Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Lay Here

Come lay on my chest
Lets begin the best bed rest
As you hear the heartbeat thumping in my chest
This is what makes you feel the safest

I enjoy this comfort that you are giving
Releasing my heart and soul from its prison
In love is what we are living
Here we lay remembering
Special memories that we are reliving

Laying there looking into your face
Moved by your sensual grace
Your lips call me for a taste
Kissing you
Melted by our lip to lip embrace

This is the moment that holds me
Comforts me
Gives me the ability to be me

Just your head on my chest baby

Seeing Red

Seeing Red

Red for the anger of the things that pierced my heart and soul
The vicious attacks and sarcastic cracks

I see Red for that fire ass passion we gave in and out of bed.
Taking each others orgasms to the head.
Moaning, groaning and screaming is all we said.
As orgasmic assasins we perfected our craft.

Seeing Red, remembering that sexy lingerie.
The sight of you making my heart do a double play.
So damn Sexay.
Keeps me wanting you each and every day.

Red Bullseye for those episodes where you walked out.
Leaving our future in doubt.
I hated going that route.
Only to find out none of our relationsh really did count.

Red lipstick making me need to kiss, lick and suck those juicy lips.
Making me smack my lips in anticipation and shit.
Your kisses never missed.
I because stuck on it.
Addicted to it.
Damn!!! I miss that hit.

Do you See?
Can you see what I see?

All this Red permeates me.
Blinding me to see.

Traces of lipstick
Making my heart sick.

Here I bleed profusely

Now can you truly see?

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ME

My Valentines

Ok I figured I would get a lil bit mushy since it is V-day. So enjoy it while it lasts. LOL

Happy Valentines Day Everyone

My Valentine

It is just another day
As always I miss you already
Each and everyday my love for you stays
This stubborn love unconditionally

My funny valentine
My sexy fine valentine
Just come here be mine

Nothing like you will I ever find
Lord knows that I have tried
Lessons learned time after time
Coming short each and every time

My funny valentine
My sexy fine valentine
Just come here be mine

Our love is one of a kind
A steel like tie that binds
Our intimacy knows no time
To not show and express this is a crime

My funny valentine
My sexy fine valentine
Just come here be mine

If I could simply turn back time
To strenght the love that binds us
Make sure the negative doesn't find us
Give you more and more of love would be a must

My funny valentine
My sexy fine valentine
Just come here be mine

Lets celebrate with this wiine
In each others essence we will dine
Another passionate moment in OUR time
You forever etched in my HEART and MIND

JUST COME HERE AND BE MINE

Monday, February 13, 2006

Who Do You See?

Just see me for me
The unique man you see
Giving you life experience interestingly
Seeing life breathtakingly
Able to be myself and free
Running through minds constantly

Accept me for me
See me for who I be
Funny, moody or just care free
Lovingly explicit or giving you that freaky mental and physical visit

It is hard to admit it
Hell to even keep up with it
It is just hard for people to understand and get with it
Seeing that I am a rare exhibit

Let me be me
Don't attempt to turn me
Making efforts to rebuild
I am already comfortable on my hill
My readjustments will come at will
I am not that bottomline quota that you have to fill

Sunday, February 12, 2006

The Blues

When I think of you I see so many shades of blue


Indigo blue for the depression that I have from missing you

Aquamarine, reminding me of the eccletic earthy one that I am connected to

Azure leading me to look towards the sky, thoughts of us flying side by side

Midnight blue brings back the memory of late night walks on the beach with you

Royal Blue crept into the thoughts of being at court, Kind and Queen escorts

That Carolina Blue leading to thoughts of home and the country lifestyle that I love

Saphire the exotic gemstone reminding me of your charismatic presence


So many different shades of blues. Making me think of life and what we choose. Whether it is singing or experiencing the Blues, we have all come into knowing what it can do.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

