwise?

The thing is that it is designed to work for couples and bi sexual women for the most part. Most couples don't swing with single men and stuff. I learned that early on into jumping into things. Had to get me someone that was down to try it. But it is not a requirement but an addition to what we got going on between each other when we feel it.

Pussy is pussy but when you got something good at home extra pussy is just something you see when your woman brings it up. It was brought up about who I liked and would fuck and I told them. But my thing is women if you are ready then keep your ass at home and out of it. Stop trying to play and act like you are ready.

You never know who is in the lifestlye. That conservative woman or man may be the one at a party getting it in.

Freaky people is what I be. But that is not all of me

Upon the Ridge of Life

Perched here upon the overlook
Reflection
Seeking direction
Future and past both held within my protection

My mind wanders
As my eyes search among things
My mind ponders
Attempting to unearth the puzzles
Distinguish the possibilities

There are no exits
No reverse in this existence
Merely this prevent defense
And take no prisoners offense

I am what I represent
Heaven sent
Hell bent
Totally spent

What do I represent?

I made my mark
Bringing both the light and the dark
I pulled myself apart
Know thy heart
That was what was said

The epitaph
My final inscription
Post traumatic stress
Memories simply forget
I am merely a pale ghostly appearance

Dark rider
Awaiting
Bridled
Contemplating

The Futility of It All

This walk that I have undertaken.
Why?

What purpose did anything have at all?

Meaning.
No meaning what so ever.

Importance?
What is that for?
Is there any relfection upon that?

A coffin like Doom
Yielding emptiness
Despair
Frustration

Yet the pulse continues
Heart beats flickering

But for what?
What has been gained?

Emptiness is here
Unoccupied tomb

Everything taken
To the very last piece
Nothing was deemed precious

Existence
Resistence
Perserverance

All futile