That Missing Part of Life

I hold you within my heart and mind

The void that you filled laid bare

Life floats on by without much of a care

Pain and depression from you no longer being here

I am not ashamed to say I miss you being near


Heartfelt and lovingly I await for you to appear

Hoping to awake with you whispering love into my ear

To feel your breathe so near


Come lay here on top of me

Let me feel your heart beat

Memories of rubbing you to sleep

My arm around you as you snore nice and deep


Waking up for our morning treat

Our love making was completely unique

Passionate bedroom freaks

With nothing else there was no need to compete


I have cried

Held my side and swallowed my pride

Still in disbelief that you are no longer by my side

Prayers to God of why, why, why

So many tears have been cried


Baby, I just miss you being here by my side

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Future Shock

A sultry look

kisses permeating my very soul

thoughts of your full lips wrapped around me so lovingly

the presence of your body laying on top of mine as we slumber

thoughts of passion from the sight of your body walking across the room

memories of pleasure, fun, happiness, pain and anger.

yearning for your love, passion, tenderness, caring and companionship.

enjoying the adventures we experience

supporting and lifting you up

exhilerated by the future we can have together

thoughts of the beautiful children we can have.

intelligent black woman

come here and let us share a journey together. Lets love, play and work together in life's obstacles. for i am not your enemy. I don't need to see your resume and work history constantly.

you don't have to prove your intellect to me. That is the reason that i am here with you. Can't you see? for i long for interesting conversation and functionality. no, slow, dim witted woman just to control as if a puppet on a string. I needed a woman that knew already how to spread her wings.

spread her wings and soar above and through the world. Learning, progressing, leaving her mark on the world. setting and achieving goals to fulfilling and relishing in desires attained. there just is something really sexy about a woman with a astute brain.

but every twist and turn is not a battle for supremecy. Can't you see i am here by your side voluntarily. wanting to enjoy the adventures we see. and the experiences we have. I was just glad to have you with me. yet, you feel threatened because of my maleness. from your past frailness you are basing things that should have been left back where you had gotten them. you were too intelligent to bring someone else's luggage with you to me.

so here you are with your degrees. all i can ask is please. just open up more than your mind and let me comfort thee.

Fantasy

I remember when this all began. Days and nights of conversations online. Me fantasizing and looking at your pictures. You had me craving you. And now to be this close to having you for the rest of my life. Hell yes, I am so nervous.

I laugh as we talk and you pick at me about some of my relatives you have met. As I pull you close and kiss you saying "Are you sure you are real?" You smile and give my dick a reassuring squeeze telling me "As real as this is." We walk into the church grinning and as everyone looks. While your girls whisper to you "Girl, what have you two been doing with all that grinning ya'll are doing?" We reply together "NOTHING."

I watch you as awe go through the rehersal laughing at the kids and my cousins cutting up and acting silly, never taking my eyes off of you the whole time. As we walk down the aisle pretending to leave out the door I lean over to say "lets get away for a minute." You look at me with with that big pretty smile of yours and those eyes as I grab your hand and we run out of the door with everyone yelling "where are you two going now?" As I yell "We will be right back."

It is dark outside and I take your hand in mine as we go towards the play ground behind the church. My lips press against yours as I pull u against me. "Baby I...." As you slowly put a finger to my lips allowing your hands to unzip my pants. Feeling your warm hands wrapped around my manhood has me stiffening already. You have been reading my mind lately and it is scary. As I sit back on the slide I feel your tongue lick the tip and your lips kissing my dick, throbbing at your every touch. We had missed each other alot trying to get things ready for the wedding. You look up with those sultry eyes as your wet mouth wraps around up and around my hardness enjoying every sensation of your mouth and tongue coursing through my body. I moan deeply as I listen to the sounds of your wet mouth on me and your tongue in motion. I don't want u to make me cum yet.

Pulling your head up to kiss you. Sliding my hand down into your panties feelign that familiar creamy, wetness as my fingers open your plush folds my whole body shivers in ecstasy. Feeling that fat juicy clit respond to my loving touch makes me draw circles around it. You close your eyes and put your head back and you moan in delight. Hearing you moan makes me harder and I throb in wanting you even more. My fingers reach under your panties pulling both them and your pants off. Feeling the softness of your skin as I touch you. Our lips in a pleasurable love battle as I cup your soft, juicy ass in my hands. Planting soft kisses along your bikini line as you giggle and moan from the sensations. My tongue glides over your skin until I engulf your pussy with my mouth. Feeling all the heat and your excitement enter me as my mouth begins to taste your cream. Sucking on your pussy lips I feel the cream slowly caress my lips, making me want more. Opening up those jucy doors for my tongue to slide in and satisfy this craving for your creamy delight. Tasting your juices as the flow thickens and increases. As you move down and grab my dick with one hand and pull me up guiding your hard dick into your fiery wetness. As you grab onto my shoulders your pussy strokes and caress' my manhood well. I can feel the pleasure building inside of me, making me throb harder and harder. I can feel you grinding against me feeling your booty bouncing with each stroke of your pussy. As you ride my hard dick I slap and grab your soft ass in my hands. As my fingers, wet with your juices rub your clit I can feel your pussy gripping my dick harder. Milking my dick more and more with each stroke. My cum is building to a crescendo.

Feeling myself ready to explode, moaning and grunting as we have found our passionate rythm together. We grip each other harder and it feels like we are one and the explosion together would be nuclear. You drive your pussy down on my dick harder and harder making my head hit the back of your pussy as we get louder and louder. Feeling us exploding together, our cum mixed together running out of your pussy down my dick. We hold each other close panting and moaning till all the cum and the sensations stop enough where we can gather our senses. Kissing and holding each other till we decide it is time to go back inside.

Gathering our clothes up we walk back into the church. Everyone talking about where have we been?

WE SMILE AND TELL THEM WE JUST NEEDED SOME AIR *LOL*

That Exhibitionist In Me

Sitting around just watching television. Not much going on at all. Just here chilling. Wondering what the interest in lifetime is for women. laughing to myself.

turning on the computer to see if anything interesting is going on. you comment "getting online again?" Might as well since you watching that psychotic lifetime channel again, was my reply. As i begin to chat with my associates and friends online, thoughts come to my mind.

as a wicked grin comes over my face. I tell you to come here. you reluctantly come over to me, disturbed that i would pull you from your lifetime channel.

standing in front of me i raise your oversized shirt to kiss your stomach as you look down upon me. my arms engulfing you as i pull you closer. Running my hands up under your shirt to feel the contour of your breasts. Feeling each breath you take as they rise and fall. remembering what had caught my eye the first time i had seen you. my hands caressing the roundness of each breast as i kiss your stomach. gently pinching your nipples, making them stiffen and rise between my fingers. running the palm of my hand across them to keep them thick and hard. running my fingertips around each aereola feeling the blood vessels thicken and raise from the blood flowing to the area. Enjoying the sensation as i pull your shirt completely off and begin to run my tongue over each nipple. Pulling you down so I can suck on each nipple in earnest. As you open your eyes you see us on cam on the computer. "so you want to put on a lil show, do you?", you comment. I just nod my head as I continue sucking your nipples and you grab my head. Your moans permeate my body completely as I wish to hear more of them.

changing the camera angle so pchz could see us more clearly. I bend you over so all she can see is your ass as i begin licking your lips from behind. I hear the beep of the instant messenger as my friend watches my tongue caress your lips and the wetness begin. Turning towards the computer I see pchz response "ohhh, i wish that was me getting licked." spreading your lips wide to show all of that pink cotton candy goodness as my tongue licks your sugar walls. The flow of your sweetness carries over my tongue with each lick upon you. pchz watches my tongue take those long licks along your lips, opening them for my pleasure and her view. Feeling the trembling of the muscles I lick harder and with longer strokes, grabbing your ass as you begin to quiver against my tongue.

As you turn around to kiss my lips, pulling them between yours sucking your juices off them. I feel your hand engulfing my hardness. Throbbing within your grasp as you squeeze and caress it's fullness. you tell me to stand up as you sit down in the chair and smile into the camera. Pulling my erection out for pchz to witness as you caress it with both hands before licking along my shaft. pchz excitement cannot be contained as she sends message after message " oh man that looks good. suck and lick it for me girl. oh i need to help you with that." My hardness throbs reading pchz repsonses and watching as you take me in your wet mouth. you hand caress me with each upstroke of your delicious mouth and your other hand massages my balls. I know it is not going to take much for me to explode. KNowing I am being watched plus the sensations I am feeling. I am just on a cloud of pleasure. The stroking and sucking of my manhood has me wanting to release all of me. my eyes closed with the pleasure as i can no longer contain my excitement. My moans and groans bounce through the house as you suck more and more, knowing that I will give you all of me. I scream " i am cummin, i'm cummin...ooooo." as you take that last suck and let my creamy delight shoot all over your lips and tongue. watching my cum all over your lips and tongue as you begin licking your lips and then sucking the rest out of me. The waves of sensations explode behind my eyes over and over. while i hear pchz im'ing in response to the pleasure filled explosiong. I open my eyes to see that she has been playing with a vibrator while watching us. mmmmmm, this is what makes me horny as hell. pchz has came over and over and wants more.

And I plan to giver her more. Pulling you up and turning you around again as I grab my shaft and you feel it pressing open your sugar lips. As my head enters you I can feel your walls becoming wetter in anticipation of the strokes that it will feel. Grabbing your hips and beginning the piston like strokes in you. We are enthralled in our passion and excitement. Knowing that we are being watched and enjoyed. Putting on the show for pchz has made us animalistic lovers. My strokes increase and the power accelerates as i want to make you feel all of me. pchz watches with each stroke allowing her own orgasms to increase in volume and intensity. your screams with each stroke let me know that i am working it. And my body yearns to explode again from your pleasures. pulling my shaft completely out till the head is the only thing touching those lips before plunging it back deep inside of you. Your orgasm begins and I stroke harder so that it can be followed by even more orgasms. Pulling you onto my shaft as i pump inside of you, all you can do is hold onto the chair as your legs begin to buckle and your insides grab my shaft milking the last of my cream out of me. I can't take it anymore as i pull my hardness out of you, cum drippin as i shoot it all over your back and your ass. My cum running down your ass as both of us pant and catch our breath.

after finally gaining our composures somewhat. we looked at pchz on cam and blew her a kiss. she smiled and thanked us so much for the show and the pleasure she got from it. All i could say was that i loved it and wanted more of what we just did.

lol guess that is just more of the freak in me coming out.

Horny

Blood flowing faster and faster..
Mind racing.
thoughts of pleasure filling my mind
seeing you
causing desire
Lust
memories of fantasies fulfilled

erect
full of vigor
throbbing
longing for pleasuring experience

kisses stoking the fire
skin warming
wetness forming
entwined passions

soft moans
moisture increasing
wet penetration

velvet caress
wrapped in silken wetness
repeated penetration

moans, gasps, groans
throes of passion and pleasure
screams of names and acts

build up inside
pleasure pulses
holding back the explosion

building
building

cummin
cummin

gasps
grunts
gripping you close

throbbbing
slowly subsiding
pleasure coursing through me
ecstacy

creamy sensation
inside
all over you
covering all your lips

my sweet
tasty essence
as you enjoy

exchanging ourselves
enjoying
anticipating our next episode
our next fantasy fulfilled
more pleasure to cum

Cherished Thoughts

Laying here against you. Enjoying your scent, your essence the feel of your softness. As I hear your deep breathes I think to myself, what does life in store for us.

Thoughts recessing to smiles while on boat rides. Laughter at the bar. Holding hands as we walked the mall or the sidewalk. The looks into each others eyes that we have shared. There have been so many things that have happened between us and around us.

Yet I cherish the existence we have had through the good and the bad. Sparks have flown and at times sticks and stones thrown. But here I stand knowing that I have come to a better place in my life regardless of what was behind everything that happened.

Bottomline is that I can only go with what I feel and have experienced. For no two views shall be completely the same.

So I take it all with a huge bottle of salt as I continue on my undetermined path in this thing called life.

Color of Desire

Burnt Orange

The position of lust and passion. Cravings leading to you salivating and fulfilling thoughts of carnal desire. Sweaty, pleasurable, erupting moments and memories permeate your body.

Yellow

Effervesing, warmth of friendsip and comraderie. Knowing the fun filled, supportive times shared between those involved. Laughter, sorrow, the flow of food and drinks leading to strengthening the bonds that only those involved could possibly understand.

Red

The unreal understanding, feeling and acknowledgement of LOVE. Without a second thought doing the impossible and ridiculous because of and for the on you love. A fire burning deeply through the darkness and light, yielding the etheral relationship you have with that special someone.